http://slow.writerscafe.org/paigestar2004 The original writings of author Paigestar2004 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776233889 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Twelve yearsand I am still herewith a broom and a dustpantrying to sweep upwhat love looked likebefore it shattered.You stopped believingin repair,in therapy,in us,in the slow workof staying.I keep showing upwith empty handsand hopeful liesI tell myself:try harder,b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/3128565/ You told her, “I’d give up everything for you,”Meanwhile, I’m here with a heart that’s split in two,You were all over her, saying you loved her too,Then sending her pictures like I’m just a fool.Told me you were “broken,” just needed to heal,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2966942/ Today's thoughts http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2948428/ How I'm feeling this week http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2948159/ Magnifying Glass What is left when a person is gone? A disease spread across the world, We watched the numbers crawl, It was exciting? " time off work, timespent with loved ones we craved, The country screaming “stay at home!”And we did. We stayed.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2766586/ Does anyone else have those weeks where is it just one thing after another? I mean of course we all do. I need a long overdue rant. One thing that has really got me down is attitudes. People assume one thing of me when really I am another. People don't recognise that my life.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2489686/ At the moment everything is all a bit complicated. I mean how should you feel when your ex dies? Now I am an adult, there is no bitterness, we were children and were most certainly never suited for each other. We were friends, sure, for a number of years. I was going through my own stuff, and h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2468344/ memoir http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2463065/ I am frozen. A block of fear. Somebody save me. And it comes. And it goes. Every now and then. I want to die. This can't be happening. It didn't happen. Don't focus on the memory. It didn't happen. Keep reminding yourself.I want, need to be home.Why .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2313340/ Just a little bit of how I'm feeling at the moment http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2177109/ Poem about someone who has a negative impact in my current life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2159990/ If time could be rearranged would I change it?If life was on the line would I care to save it?When you walked away the pain was small, But the aftermath, you didn't see it all, How could you when you were blinded with yourself in mind, The wreckage still burning what you left behind.&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/2128547/ Diary Entry http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1936624/ My life in a bubble but you changed it, My life is a story and you my dear, rearranged it,Sneezing and speaking in couples, My chest beats and pulse doubles, I never felt the cold before your warm, The heart and head somewhat torn.Biker jacket, leather cut off gloves, Doesn'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1494800/ Another palindrome, smaller than before but equally connected to an important milestone in my life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1422886/ Tomorrow is a day that will never arrive I promise I will give you Hell because nothing else would be as sweet I hope you never return with my lust in your eyes Because it hurts to much to watch the fall before winter is amongst us And the tears will wash away the scars that have been hidden.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1343467/ I love you, That I will never say.I am so scared,And that is why.The way you feel is unknown, And,Sorrow in my soul, Makes it so there is no,You and me,Forever. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1343464/ Mental Health http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1292553/ Just a poem I wrote in an actual science test in reply to "If you had depression, what decision would you make for a treatment?" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1237392/ Jokingaround dating my best friend, Understandingthat even though it will end,Sharingtime together while we’re alive,Tooget through the day and survive, Sowhen I may ask if I can just lean,Evenif I shout and don’t seem too keen,Anyday with you,No.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1229261/ Throughout ages, Satanism has been feared by those who do not know thetrue nature of the different types, seeing as there are many versions ofSatanism this can lead to confusing amongst the public. LaVeyan Satanism isoften misrepresented in the media as a scapegoat for mass-murder, church burn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1229255/ The types and associations with Satanism http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1229230/ An EPQ qualification aiming to answer the question; is Satanism being used as a scapegoat How has SatanicPanic effected people? 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That’s something I’ve always wanted to do, write a book,become an author of some description. I’ve always thought of it as an undyingjob. If you want to become a replaceable cog, become a sales assistant or something.But an auth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1156856/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1156853/ “Theytaste better when they’re afraid.” Whoare they? I vaguely remembering him asking, but with the blood stillrunning down my chin and tendons caught between two of my back molars, Icouldn’t really concentrate. Since the time he found out, he tends to ask metonnes .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1155469/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/paigestar2004/1155468/