http://slow.writerscafe.org/Mandarnorange The original writings of author Manda en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776183198 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My conscious tells me it's wrongMaking me scared to tryFirst attempts are unsuccessfulBut finally I break the skinA thin layer of blood appearsWhere the knife broke into my skinAll I feel is burningBut for a moment my heartache is goneGod I messed up,My conscious tells meOver an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1845990/ Did you know...That when you're around meI get butterflies And when we kissMy heart meltsOur hands perfectly intertwinedAs we walk hand in handWhat I didn't know...Was how fast I was fallingI wondered if what we hadCould really be true and unconditional I never experi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1656797/ I never though that I could let goOr to even find happinesss againYou and I had been together for so longAnd the more I spent away from youThe happier I becameBelieve me when I say that I will always love youAnd that I'll always be a phone call awayBut rignt now I need to let go .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1653976/ It is time to let go and to let these new feelings emerge because at this moment it seems perfect and I don't want the chance to be happy to disappear. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1653959/ You learn so much everyday From the time you are born To the time you take your last breathLife is no easy task Growing to feel painAnd even happinessFighting a new battle everydaySome days you wish you could disappearOthers you want to save the dayAs each day passes though We ad.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1220948/ Who am I?You askWell....I am whatever you wish me to beA friend or a lover?Skinny or plump?Only you can answer thatFor I know who I amBut what I may seeAnd feel for myselfCould be entirely different to youSo you tell meWho am I? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1220947/ You were my everythingThe reason for my happinessI looked to you for acceptance And soon found a place in your heartI loved you so muchJust being with you made me shimmerKnowing that I was your everythingAnd your soul mate for lifeAs each month passedI only grew more fond of you We were loversAnd pa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1220946/ You cheatedLiedAnd tore me up insideYou pretendedAs thoughWe were meant to beSoul matesFor lifeYou had said to meBut hereI layCovered in painYour promisesLostAnd shatteredSimplyBecause...You cheated Lied And tore me up inside http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1218479/ Deep downI'm dyingOutside I'm smilingBut on the inside...Lay the painIt's hard being strong When all I want to do is cryLetting myself slip awayAs if I never existedIt's over And we will never beYou not only hurt meBut cheated and liedIt''s because of youI lay here lostMy body coldAnd feel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1210477/ I am so angryAnd want to screamI am so alone And it is depressingI am stuckIn a very dark placeIt is so hardTo keep the pain outI want to cryAnd roar with rageI know if I doThat Ill hurt myselfI've been taught to controlAnd cope with my emotions But here I amTaking antidepressantsEvery mon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1189631/ Just wish he knew what I was feeling... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1189626/ We live for      love      happiness      success      loyalty acceptance  & share the world We created http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1189522/ I miss youI miss your smileI miss the way you say my nameAnd the way you make my heart stopMost of all I miss your warm embraceWill this painEver go away http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1189517/ Words Can not express What I am feeling Words Can not show The pain I am feelingWords Can not describe How much I miss youWords Can not expose The tears held insideNor Can words keep me From dying inside  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1187416/ I always believed That he was the bad guyI trusted youAnd came to you But I wishI never hadI let myself Believe you loved me moreBut here I stand in twoBeing pulledBack and forthListening to themBitch about who's rightMomShut Up!DadIgnore Her!And then...There's meStuckIn the midd.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1187375/ In the futureI long for a new beginningWhere I can be who I amWithout the constant feeling of being judgedHaving people laughAs I clumsy through Fearing the worseAnd only failing in the endI want a futureWhere I can loveBe with the man I am so happy withI just want a futureWhere I can just.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1098316/ For the last 18 years...I have let myself fall apartAnd let what others say offend meI have let myself sufferAnd keep all the pain insideI have let myself cryBut only when aloneI have let myself critisise The beauty that I cannot seeAnd still...I have let myself agonizeOn my constant failuresIn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1098314/ I was never good enough... never amounting to anyone or thing. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1092343/ Writing... I just am not the writer I use to be... I have slipped away... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1092293/ She waited and waited until she finally found the love of her life :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1034036/ 4 Seasons all shortly explained in one short poem http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1023552/ I let someone into my life only to break me in the end... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/1021316/ As she lays restless, unable to sleep she looks and listens to the world as it comes alive http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/782563/ Stay with me, love with me, dream with me. Forever... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Mandarnorange/782187/ She watches as her mom suffers to become happy. All she wants is for her to be happy and feel happy inside but doesnt know how. 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