http://slow.writerscafe.org/Blue_Flower The original writings of author Blue Rose en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776026256 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 A feeling of doom fills the air. My heart,starts to race, makingit harder to breath.I look around me, and try tofind some sort of resemblanceto keep me sane.I cant think, and i cant hear.I miss you so much. that is hurts so bad,the pain is so strong, but Ive got to go on.Tears roll down my cheeks, a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/652648/ I'm holding on to somethingthat's gone. Gone like the smilethat was placed on my face. The smile taken by this thing,is gone because you will not seek for a replacement. A new sorry to say.There are many reasons to smile on earth.In its absence lies a hope of faith.Pain gives birth to emotions new,h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/652646/ A quick flash and it was gone.I blinked for a second,but it never returned.The face in the mirror,i swear i saw it.It looked so familiar,but i didn't know it.I had seen it before,even to touch it.Temptation to take,temptation to go,temptation to give,but i wont accept.My face is mine,to keep and hol.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/652637/ Retracing my steps,i go back to the past.A past filled with lies and made up stories.I Close my eyes,and watch it play back.Expressions so fierce,words so harsh.Broken promises and smiles so fake.Shattered dreamscluster the air.Trust is what you lackFaith is what you breakDreams are what you crushLi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/651786/ Check the time, hear it chime.What have you done, if you're the one.I hear it, I see it, but it just wont stop.Ticking down the clockwith me as its flock.Time is just a wondering dime.Everyday i turn a page, leading me to a new stage.But not a stage with lights and fame,but one with personal failure.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/651784/ Running in a dream, that wont seem to end.Screaming so loud, but no one can hear.Kicking and scratching the faceless attacker,but he wont seem to weaken, even to tire.I said it was a he, meaning its human, but what sort of human has horns as hair?Blood pulses out of my wounds, andcovers the floor ar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/651781/ Its so hard to seethe damage you leave behind,when you're walking over people's lives'acting like you own them.Its so hard to understandthe hurt behind the smiles,the tears that wet my pillow at nightand the love i wish i never knew.Its so hard to walk awayfrom the hurt that fills my life,from the p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/640708/ Far far away...where the birds don't sing a little girl cries for the person she is...She cries for the the girl she wishes she could be...the girl she once was...she wishes she could go back in time..Back in time to that very day...when they chose how her life would be...Far far away...where t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/532934/ There is a girl who sits by her windowlooking down at the world below.Holding what looks like a knife.The blood from the knife drips onto her white nightgowneach drop reminding her of that unforgivable moment when she was once human.When she was once alivewhen she was almost therebut she couldn't ma.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/495163/ I sing this song day after day,no matter how long it never ends.The beat plays on, even when i sleepI wonder why i cant pause this song Some day's its happy and some so sadif only i knew the name of this songI try so hard to ignore the musicthat follows me everywhereI think about it and now i realiz.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/490485/ I wish that i could say that im sorry...but i know that it wont solve the problemsEach choice you make...i know that its all for the very best.Your heart is broken and i know iteven though you don't say it...i knowyour hurting very much!I promise you that one day you'll be able to smile and not.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/490134/ The days have gone and its nowtime....time for us to reunite Im glad to say i'll see you soonOur love that broke can be repaired,the time we lost....we can get backTo say the things we would have said in all the days we missed togetherVery soon ill be in your armsI cannot wait to hold you tight!Im h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/490130/ A broken heart is easy to find,you only have to look into my eyes.Deep down inside where my hearts meant to be, there's nothing but pieces unknown.I try to understand where my heart has goneI feel my chest andits cold as iceThe beating i once loved to hear.... is no longer thereand i only realize it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/490125/ It doesnt take long to sing a song,only a couple of minuts unless im wrong.He married her only for love But grew into hating her,day after day he plotted and planneduntil the day he finally grabbed her hand,and hit her head....making sure no one heared her screamShe saw t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/489313/ We were so close, you'd thinkwe were sisters.We got to the closest that friends could be,I should have seen it coming that you were not to trust.But i trusted you and betrayed myself.I let you get up close and personalnow i see you only wanted to find my weaker spots and take advanta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/489035/ Betrayed by those she cares most about,she cries and cries till she can cry no more.with a pen in her hand and a book on her lap,she writes down the story of her life, a life she lives invisible as air.All that pain locked up inside, nobody to tellbecause nobody understands. She's in pai.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/489032/ Each and every personwants to feel like their wanted,But when you turn around and say the things you should'ent have saidthat just makes the other person feel unwanted just a waste of space thats getting in your way.Maybe if you listened and tried to understandinstead of jumping to con.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/489029/ Giving away what my heart wants to hold...I've let you gobut its bringing me down.I try to hide the pain that i feel...Hoping one day you'll dance with me.I cant describe the way that i feel...but to say if i cant have you no one else can.My hearts a burning disaster...My life's a sp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/486148/ When you love somone you wouldbe prepared to give your all...if they needed your help.I thought you loved me...but i geuss i was wrongyou only said you did but yourheart never cared.Now i see you for who you truly area cruel person with only one goalHow could i have been so blind.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485848/ Looking back into the daysweve had i cant pick up where we wentseperate ways....Many moments i cant describeI just wish i never leftLooking forward to the days we'll haveI cant wait to see you againMany moments waiting to be unleashedI cant remember why we hid the key. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485847/ The feelings that we once had andthe memories we shared.The dreams that used to fill my headhave all just gone.....Gone like the wind on a hot summers dayGone like the breath of someone who dies.You and i have no connectioneven if we try....we cant make up for lost time. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485843/ My life was perfectmore perfect than the sun.I had everything i wantedEverything i neededNothing made me more happierthan the way my life turned out to be.The pieces on the chess boardused to be in place but now theymake a puzzle i cant seem to solve.My perfect life has a crack ins.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485570/ Feelings no one understandsEmotions which we fakeJust so everyone thinks were happy and life's all great.Yet deep down inside were actually sufferingNo one can see through the smiles that we fakeas we try to keep those tears inWhen were alone we let them fall as we think off a wayto en.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485566/ Those days and nights are unforgivingvery hard to be forgotten cant decide where tragedy lieslost the key to set me freeI wish i could find it then maybe i would beLost and found Come and go I cant remember why my tears fallI wish i knew how to make them stopBut all i think about i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485563/ A promise is something that you mean with all your heart and not something you sayjust to convince someone you've changed.Every single day I saw you break that promise and to my own prideI belived you all again. I look in the mirror and what do i see...a girl who goes through hell each day.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485561/ My hearts in pain each day I live without youBut not a stabbing paina pain so vicious could not compare buta corching pain deep down inside my heartIs buring up my hearts desireI  used to be a butterfly in the windwith rainbow coulors patterned down my backBut that was all before .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485542/ Looking into my crystal ballI try to see into the future beyond.Deep down where the lightningstill flashes... I try to find the dayyou and i are back together.In my crystal ball i see only the past.A past of heart break you and i once shared.A past of pain all kept insideI wonder how.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485529/ Every single day that i live.I wonder if i may just give upI've had enough heart break in my timeEach night i hear the tower clock chimeEach time i worryI hear the word sorryOne fear is all i think aboutI cant stand losing youMy tears fall each time you callJust take a peek into my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485523/ Fly a plane to the continent of love at first site.Land in the country of first date and first kiss.Go to the city of gifts and sweet words.....Soon after that you'll be deeply in love.Find the road of suspicius actions...andask for directions to tears at night.Go to the park of smiles a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Blue_Flower/485521/