http://slow.writerscafe.org/livyboocookie The original writings of author Olivia Ashley en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775997153 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I fell in love once, with a boy who loved to party every night&nbsp;and&nbsp;to do&nbsp;every drug you could think of. When we first met we were both drugged up and drunk but I will tell you this he was the only thing in the room that wasn't blurry to me. We started partying more together and it was.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1539674/ I feel as if I'm drowning in my own pathetic, sad thoughts. I feel as if I'm at war with my own mind and losing. It's like nothing can make me happy again because no matter what there will always be a piece of me that is unhappy and torturing me in the back of my mind. I literally feel like I'm goin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1528682/ You told me that you were sick of the pain and sorrows and that you found someone new.You said that I put you through hell and that there was more bad than good.I just need you now and I'm sorry for the way I acted and treated you, I want to fix it.I'll do everything that I have to just to hear you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1301722/ I remember when I first met you, your eyes would shine so bright and that smile seemed so true.You had such big dreams and you knew where you wanted to be in this world.&nbsp;You made a lost girl like me feel found.A few months later you started f*****g with cocaine and nothing seemed the same.&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1282794/ I&nbsp;don't&nbsp;understand a lot of different things in this world , like why gay marriage is wrong or why it is illegal . they harm no one they are simply in love . I just don't&nbsp;understand how it's okay for two drunk people in&nbsp;Vegas&nbsp;to get married but it's disturbing that two men w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1147438/ Why is life getting so hard lately ? I feel like everyday is living hell .&nbsp;They think there is nothing wrong because of my fake smile , but honestly I'm losing this mind of mine .&nbsp;You will never know because I look perfectly fine but I'm not .&nbsp;I'm suffering everyday and just trying to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1133210/ this boy , he has me tripping over him and I fall in love with every word he says . he will never know how much he means to me or how long I stay awake thinking about him . He is everything I want and need . He has me hooked on every word that comes out his amazing mouth . He has me lost in those am.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1053966/ I meant nothing to him . I was just something he could play with for a little until he found something better . He didn't love me he just used me for a good time . I feel so stupid to think he actually cared . He told me I was the best thing that ever happened to him , now he is saying I was nothing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1046374/ You're a mess but the most amazing mess I've ever seen .&nbsp;I need you more than air and water . I feel like nothing without you .&nbsp;We are far from perfect but perfection is boring .&nbsp;You make me cry and scream and I make you punch walls and cuss but we will always come back to&nbsp;each o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1039979/ Do you really think breaking up with me is going to hurt me ? You are so wrong . Watching my dad leave hurt . When my grandpa died that hurt . My life has been full of hurt and a little break up isn't going to hurt me . The rule at my dad's house is if&nbsp;you're&nbsp;going to cry take it outside ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1032919/ it helps me think . It helps me breathe . My parents don't understand I need it to stay alive . I feel like I was only put on this world to hurt . When I see that blood rush out of my skin it shows me that I am alive . These scars have memories , they have meaning . This is the only way I can expres.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1031574/ I'm laying in bed , looking through our photos and wishing we had that again . Last night was one of our worst fights . Glass broke and mean words were said . Now you're gone and the only thing of your's here is my favorite shirt of your's . I stare at the door as if you're going to come back but I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1029633/ You look in that mirror and all you see is your fat and ugly body . You cake your face with make up every morning to try to hide your imperfections . You look through magazines and the models make you never want to eat again . You cry yourself to sleep every night think you will never be as pretty a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1028428/ she gets to lay in your arms every night and eat&nbsp;breakfast with you every morning . i have to sit there watching you kiss her and all i can do is wish that was me .&nbsp;she has the boy i love . i wish you would realize i would treat you so well . when i lay in my bed alone i think of how she h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/1014171/ What is wrong with being yourself now of days ? Nothing is original anymore . No one is being themselves they are being what people expect them to be . Be who you wanna be . You can be anything you want to be it's up to you not these other people . I would rather be hated for who I am than loved for.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/981246/ I was once this sad lonely girl who was&nbsp;afraid to even think about loving someone .&nbsp;But you changed me into the happiest i have ever been .You made me feel more loved than anyone ever has .I could never describe the way you make me feel .I used to cry myself to sleep knowing I had this fea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livyboocookie/969713/ you think you know me ? you think you know what i go through everyday when i wake up in the morning or when i lay my head down to rest ? well you are wrong you dont know anything about me . doesnt matter if ive known you for 7 years or 7 months you will never understand my pain . 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