http://slow.writerscafe.org/spayne94 The original writings of author spayne94 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776033723 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Missing you as moments go by, I crave you like A cat craves a mouse, I miss your loving, For I feel safe in your warm arms, Your tender gentle kisses, Touch my heart softly, And my heart pumps fast as you kiss me, From head to toe, I am yours and you are mine, Minds matching, Together as one, Foreve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1461616/ With your bewitching stare, I see you my dear,Your captivating eyes stare daggers at me, For I am haunted by your hypnotic allure, You consume me and tantalise me with this maddening spell,Your sweet beauty I cherish, Hold me in your arms and love me tenderly, Treasure me with deep dev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1316141/ The dry humid air takes over him, Swallowing him with its pride, The wind throws sand in his eyes, As the torrent begins to take over, His thirst is overpowering and suddenly starts to see mirages, The future is hazed and he begins to give in, The time goes like a quicksa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1314956/ Leaves flow softly against the wind, Pitter pattering on my forehead, Dancing around me like a ballerina, Butterflies sprint around me, Spinning in circles like a roundabout, Spring is soft and soothing, Within me like love in your eyes, I love spring and it loves me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1314951/ Flying high, flying free, Is all I wish to be, A glimmering ray of sunshine is my dream, A glittering soul is what I will be, Like a bird flying fast and spinning in spirals, All around me fast and slow, I look up to the bird of paradise,For she is stronger than I, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1314948/ It was her who's facade was unreal, A girl hiding her reality, Only to escape the hell hole she is in, Putting on a masque to block out all the pain, Only to please her lovers, But you see the emotion in her leaking eyes, She hides from the mirror, It frightens her with it's ugly monst.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1261924/ Love is a piece of paper, Like many love letters written before, Entailing the depths of beauty, Like a rosen petal, With kisses all around, Kissing your forehead softly. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1260958/ Beauty is in the space of everywhere, Surrounding every foot we make, Our words echo our beauty, Loud and clear, Inhaling beauty in our hearts, Soft, tender and with hope, It is difficult but decisions will come clear, Soft beauty echoes from my cranium. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1260955/ Her name was Ada. Her life was a series of unfinished books, unfinished cigarettes, the vogue kind, and half finished meals. She was clueless of both her sanity and future. Everyone appeared to be concerned but Ada couldn't understand why. Why would people care? She had grown to be a lifeless b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1210658/ Her name was Ada. Her life was a series of unfinished books, unfinished cigarettes, the vogue kind, and half finished meals. She was clueless of both her sanity and future. Everyone appeared to be concerned but Ada couldn't understand why. Why would people care? She had grown to be a lifeless b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1208803/ The summer breeze whistles in my ear, The birds tweet in symphony, The soft blur of the wind wraps around me, Tightening it's grip, It kisses my forehead, The trains run quiet, The road war howls on, The silent kisses in the air, Touch me and care for me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1174202/ Crisp ashen kisses,Inhaling beauty, Soft, tender in my gorge, Sailing slowly in the dead sea, A shining boat in my dead waters, A new breath, a soft breath, A dying habit, all the same, A beauty in it's own right, Sliding down me like love in your eyes. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1174201/ Spaced like stars, Thoughts running wild, Stop like a blur, A numb cranium, a thoughtless blur, A Gaussian blur, an uncontrolled blur, A fall in the brain, A spaced out girl, In a insane brain, A blur of insanity, A mindblank of you, Of me, of the pair of us, A double blur, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1174198/ In my ear, All that I hear,Is children's play,On such a bright sunny day,The loud laughter and spilt tears, As I cover my small tiny ears, These children, they do not fear, As I am only near, I see smiles and joy, As they line up each single toy, But soon it is the end of the day, And there is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173978/ Just something I wrote, I'm not entirely sure on it, I could do with a bit of help. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173675/ Within is a ghostly blur, Of torture, For he is bitter of me, A bitter thing is he, A thing that bites and snarles at his prey, A cruel thing is he, For he doesn't stop, He bites from within,He is cruel, He goes sometimes but sometimes he stays, For a long period, He laughs and takes away all that s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173606/ This road is a lonely one, One full of daggers and knives, Pulling you at every step, Towards your end, Breaking you in every way, Highlighting the black, Pulling closer to the end, This road doesn’t give up,It pulls and pulls, Until you realise, Yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173547/ Emotionally never physically, Your words pain me, Your words stab me in my heart, Close you have me now, Your words, they demonise me, Killing me with every beat, You wait until i am vulnerable, Then you hit at a hundred miles an hour, Fast zooming your words .