http://slow.writerscafe.org/sharkapillar The original writings of author Sharkapillar en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775968797 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Hey there. So, this is about the cutest and girliest thing I've ever done. I'm generally not into the sappy romantic stuff. But I had no idea what to get you for Valentine's day, so I'm writing you a letter about how much you mean to me. You have every right to tell me I'm dumb and feminine, but you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/1111279/ The only thing worse than a liarIs a liar whose lies burn like lye The stench of self-righteousness andpolitical correction Social class “What everyone else will think”.It's all f*****g bullshit. The acidic feeling of anger in the pitof my stomach Self-hatred. Refus.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/1048300/ I write a poem on the inside cover of every sketchbook I start, this being the fourth. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/1038992/ I write a poem in the front cover of every sketch book I start, this was the fifth. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/1038991/ Long. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/1038988/ I'm just keeping it bottled up.I don't know why, I just can't say it.I feel stupid.No one cares. Why should I talk about it?No one gives a flying f**k, I should stop pretending and deluding they do.No one cares.No one is listening. No one will help me.No one will extend a helping hand.No one wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/873073/ I can't find wordsI used to be so good at recycling my emotions,Printing them on paper, turning them into nothing but written wordI can't hear words, I can only feel themHitting me wave and wave at a time The relentless pain eroding the carefully composed shell I built around myselfNothing help.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/839001/ Yes, this is legit. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/832454/ rant http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/821310/ Ranting. I had a dream about my ex last night, woke up crying. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/821173/ Haven't written in a long, long time. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/821096/ ...getting sick of them. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/754263/ There's a ghost's arm on my shoulderA lost whisper in my ear"Rabbit, cheer up!" it says to meYou know I'm always hereA deceptive breath warms my neckTelling me I've nothing to fear"Everything's fine when I'm around,I've got your back, my dear."I wish that I could see your faceI can't---and it stabs .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/753703/ Rain weaves in between each second to find room to assault me.And in between each raindrop, and each second, there is a thought.And in between each purposeful thought, my mind wanders.And in between each wandering step my mind takes, a thought happens.And in between the steps and thoughts, there are.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/753679/ What the f**k is wrong with meI hurt the people I care for most...It's like a term of endearment..."If I didn't love you, I wouldn't break you"...So true.I can apologize to you until you believe me.But I will never accept myself.This is just another reason, why I hate myself.I hurt you...I hurt the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/752374/ I never thought I'd ever feel the pressure to be perfect.I used to hear stories about anorexia and bulimia, about kids who smoked and drank to be"cool"I laughed at them. I thought, "That will never be me! I'm too smart. That isn't cool."I can't help it.I try so hard to be someone's idea of perfect.O.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/748871/ Frustration. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/740348/ I get sick of writing apology poems to guys. But they won't believe me any other way, so whatevs. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/740176/ Another song. I'm on a roll! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/736004/ Song. Something I haven't written in a long time. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/735990/ This is basically what my stream of consciousness looks like http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/732484/ Dean, I swear to God I cannot WAIT to get over this goddamn infatuation. You are a pain in the a*s. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/717493/ Things I'd love to say to a bunch of people that I can't say to them... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/716426/ creative writing story, set in the late 1800's. A doctor at a mental institude gets locked in his own asylum. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/707359/ I need someone to catch me when I fallBe my guide through this winding hallPull me up when I'm forced to crawlI need someone to hold me through it allI need a friend who won't walk awayWho will actually listen to what I sayWho will stick with me for more than a dayI need a friend to tell me it's oka.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/706500/ He hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me he hates me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/703866/ Dream I had recently. I'm trying to figure out what it means. It was so vivid, I remember everything... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/701350/ F**k off Tyler. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/699087/ Dean...f**k you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/697661/ for my best friend, dominic. just a short piece, just a vent. im bored. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/691783/ The top of page says that this is a poem.Only because this little piece is closer to a poem than a story or a book.I write because I want to. Right now I don't f*****g care who reads this. Read it. Judge me all you f*****g want. I'm manic depressive. That fact was obvious to some. I was told this fi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/689790/ found this under my piano. I'd recognize my handwriting anywhere. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/684734/ simple little rhyme. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/683686/ Dominic. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/681942/ Dedicated to A Fallen Hero http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/681723/ I think this makes three or four. I'm surprised he hasn't just removed me from his life yet (He tried a few hours ago...sadness.) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/680565/ A rant. Don't review it. Names are shamelessly mentioned...Shannon I'm sorry in advance I didn't mean it XD http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/680547/ Written after a heated conversation with some guy who apparently thinks he knows me so well. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/678634/ Jon I love you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/678310/ A bird in a cageHelpless...defenseless...vulnerableTrapped. TRAPPED.But not weak...no.Definitely not weak.Strong and proud and tall.Just...Trapped for now. Trappedtrappedtrapped.STUCK.No way out. No way in!TRAPPEDThrashing like a beached fishOnce so pure, so innocentLike a dove's white wingNow Taint.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/675538/ I wrote this in the car on the way home from school...I've been feeling pretty down. My writings have really been sucking lately. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/675534/ Dominic....this is for you...haha I really can't stand you sometimes XD http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/674274/ For a guy who has been coming onto me for two days. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/668784/ I have urges to scream into the windBecause it drowns it out so no one can hearJust the birds, and the trees, and the skyAnd I can scream and sing without fearI don't want to have this conversationI'm not saying I don't want to talk to youI need to be freed from this birdcageAnd fly straight up into.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/667395/ This is why I end things.They need to end.I don't want to be "just friends".Now that I'm hurt, I just want you gone.GONE.Don't check up on my every few months.Don't make sure I'm alive.I don't want to hear about your shiny new girlfriend.I don't want to hear the songs you write for her.I never got a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/664106/ creative writing assignment..."story poems"...it's a little hard to follow, deal. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/664089/ done in iambic pentameter because i can XD it's about my ex girlfriend http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/664084/ Inspired by a conversation with my ex, Dominic. It's just some questions that I could never ask him...I don't want a fight, and I'm not brave enough to ask anyway. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/664076/ This one is a bit of a repetition of several other poems dedicated to a dear friend. It was an assignment for my creative writing class. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/658720/ I'm not strong but I can pretend to beI know I'm wrong, and I know it's meOn the inside I'm broke but outside I'm a stoneI say all the time I could survive on the ownVirgos are supposed to be IndependentBut it's hard dealing with the Devil's attendantsI can scream too, and I cry in the nightWhen the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sharkapillar/652971/