http://slow.writerscafe.org/thescret The original writings of author hayley smith en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775510278 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Dear, Well everyone..    Im never good enough. Am I? im not perfect AM I... Can I help it? Well the awnsers no.But I can end it, all of it. Its my only way to be safe, or to make a point. Trust me i'll probaly only get my point across to about 3 people total, you know why? well do ya?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/759302/ Okay, Okay i know not a poem like i normally do/did. its how i feel and i really hope this sinks into you mindless fuckers. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/759295/ You do nothing but lie, lie ,lieI would of been better off with you telling me from the startIm a SELFISH DUCHE AND DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS.Cuse thats EXACTLY what you are.. </3 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/759292/ Desribes its self.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/759291/ We fell in love but i guess i fell to hard and hit the groundi guess i shouldof known that if i fell for youthat you wouldnt catch me and you were strong andi wasent my illusion my mistakeand my heart is brokenall my scars are open falling out of love is hardfalling for betrayal is worstbroken.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/575445/ The pain of losing you shots through me like a knife its unbarring pain  that i cant deal withi never got my good bye but i dont know if i would want to i dont think i would want to see you like that see you in the physical pain you were inbut now im left with mental pain mental pain that haunt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/575440/ My heart is breaking my face is wet with tears i cant eat and i cant sleepits killing mehes such a liar hes says he loves me i should of never believed him when he said he would never leave megod i am so stupid I dont hate him but i wish i could http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/550445/ love is something thats hard to findlove is somthing you cant just leave behindloveis something that i often think of i often think of the one i love i love him ! <3 <3 <3<3<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 &.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/537276/ i all ways wanna beany one but mei try to be someone elsebut it never seems to work i still feel ugly,unwanted, like i don't belong,but for some reason i stand so strongi cant seem to find myself among everyone else  its hard to be your self when your always being judged for who you arewhe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/537270/ Have you ever wake up screaming for help screaming for someone and then they come and and help and things are all better.Well i did to except i had no help i got no help i was left alone left for dead left  to die .no one cared as i cried and keep screaming for someone to help as i bled to deat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/513791/ my pain grows deeper as the light grows dimer.It's nothing but darkness as i die slowly inside .I'm serounded by people all alone.Pain in the heart pain in the dark the wind is cold and bitter.I open my eyes see nothing but red wondering how i got out.Get out i didnt make it out http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/513784/ please please forgive mebut i wont be home anginand mabee someday you'll wake up and see mabee somethings missing  you wont cry for  my absence you forgot me long ago even though im the scarfice you wont try for me not now isn't somthing missing isn't someone missing and if i leave atlest .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/490596/ perfect by naturei come in self indulgence    just what we all need more lies .and now i know shenever was and never will behave you no shamedon't you see meyou know you have everybody fooledwith out the mask were will you hideoh how we loved youflawless while your portendingbut now i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/490593/ i look outand see the worldand notice no perpous in my life i wish i was deadi feel like dieingi feel ilike climing on a mountainand jumping off the topand at the top yet i keep claiming.roses are reddaisy are yellowbut yet the flowers are all dead http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/490468/ whywhy is it so feared its what stops all the crap in lifeit ends it it makes it stopit make evenone shut upits fine to fear but i know i don't  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/476946/ why do you take your anger out on mewhat did i doi didn't do anything im sick of itim sick of youim sick of you always yelling at mefor dumb thingsfor stuff i didn't even do http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/476886/ I'm tierd  of my life i feel so in between im sick of all my friendsgirls can be so meani feel i dont win outevery thing i ware starting over newlike im not even theresome time i wanna get away someplace but i dont wanna stay to longsome times im anouther girl whos stuck insid.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/476884/ I walk out side into the darki see the dark shodowszip pasedits like they have no soulslike there lost soulsi don't know what they areor there perpes of exesting mabee its to killor mabee its to burn soulsmabee they want meshould i runare pertend they arn't thereis there somtin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/476877/ nobodys homei cant tell you y she was so depereds i couldent help her i just watched her fall .whats wrong  now to many problems.nobodys home .shes been regected all her life she dosn't know where she belongs.its where she lies broken inside .shes losing her mind she cant find where she shoul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/476761/ dads the onedads the one who trappes me as sowhen i want to be freewhen i want to gohe stops every indipendins i showdads the one who wont let me go http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/476701/ I feel like im in a empty world with nothing but windsI see people but they don't see meits like im not therethey don't hear a word i sayam i being ignored mabee forgotenam i nvisibelmabee its just a dream will i wake upam i dead,is this even reality?  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/476686/ You play with my emotions as if I feel nothingWell I can tell you I feel everything that you throw at meI hate that I can feel itI sometimes just think of cutting off all my emotionsNot temporarilyBut permanentlyIt would save me so much troubleSo much heartacheAnd save my confidence .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/476609/ 2:10 she lies awake antother night she speands alone without his touch shes been so coldThe blode is running thour her vains.with every beat thiers no escape.lost in every thing she turst still can't seem to get enouf even though  the world she loved it will never be the way wasand.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/476603/ you may find this sad but however it is true http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/thescret/476559/