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Not my kind of world

Learning from the world around meThat my choice to go with himWhen I should have knownMakes his choice my faultLearning from the world around meThat my every decisionGives him a justificationTo take something that wasn't hisAnd I'm learning from the world around meThat it's not safeFor a woman to wa..

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This is obviously more of a rant than anything... was originally intended to be a rap, but I can't rap... so I changed the format a little bit. Enjoy?

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A bit different of a style than I'm normally used to, but I came up with it on a whim for my girl to wake up to <3 miss you babe

Work in progress...

Just moved to a city where noone knows my name.

White Flag

This thing is kind of all over the place, but it speaks of seeing everything in a different way. Ending the civil war in our minds. Enjoy.

Gone from the Future

reading through each and every linewishing i could go back in timego to a place where i'm truly happyexchanging words nothing short of sappythere's a time and a placefor a slap in the facenow seems like a good timeand here i write another lineholding each other upthrough the good and the badkeeping ..

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my heart is full of jealousy and i don't know what to do i'm feelin kinda lonely but what's it to you contemplating every minute of every day sometimes i just don't kno..

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i'm not sure if i've already posted this

Maybe, Just

A thousand rhymes in a thousand linesI must’ve dreamt of it a thousand timesWhen the hurt runs deepInvading your sleep, your will to keep To keep your morals in lineTo once again feel fineTo get back up on your feetNever accepting the impending defeat There’..

Risky Business

Vancouver trip. Speaks of my fears of travelling to an unknown world to meet an unknown father.

Hell of a Night

I don't know. A lot on my mind I suppose.

Flawless Design

Inspiration: Come Home - Onerepublic (I get lost in the beauty of everything I see; the world ain't half as bad as they paint it to be)

Come and Gone

Whateverness

In Due Time

Just about everyday things, as usual. Read and you'll understand :)

Changes

About the struggle of self discovery and confusion

W.I.P

updated work in progress.

F*****g peoples lives over one person at a time

boy+girl1 - doesnt go over well. boy+girl2 - shortlived. girl1+girl2, girl2 tells boy, hurts feelings. Wishes it didnt. But doesn't regret it.

Blissfully Unaware

Random I suppose

Heart Full of Hate

I need to get over somethings, some people from my past... Ahhhhh.

Secret Regrets

Have you ever had such a big regret that you feel it's necessary to be shot? I do.

Dixie

We just had to put down our family dog of fifteen years, and I'm pretttyy upset :(

Toxic Waste

the feeling of being replaced is not a good one.

She Will

Reading through my blog, had a moment of tears and self-loathing, and realised the worthlessness of such feelings.

That's What You Get For Liking a Psychotic B***h

She is sick of hypocritesTrying to tear her apartShe won't give into itShe stays true to her heart She is sick of the pathetic liesAnd attempts at bringing her downNo way in hell will this be her demiseShe won't even sport a frown She is avoiding the girlShe..

Mystery of Life

when you feel like crap & like you're losing control of your life, don't give up, step up to the plate & take control of whats rightfully yours - you will be happy with the results.

Family <3

It's christmas and i'm feeling the love for my family, what can I say. Also, it's not titled (officially).

Feels a lot like Failure

Smoking lots of cigarettesFailing school and cadetsWhat am I doing to myselfWasting the weekend awayMy ropes to society start to frayOn this bright day in MayCall me when this phase endsI’m losing myself in the trendsLosing myself, losing my friendsI can’t stand what I’m doing to m..

So sick of titles, jeepers :P

I was feeling quite hurt & upset. NBD.

I'll Be

Don’t be afraidLet me show you the wayI’ll hold your handBy you I’ll standAnd we’ll walk through the sands of timeDon’t be scaredDon’t worry, I’m preparedAnd I’ll hold you closeAnd I’ll hold you tightI won’t give up without a fightI’m..

Give me a Sign

I don’t know who I amOr why I’m hereI just can’t faceThese new found fearsAnd I can’t cryAny more tearsI’m hurtingAnd you don’t careI’m in pain,I’m going insaneCause you’re not thereI’m not okayAnd I’d just like to sayI don’t un..

Lost Cause

Take it from meYou're gonna seeThat I'll be okayAfter this time of greyWe won't hurtWe won't cryI'm gonna flyAnd I'm gonna tryWe'll be best friendsIn the endI'll be okayListen to what I sayDays go byI can't help but cryI'm losing youNo matter how hard I try

Worthless

You look around,There's no one there.You feel like No one caresYou're in a bubble,Surrounded by nothing;Nothing but air.And you can't helpBut to feel alone.People in the distance,Arms outstretched.You're in a deadly trance;You won't give them a chance.It's time to step outside;Don't push, don't figh..

Jump

F**k my lifeLets call it a nightWhen we get a knifeFuck this shitI need a good hitFalling, fallingI just wanna sitHatin' it allIt's time to make a callIs it worth itOr should I just walk tothe end of the hallJump, jump, screamI don't want to be seenAnymoreFuckin' shoot me nowCause I don't know howTo..

Disgrace

i need to put the bottle downand get big blue away from my facei'm such a disgracea deceitful little so and soand a failure at lifeor so i'm toldi know you've probably crieda million tearsno one ever thought this would happennot in a million yearsi've let you downand i'm paying the pricewallowing in..

God Damned Key

It's the real deal,Girl, you've got sex appealI just wish you could knowThe way that I feel It would seem That the more that I dreamThe less i'm seenI wish we could have beenI'll dry all of your tearsRelieve you of your fearsWhisper into your earThe things you need to hearIt won't ever beThis much I..

Someday

its leakin down the draini wanna be me againi'm killing myself with every hitand everyone around meits hurtin you and hurtin mei know i can seeand i wish i could bewhat i used to beand everyone sees itbut i refuse to believei see it with my own eyesits something i despisei'm everythin i said i would..

Bad Dream

Grades drop like fliesFlyin' into the lightThere goes my sanityThe end is in sightI'm not a bad personAnd I can do betterI'm fallin' behindAnd it's killin' meI need to stopAnd I need to seeWhat this shitIs doin' to meI question myself every minuteEvery second, every dayIs this price too high to pay?..

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long walks through the parkdid i ever feel a sparkbut that's in the past nowand it's time to let golookin back at the mistakes i've madeso many things i'd have changedjust to make it all betterlife's just a big gamei'm trying to figure outwhere all the time wenti'm trying to think it outwhere it was..

From Here to New York City

Walking down the road,Not knowing what to say;The clouds are gray, But its a beautiful day. We sit down and talk,Then we go for a walk;Walk around aimlessly,Wasting the time away. Never an awkward time,And I'm feeling just fine;Writing down this short rhyme,Dropping another line...