http://slow.writerscafe.org/Beanie0216 The original writings of author Scarlet Pulse en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775985485 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Wondering howI’m still breathingCrumpled and puffy facedI’m still seeingHaunting words repeated over and over in my empty mind I’m still hearingToday I had my heart ripped out How am I still being? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/553233/ I love you too but I can’t right now…True love cannot existProof from these very wordsShame on meFor believing, dreamingI’m lost and won’t ever be foundThis broken heart can’t be healedBroken, time and time againIt won’t be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/553228/ A tunnel Of bare treesWhere early risersGrace with their presenceGazing into a lonesome skyForeseeing the ascending sunWinter winds whistleWoodpeckers, red-belliedMourning doves singForewarning the tide of gather http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/535512/ This argumentWasn’t like any otherAbout the silliest of thingsWashing the dishes and when.My eyes swelled with a smile“Our first grown up fight”These were the words he spokeLittle as it wasThat moment assured meHe is mineAndWill b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/502932/ Aftermonths in pain and discomfort without you here,I am sograteful you are by my side.Althoughyou never left,You arecloser to me and my heart.Thethought of how lucky I am to have you,After allthe mistakes we’ve made.Pain isonly a pulse, if you jus.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/502858/ Another AmeriKu http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/500507/ This is an AmeriKu poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/500500/ For so long she was the oneHe would marryShe knew this in confidenceLike the back of her handShe knew himAnd him herDiscovering new wondersOf each otherLivingEvery momentEvery breath As she rewinds, glances at her lifeA feelingFailure, overwhelms .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/486044/ An endless white sky aboveFrom it Fall tiny unique flurriesNumb from the cold whirling windStill able to feel every flake Softly make landingForming fluffy mountains upon mountainsCoating all life with one heavy layerExquisite beauty takes overProvidin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/484833/ His eyes are the means that make me stronger.His heartbeat is the song that puts me to sleep.His voice is the instrument that appeases my soul.His kiss is the touch that permits me to breathe.   His lips are irresistible influences t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/483183/ When you don’t grasp him, the situation, or his loveAnd take advantage,Feeling like he wasn’t there when he really wasNot knowing what life is like without him.When you lose the mind which yours thinks fromIt’s oblivion.Where to start, where to finis.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/483180/ An aura of easeAnd everyone else the sameCold brown and green perspiring bottles Careless conversion, exchanged profanityFists into heads, heads into brick wallsCrooked thrashing, the bar against my two In the middle, I’m pushed, stricken, bruise.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/483074/ Want it to be time,The end.Into my shell and coveredIndulge with gulpsMy urge and remedyTo help me come nearMy wishUnsure why, but it’s convincingHalfway through, still not satisfiedFinish and emptyPut me to sleepStained by lip imprintsLeft .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/481659/ the guitar he strumsthe bed he lays uponthe machine he works withthe food he needsthe games he indulges inthe road he drives onthe song he singsthe passion he yearns forthe air he breathesthe path he followsthe light in the darkwhat he craves http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/481656/ I want so badly for you to let me helpI know you don’t know howDig deep find what makes you this wayOpen up, talk to me, so I can see it, feel it, understandDon’t shut me out, let me helpWhy do you tilt and pour the bottle until it’s gone?Matured to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/481652/ Periwinkle cobblestone roadLeading to the bending lightThe white, green, and yellow surroundsAnd fuzzy black dandelions hover like treesIn the shy soft shimmering skyBlue, purple, shade of orangeParachutes guiding the way, toThe wish which manipulatesNeve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/479765/ The person and the purple car,They come to me in my dreams to turn it into a nightmare.Heart racing, mind scrambling, what to do?Laugh, smile, cry, or screamOr beat to bloody murder. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478993/ The attraction of a funeral for our past,Intensifies the emotion of the truth the present is now.The lust for curing to lead us in the intentional direction for a fairytale future. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478988/ A velvety voice, vibrating bass, explosive drumsHis instruments influences intoxicationIntuitive awareness of intense sensations Pulsating after harmonious musicmaking two bodies oneState of hypnosis induced by himIn a position of oblivion to all actualityHear with .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478872/ Have I fallen out of love with theeThe one who once put the air I breathe in me.Has he created a passion of hate?Or is the way he treats me simply fate?Heart broken or filled with love and careWill I always be in despair?Pretend or realism, what will be true?I had it .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478871/ Trapped in many wallsUnintentionallyBy those who brought who hereClosed in her barrierStaring, thinking, watchingCold breeze grazes her faceDirection is nowhereDirection to somewhereDirection all aroundDirection be unknown http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478783/ Beautiful brisk summer morningA perfect fallen leaf, shade of magentaThe rest shivering from the windNot quite ready to fallDark chilled summer eveningA perfect burning birch, shade of grey charcoalThe rest crying from the sightNot quite ready to burnBlaze of smok.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478780/ Tearful trees,teetering seas. Whispering raindrops,wavering the shadow. Song of footprints in the sand,sensitivity of the Hand. Inhale thick gray lingering intent.Invisible feeling from the sunset. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478779/ Attention.Suspicion to ease.Above the horizon into the sun,Mountains of white fluffy clouds surround me.Altitude at 17,349 feet beyond chaos and troublesBaby blue glowing sky,Terrifying scare, “Holy F**k!”Turbulence in the sky quickly shifted to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478749/ My yellow capsuleSwallowed and drowned with water.Easing myEvery pain.Flashbacks, dazing…Next to youclosein your arms“I love you so much”This day he told me“I love you so much”Over and overThis day began with a l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478747/ Tainted with diffusing evil.Question of How? under adversity.Deep sorrow of those who love you,with unwanted, unacceptable, unheard-of thinking.Fought through fear and terror, admitting to yourselfand the world around you, no question the defeat of malevolence... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478746/ Sunday night   Misery enfoldsThe pacing, headaches, upset stomachWeariness of constant doubtTears streaming down an angry faceFrom the agonyScrutinized continuously  Sweaty palmsMonday, always harshTen long yearsWhy the cruelty?Two steps aheadF.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Beanie0216/478744/