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173536/ You are a beauty in your own right, Large eyes dominating the world, Known for these; for all to see, Your kind smile and your chortle, So unique, i know you miles away, A free bird flying for all to see, Never weighed down by the demons inside, Flying far, flying .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173535/ Silken pellets slide down my gorge,One by one, They dissolve in my innards,Spreading their warmth in me, Like soft kisses on my heart, Spreading fast, pleasuring me, Hazing me quick, pulling me into this drowsy state, This that i cherish, Pulling me slow into the uncons.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173532/ A whirlwind of emotions escape from cranium and run to heart and soul Releasing your inner soulRealising the truth Combining thoughts with your compatible oneTwirling into a plait of threads all close and tightTo represent feelings and furyTo understand, to know, to realiseTo be with .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173525/ Caress me with your warm touch,With both amity and admiration,Pleasure me with deep devotion,As I yearn for your compassion, Enamoured by tender touch with sensuous scent,Your pupils met mine and at that momentI knew, you and I, were meant to beMinds matching; together as one. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173524/ We are two people, together as one, One side ecstatic, one side grey, Together we alternate,With feelings of apathy and insanity, Together as one, we alternate, Switching between reality and insanity, I wait unknowing for who I am to be today, For I am not in control of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173522/ I sit in the chair, talking back, I stand up and beg for the PRN,I ask for it now, And the nurse tells me she’s busy, She says in a while, a while what for?A while I sit, on edge I feel, Afraid of what i will do, scared I am yet again, I am alone with my thoughts,&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173520/ Pulling me, you drag me into your force, You seize me into your disease, You smirk at me knowing, laughing at me, Secretly you know that I am your prisoner, Your not bothered by my disappearing act,You do not care for my diminishing presence,Because it is only so long as to when .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173513/ Head fucked more than most, Head fucked alone with my thoughts, Head fucked, pills drop down my throat, Head fucked, suicidal thoughts, Head fucked, I tear open my skin, Head fucked, I watch the dripping red,Head fucked, alone with my thoughts, Head fucked, I am, I am, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173510/ This is the story of my deathening skull, Rotating with these crippling thoughts, Of whether to die or not to die, Like he said, “that is the question”, So I wait unknowing as to whether i’ll act, Or be crippled by my demon, For my demon knows, He.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173508/ Buried beneath clouds of white, Thick upon my glowing skin, Pressed on like nails in stone, Like hell, impossible to breathe, Stuck like you're grand dads clock work, Pushing hard, Yet no luck comes free, Mission impossible waves at you, Laughing in the distance, Yet you grow,Like the rage in your l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173500/ The upside down clown He's out to get me To pull me upside down with his metals and mechanics To bend and pull and renew all that looks sad He stares at me dreaming up who I am supposed to be Out with the old in with the new he says He starts with the top, my long frown He shakes his h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173490/ Candlewick, candlestick, Long, tall, hiding in parts, Shadowed by your flame, Blue in parts, red in others, Flickering between shades, You are both, and believe alteration is a positive, You are the flame regardless of what your innards shout, Remember no one sees your inner tears .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173488/ It's feathers glued to it's body like match sticksIt's wings identical in shape and size flutter in the windsIt's beak sharp and serated knife likeIt's harmonious tune whistles in the windIt's twig stick legs scarper preparing for flightIt's sharp claws scratching your skin It's piercing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173484/ Life is a nightmare and you are my demonYour pointed teeth and claws, scratch at my heartstringsStaring your venomous eyes bulge into my socketsYour stench lingers in the mist encapsulating my sensesYou drag me to the pit of hell Your purity is no longer Nasty creature you are Hatefu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173483/ Hisdemonic voice whispers in the wind, To theharsh tempo of the lightening drums,  Thelightening screams and roars in terror, So full ofangst, on edge waiting for the next bolt The blackfog carries his stench silently,Staring atall to see with his be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173480/ Theman,He knows, I know he’s thereSilently he watches me,Aware of his painful torture,He laughs, I know he laughs,He thinks he’s funny But inside it’s crippling,I feel him breathing on me,Strong breaths, heavy breaths,Reminding me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173477/ A  journey, only you can survivethe horrors of it allOnly you can fight your demonsOnly you to defeat them with fireThere is a choiceA choice you may wish to undertakeA choice so powerfulA choice entitling you to freedomThe choice to run or regretThe .