http://slow.writerscafe.org/th3loving_mind The original writings of author thisXgirlXcanXrawr(: en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775969718 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Running away from who i am. Hurting myself because i can.Suffering from my thoughts of doubt.Can't even get out and about. I just can't make it stop.In so much pain i drop.Mascara bleeds from my eyes.How can you not hear my cries. I'm a f**k up, always have been... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/675588/ once again i feel alone.you don't know what really goes on.inside this head, please save me.i just want to be free. i feel alone, oh god so alone.i feel like you're gone, oh so gone.save me from this monster i am.i hurt the earth where i stand. no one gives a f**k abo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/675584/ rain hits my cold skin.some kind of relief releases within.the rain it covers up the tears.as i bleed out my worst fears.frozen is what my heart feels like.feeling like i just landed on a death spike.i cant feel pain or love anymore.no not ever, not since you walked out the door.baby please baby don.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/675582/ sick in this headcan't get out of bedthoughts of suicide cross this mindgotta find a way to unwind can't feel anymorenumb down to the coreyou've never felt the pain i've feltwhen that razor touches my skin i melt the blood drips, and dripsdown my arm to my fingertips.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/675580/ i lost myself today.my blue skies turned to gray.stuck at this crossroad.don't know which way to go.everything is wrong and i'm so broken.i wanna feel numb, so light it up, start smokin.i climb and climb till i reach that peak.no feeling in my body, knees growing weak.i've reached wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/675579/ The smile on my face is a lie. I don't know how i get by. So much pain from all this love. This is why i don't believe in the guy above. Blood dripping from my arms to my fingertips.A silent scream escapes from my lips.I reach out but no one is there.You see me hu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/675578/ started out as an innocent girl.who was quiet and shied away from the wrold. as she got older things started to change. she began to see the world as strange. bad habits started to play a role in her life. so sad on days she fount relief in a knife. began smoking.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/675577/ My fingers are frozenFrozen to the very touch of my skin.My body is empty,Completely drained of all I am.My eye lids are closedShut tightly, covering the golden brown color that lies beneath them.My once pink lips,Now blue and cold like ice.My ice cold body lying beneath .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/646182/ Love is something that cant be explained, When you love someone They can make you feel whole, Yet at the same time entirely worthless. A boy truely loves a girl when Her smile becomes his own When it gets to the point that They cant bear to be apart. When you think of someone As many times as you ta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/646179/ I never held you but I feel youI never heard you but I hear you I never knew you but I loved you I never had you but it seems you're here. I never got the chance to get to know youYet I feel like i've known you a lifetime. I never kissed you but I feel my lips against your cheek. I never got the cha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/646178/ Useless sobsCaused by heartbreakComplete confusionCaused by mixed emotions Inability to thinkCaused by brain overloadOverall weaknessCaused by giving upGiving upCaused by too many emotions, Too much to take in,Not enough to give back...Feeling like fallingInto a black whirlpoolOf nothingness,Bod.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/646174/ Rising up to meet meI gallop down to him My feet slapping the cold wet grassI love him to the end;He suddenly stops and I look puzzledHe starts to turn around I start to slow my pace He turns around and walks awayMy lover turned me away...I guess i was just the next girl In .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/526806/ okay so it was valentines day and i couldn't help but to took and notice how some of ther guys looked at their girlfriends, wifes, fiances...this is what i came up with... =] http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/511207/ A few small words That's all it takesTo make me happyA and put a smile on my faceEveryday I think of you And when we'll be togetherBecause honestlyI want this to last foreverI don't know how you did itBut your always on my mindAnd you know whatThat's completely fi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/503622/ Cold white beautiful flakes Falling from the skyThe icy roads are covered With snowflake dustChildern run around Their front yardsWith their parents watchingFrom the living room windowsCheerful expressions areUpon the childrens facesFor they love the feel ofC.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/503620/ Your hair falls upon your shoulders As the wind begins to blow slowly Sitting at the base willow treeWith your legs pulled to your chestLooking out onto the field before youYou notice small things asYour looking at the fieldA small doe is gallaping across The smooth .