http://slow.writerscafe.org/fornowiam The original writings of author audrie en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775997043 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Institutions embrace confusionDismembered thoughts are everywhereSome souls have deep abrasionsSome too numb to feel the fearI have too much time on my handsTo digest the situationStaring at these four white walls Only adds to my frustrationSome are sitting in the cornerWith empty transfixed st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1388347/ I'm crying blistering tearsI'm leaking floodwaves of fearGrappling for a lifelineJust need some more timeBreaking apart at the seemsMy soul's no longer pristineyour dark presence lingerspuncturing me with dagger like fingersClinging with hopeFor a better tomorrowPraying that you won't stayPraying aw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1387869/ You're like the eclipse of the moonhalf here, half thereYou're like the stars in the skya billion miles awayYou're like the oceanso mysterious deep underneathYou're like a wild birdeasily scared into flightYou're like a river and the rapidsunknowingly changing your flowYou're like a blustery dayalwa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1383631/ I have exposed to you only fragments of the truthfor fear of rejectionI've been telling you lies from our very conceptionI've had to keep trackof these lies that I've toldDid't want to slip upDon't want to let them unfoldDon't want to get tripped upfrom these lies that I've spunbut those w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1383042/ How bountiful you've made my lifeYou've seen me through my struggles and strifeI am grateful that you've supported meI'm excited to experience what's yet to be seenSo many of times I've made a mistakeI often wonder how much more you can takeYou've never left me alone when I've needed you mostYou've .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1380798/ Wobbly kneeslearning to walktouched all that she seesdances only to rockcurly hair existing without a carebig brown eyeslove you so incredibly much I can hardly baredisplaying so much feelings of joyso very excited when you get a new toydressed you only in dressescleaned all of your messes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1380792/ I’m crying pools of bloodI’m a wilting, dying flowerI think I simply lost yourloveI gave you all the power The cherries just aren’t redanymoreThey fade from red to greyThe stems are badly brokenIt’s sad to see them fade I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1366873/ the jitters were the final strawthe pacing was the final strawthe egotistical visions final strawthe cockroachesfinal strawthe s**t on the was final strawthe oatmeal on the kitchen floor to feed the bugsfinal strawthe invented laser especially made for the governmentfinal strawthe chewing .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1358676/ The empty waves~ that hollow starethese deep black cavesgo if you dareand I'mwaiting~wanting~needing~haunting~Youand making mistakes that are hard to correct and correcting the pastas I sit and reflect~and I wonder if it's too lateto find what was lostis this my fatehow much did it cost http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1358171/ I swallowed youindulged in youI was drugged in your presencewhile you were lying on top of mepeacefully melting into meI was confused by the vibrations of penetrating and paralyzing loveI'm in complete ecstasy nervous because you're next to methe smoldering feelings of lust and desireI cannot h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1358138/ I tip toe around memories of you let's live  in the pastI suspect you're losing interest in usAs I recall it started in winterremember us babycan you recollect how it use to feel lying in bed while the sunshine peeked through the blindswhen I was yours and you were minewhere does your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1358129/ Thoughts ofYou and Me I’ve paintedthe ;picture of you and me over and over againYou’reoccupying the most tender parts of my mindI want tobathe in your essenceI want tomove right through youAnd keep thepieces of you all to myselfI’m drown.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1358120/ Your warped beliefs about loveare drowning me in hot lava and acidI don't know how to escapeMy spirit, soul and mind are meltingI cannot breathecausing my ability of love to disintegrateI don't know how to exist under these poisonous floodwavesand then you begin to feed me spoonfuls of seemingly tru.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357819/ The time the place to make the spaceto make or stealto f**k up or feelbut not for longthe time to steal but not to kneelor cave or crackor bend or slackthe change in time that makes me mineand once the old stale blood disintegratesthere will be nothing left to hatenothing at stak.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357622/ I need your touch to gently relieve meI need your words to calmly appease meI need your energy to peacefully guide me away from the bitter-sour residue that consumes meI need you to steer me away from thosefaucets of flowing confusion mini earthquakes terrifying delusio.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357612/ Stick like legseatheopian bellytwo feet talland only likes jellytake it all in like a spongeshowing me weird thingsyou can do with your tonguelearning to use the toilethiding behind cupboard doorsto ensure your privacyclosing your eyeshoping no one will seelittle toddler levislittle green thermal to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357599/ I travel this journey all alonewith a pain you'll never begin to knowI've been healing foreverthis is my endeavorto cease right now would be to cease foreverIt's not a good ideaIt's not the safest pathIf I ever want to get betterI have to make me lastIn this life of mineI haven't got a clueBut .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357595/ Nauseous from the sight of youand cautious while I'm next to you-I try to tweak my view of our melodramatic situations~which leaves the taste of stimulation that we are so familiar ofwe make believe our false love is realwhile synthetic bliss enhances the way we feel~I want to be away from youmy dam.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357591/ The words sliced through her soulleaving paper cut wounds like many tiny universes of stinging painThe stitches were too small to stitch themthe flaps of skin were too small to sew togetherSo they just wrapped it up with one gauze bandageand drenched it with faint memories of happinessSo now we.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357581/ it's that time of night againIt's much later than I thought it would beclench my eyes tightcolors and shapes tornado across my eyelidstry and force all thoughts of life out of my headI'm torturing myself lying in this bedI should know better than to torture myselftoss, flip, turnone pillow unde.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357551/ The shell is solid keeping the s**t containedThe mind is aware of the circumstancesbut feels powerless because it doesn't know how to turn the s**t into manure and plant the seeds of blissfulnessThe soul is stuck and cannot make a decision because it is in a comathe shell is becoming weak and b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357155/ It's just thereit just isI want flow, flow, shooting flowwarmth mixed with games to see what would happena comfort of uneasinesstrying not to make a messcontinuously willing to confessinsecurities, issues, f**k upsbecause they are there to find available if desiredand warranted if indulged - on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357146/ Blending memories in stagnant airmakes it hard to breatheDisappearing without a tracenot a drop left drydesolateemptyvacantlabeled - named - titled - taintedIdentified by mysterious unknown upbringingsnoticed only by the ears left ringing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357138/ Damaged in one respect but perfect withinHe saw through her rusted skin and dripping mind-He knew that with a lot of space, a little silence, a good amount of patience and continuous access to her asshe could transform her into his perfect playmateshe was the tiniest of playmates and she saw the wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357134/ The essence of cum and weight on this tiny creation- creation? for that purpose - I guessjust open your mind to the pleasures of having the ultimate,ongoing love which embodies irrational explosions of pain and lustdeath by suffocationI swallow it - it's hotI ignore it - it's notwaiting in a crevice.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1357118/ The inspiration that it creates when my heart and p***y mingle makes my juices flow heavily makes my body tingle This is something worth REMEMBERINGyet means absolutely nothing  I clearly see these demon men standing next to me around me and committed to devou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1174047/ Curious Souls Souls bond together if only to create of inner ecstasy if only to glimpse at a reflection of themselves in a parallel world they are floating in an unfamiliar whimsical universe with dreamlike happenings and simultaneous awakenings this moment encompasses .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1174045/ It was something profound he said that made me want to linger around Itwas something profound he said that made me want to take him to bed It was something profound he said that made me think that I would remember himit was something profound he said that made me long f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/fornowiam/1173855/