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173475/ Moments of cold bitter isolation Against you digging like rose thorns prickling your sides,Impossible to forget, normality to endure the reoccurring heartache,Intense pain thunders in torso, ticker and thinker,Lights swirl in your cranium, along with floating frowns of societyToge.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173474/ A murmur of soundIn similarity to the hushes of the wavesSynchronised whispers in tune hum along the shores,Swoosh swoosh swoosh echo all around,The soft bumps and clashes against therocks boom in his earReminding him always of those days,The days he knew with wisdomThe days .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173472/ Rapid beats quicken in cranium andheart alikeYour mind whoozes in uncertaintyGarish colours swirl rotating withinsanityDetached you grow from mind set andever frail frameYour breath quickens and you struggleto make sense of the surrounding society Your mouth .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173463/  Drowning in my own sorrowsI see the roses dying there thorns equal my emotionPrickling my innardsThorn by sharp thornDigging at me Telling me I’m no longer a survivor But dying inside and soon on the outsideI listen to their whimsical tones My e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173461/ Your scars are your inner tears andinner emotions ripping you in two, Your soul screaming for feeling,For pain to abolish that numbing feeling,in your veins, your skin, your mind and heartThe feeling of pain,The feeling of the wound,The burning sensation firing in your veins.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173457/ Roots dragging my stem towards therotten hellDragging me into their hatred of suchabsurdityLying to me with the gentle flowerswaying in the windsLies lies lies Below the sunshine there is a darkplaceAnd now I see itI feel its close thick body wrappingar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173453/ An evil mind an evil heartAn art of rejection combinedTo an evil destruction of deathA fantasy vs. a realityThe reality of the endDrawing ever closer as your thoughts draw to an endNever a reoccurring lieAn end of survivalAn end of choiceTo satisfy your minds hungerFor a clos.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173452/ A chamber of known faces and formsSurrounding your eyes and mindFlowing with love and serenityBringing tranquillity into your timeCarting away the causes andcomplications The tender touch against your iced soulThe soft chitter chatter runningthrough the room.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173450/ I lie down in a vision of a blurMy head froze over like an iced lakeMy feet float in the ice cold waterMy legs protrude under the water thicktelling me somethingI float alone Scared silent with secretsAlong with my careless breathsDrop drop drop goes the ta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173449/   This has become an addiction: an addiction I cannot pull myself outof.A way of both living and surviving.An addiction I am constantly remindedofevery single moment; day, month, year.A reminder of the past and presentbut never the future.Stuck a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173448/ You arc in the dark shadows vulnerableand afraid,Frozen with fear and angst, your skullis on your toes.Your arms detached from your everthinning frail fingers. Thoughts; loud, eccentric and blurredYour body; your eyes, your legs,Grow numb with anxiety.&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173445/ You gape at the hazes of the entrancingopal eyesYour mind blurs into new beautyFaint you ooze in realityAgain you spin like a child on a merrygo roundWords and phrases jitter in your skullA detached mind from an attached bodyForever in uncertainty your craniumwander.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173443/ Perfect. Princess. PrettyArtificial lies I hearLoud in my ear and your heartI can see hear and smellYour scent of deceit lingers,  It always reoccursYou run miles for the lightI run into the darknessIn to the pit of your hatredYou laugh and love .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173442/ You are vindictiveYou are bitter with no essence of admiration or attentionYou expect everythingWith no feelings for anyoneYou scream and shout You are a brute with sharpened tusks and talonsYou roar and rumble at your preyWalking all over your cubsYou don’t seem to care You and he a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173440/ Today it is contented Twirling in the glass oval similar to a young ballerina with grace and beauty, A tall body flicking back and forth trying to decipher between choice and choice,Emitting a faint musk, it lightens the surrounding facesToday it is full of devestation, With hints of mo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/spayne94/1173431/