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/503247/ I feel your painIt welcomes meDon't be scaredIt's ment to beI'll be hereNext to youHelping you fight battlesAttacking youIt's alright to be Scared,Your fear is in yourMinds eyePush it awayMake IT cryWalk away from Your fearsKnowing your best friend Is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/502084/ Don't you think it's a bit weird that she understands so much more than we do?Don't you think that she has some sort of ability that makes her see things differently, the way she does?Don't you think that saying this to anyone would make you sound completely stupid and maybe even a little cr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/502080/ I don't know why I hang onto something I once had when I've already lost it. I don't know why I hold onto the past when it gives me nightmares. I don't know why Im afraid of losing something I've already lost. Life speeds around me as I stand still.I see roses for their thorns instea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/502079/ I am alone for I have been abandonedI am unloved for I have been avoidedI am invisable for no one sees meI am helpless for no one is there for meI am speachless for I have no reason to speakI have no one I am loved by no one I am invisable to allI am helpless because no o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/502078/ Lonliness and fearThat's what i see in your eyes when I look at youFor what reason I can't imagineAll I know is that when I'm with you Holding your hand and laying in your armsI don't see those things anymoreIs it because I make you not feel lonely anymoreBecause I make you fearle.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/502077/ I don't know what to sayEver since you've been goneI havent been myselfPeople say they don't know who I am anymoreThat I've changedAnd they don't recognize me I can't help itAnd I can't lie to anyone anymoreI've lied to myself too long But now it's time that you all k.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/502075/ Three months togetherThree months apartWhat's the differenceWhere do we start If it wasn't for youIf it wasn't for meWhat would've happenedWhere would we be In eachothers' mindsOr in eachothers' armsWe release eachother fromStressful bars Together forever.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/484452/ Nature is full of joy,It's like the greatest toy.To those who truely love it,And would not dare hurt it.Ever in a million generations,So we will stop the federations.From harming nature anymore,And there will be much galore.From nature and the people whoCherish it like Winnie the P.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/482307/ Walking in the school hallsHer head looking down at the groundAnd the purple and blue patterned floorsWatching her feet through her glassesLeft foot, right foot, left foot, right She runs into the wallAlready in tearsWiping her faceAfraid of her fears She walks silent.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/474443/ ''Good morning.I hope you slept well, my angel.I'll see you soon.I love you.'' This is a sweetmessage to sendand a lovely messageto recieve. You lying therestill looking at the messagestill half asleep becausethe first thing you did wasreach for your phone.&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/473239/ The wound is deepBut I feel no painFor I did thisTo myslef It feels goodTo let the pain and stress goFor I can't take thisToo much longer I do this becauseIt's the only way I knowThe only way I knowTo let this pain go So as I take the knifeAnd slowly pr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/470951/ You see him thereIn the pitch black of nightMurmering wordsTo only himself You see him whenYou close your eyesSeeing his adorable faceThat only a mother could love When you have the slightestFeeling that he's with youAlive, once againYour face lights up like the m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/470950/ This life I liveIt's going to hellIt's all going wrongThere's no way out of here People blame me for stupid thingsI try to tell themI didn't do itBut they believe your lies over me No one ever seems to careOr even notice meI guess I'm invisableI'm here for no one .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/470643/ My life is an unbroken circleEverything happens for a reasonBut most of the timeThat reason is not foundI go on livingLiving through all this painJust hoping that somedayI may understand everythingAnd why everything had to happenThe way it didI wait for the dayThat all this pai.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/470638/ Weather is be nighfallOr weather it be daylightPeople are always roaming the streetsThey may be up to no goodOr they may just be out past darkBecause they feel like itTheir reason it their ownAnd it shall stay their ownLost or foundLoved or unlovedDepressed or unhappyThey wonde.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/470636/ A double-edged swordOne side destroysOne releasesI am your guardian angelWill you release or destroy me?Follow truth and you shall:Find me on waterPurify me through fireTrapped by earth nevermoreAir will whisper to youWhat spirit already knowsThat evn shatteredAnything is pos.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/470635/ She sits there quietlyHolding the red rose he gave herIn her very handsShe's staring at the roseWondering what the true meaningBehind it is She's lying thereThe rose still pressed between her handsHer hands bleeding from the thornsThat are now stuck in the skinOf her fragi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/470632/ As I think of my lifeAll the badThat could of been goodBut the evil took overAnd destroyed everything I haveSo now no one caresAs i sit in a chairIn the corner of a dreaded roomI pick up a knifeAnd slice my wrists'Till I bleedWhere death begins knockingOn my doorWhere no on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/470283/ You don't know what it's like to be unwanted.You don't feel the painYou don't feel the tearsWhen it comes to lonelinessThat's all I knowBecause you don't know what it's like to be unwantedNo one to be aroundNo one to be withNo one to cry withNo one to loveNo one to holdNo one t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/470275/ Look at what they did to usAnd don't ignore this fact.Because you know it's trueEven if you don't like the impact. They ruined our lifeThey feel no sorrowFor us at allOur life's will not be any better, especially not tomorrow. They made fun of you and meAnd they didn'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/470254/      Someone once asked me what I feared the most. Instinctly and without though, I told them I feared death. This was in fact true but, in the past I had thought of many endless ways of commiting suicide. But the reason I was still here was because I didn't have the courage to d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/469952/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/469947/ Sitting at home aloneLooking outside the windowIn the pitch black of night.The boy looks outsideWith curiosity.He sees shadowsThat he doesn't know are real.He thinks it's just some sortOf animal lurking the perimeter of his house.Seven years oldOr years young would you say?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/469505/ Have I ever told you that when you lookAt me, my heart beats a million times faster?Making me nervous all the while. Have I ever told you that youGive me some kind of hope when i feel as ifEverything else is lost? Have I ever told you I Love YouAnd I would do an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/469348/ It's like nothing you've ever felt beforeTo truly want to dieAt every chance you get you think of ways to do itAnd when your not doing that, you cryOr stare blankly at the wallAnd wish for something betterBecause nothing else matters and nothing else helpsAll you can do is wallow in yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/469131/ Just take a good look at my faceYou see my smile seems out of placeIf you look closer it's easy to traceThe tracks of my tears. Everynight I cry myself to sleepKnowing that with each passing dayIt brings us closer to eachother.But meanwhile;I cry.Day by day andNight by nig.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/469064/ Two people are riding a motorcycle down a highway. Girl:''Slow down, I'm scared!'' Boy:''No, this is fun!'' Girl:''Please slow down.'' Boy:''Tell me you love me.'' Girl :''I love you baby, with all my heart.'' Boy:''Give me a hug.'' Girl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/469035/ I've never felt this way before.I feel empty,But whole at the same time.I love him with all my heart but...I can't even explain how I feel now.It's like he doesn't care anymore.He tells me he wants to die,But he won't talk to me or anyone soThat I can help him.He goes on living,W.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/469033/ Sitting at home aloneWishing you were hereI can't sleep at nightBecause I'm not with youI cry and cry until myPillow is wet with tears.Sorrow an sadness becomeMy close friendsHappiness becomes my enemy.As I fall further into the darknessI think about all the timeI spent with yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/469029/ Love is upon us everydayIt is the wind blowing,The leaves falling to the ground.Love is that simple smile you see upon her faceAs she walks towards you.Love is and forever will be,You may not know it until youFeel those cool winds upon your warm skin,That sudden rush as u gasp for br.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/468998/ I hate this feeling.It's like I'm trapped in my own little worldAnd no matter how many people I hurt,Or how many people hurt me,There's no escape.I've tried for yearsTo find a way outBut I have realized that it is impossable.I only see the world for what I want it to be,And not wha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/468968/ As life goes on,Mysteries about your life,About your past, are being told.One by one,Day by day,You begin to find outWho you really are,Or who you once were.But nothing or no oneCan change who you areTo this very day.Your action in the pastHave made you a monster.And that's.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/468958/ It's Anonymous love...or is it really?Is it anonymous when everytime he passes,Your cheeks turn pink?Is it anonymous whenever you look at himYou get stars in your eyes?Is it anonymous when he talks to youYou get tounge-tied?Is it anonymous when he takes your breath awayAnd even he .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/468952/ As i look across the horizonI notice little things likeThe birds churping,The windblowing,And the way the leaves fall slowlyFrom the branches of the hushed trees. It's little thing like thisThat make you look back andSee the world in anIntirely different state of mind.&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/th3loving_mind/468931/