http://slow.writerscafe.org/JoceMaria The original writings of author JoceMaria en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775992522 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I opened my heart to someone who said all the right things, who made plans and painted pictures of the future with me. I believed him. I believed in us. And maybe that wasn’t foolish maybe it was just human.When I shared something deeply personal, I thought it would bring us closer. But in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/2955203/ the struggle of the heart. Sometimes I wonder If I am destined for love. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/2836719/ Some times I just need a friend Someone that would just listen to me for once with no judgments. I am embarrassed by the things that I have done in the past I am embarrassed by the actions that I hade to take, the results of my reckless behaviour. The what ifs that still haunt me, my s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/2818839/ I've never had to break up with anyone. I hate the text messages people send each other "it's not you its me" no closure in that. I know breaking up via text message is the worst but sometI'm es it's http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1980405/ Decided to write a poem/book about my life this is a rough draft of what is to come. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1973755/ Potential we all have the mental capacity to achieve we lack we drown in fear, belief, self doubt just like the non believers that doubted in Noah's Ark If there is something that these lonesome days have taught me, is that the more we hide in the shadow or our fears the less we .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1946101/ Living to please I am tired of constantly having to tip toe around people I am tired of making decisions based on what is best for other peopleI feel trapped within I have some much frustration rage anexity That one day I feel like I am going to completely lose my mind, lose myself Whe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1945535/ Am I truly in love with this manOr is it the fear of letting him goI am so used to waking up to his beautiful face that I'm scared if I walk away there will only be emptiness followed by heartbreak and endless tearsPart of me sees a life without himAnd the other can't stand the thought Am.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1944026/ Dear diary I woke up feeling a little brighterMaybe it's the sunshine beaming through the curtains The fresh air, I'm looking forward to inhaling all that today has to bring A brighter outlook a chance to explore and discover life's greatnessI might go for a walk to clear my mind to to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1901630/ I decided to start a diary expressing the struggles that i go through daily. Whether it be mentally or physically. Hopefully it would help someone going through similar emotions http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1901210/ should i be afraid of the consequences of my actionsshould i of held my tongue, scared that my words would cut deep make you lash out we are all human we say things just to get a reactioni test the boundaries and the level of love and respect you have for meif its really love then no matte.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1891464/ never allow yourself to be so empty that you feel like you have no purpose http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1891453/ Truth or dare Dare she said I stared into her eyes "I dare you to take it all off, I want to see everything" He glanced over at me then we both watched as she slowly took each item of clothing off Her body moved sexually to the rhythm of the song in the background Her curves so perfect her.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1891048/ They will never understand Understand the depths of hurt I smile I laugh I cover it all up with a joke I act upon hurt and anger I f**k him I f**k her I f**k them I've stop counting not because I am ashamed but because they all meant absolutely nothingDistraction thats what is was Some.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1891035/ Self inflicted pain hurt anger are results of a reckless mind an empty dark cold soul. Ask for nothing but for understanding forgiveness and healing a shoulder to cry on and an ear to share, a kind heart who cares, cares enough to spend a little time one has. Time is everything so many as selfish .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1869485/ The past should be left in the pastBut why is it that everywhere I turn the past just keeps creeping up on meI’m left with unhealed wounds Left with unspoken truths I’m left with hate and painI’ve always wondered how one can live his whole life Knowing that he has de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1756979/ I feel mentally trapped I feel limited in my physical ability I feel hopeless at times http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1744082/ No matter what life throws at you, always keep fight http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1720580/ Life can leave you with a deep and empty scare http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1720561/ It's always hard when the people you think should love you unconditionally hurt you the most. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1719925/ Figment of my imagination There you were my only creation Love is the foundation that keeps me alive Without you life cannot be true Insane is what they call me The pain is far greater The blame, the shame I would search far and wide, high and low For the love that only my heart know.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1713471/ Just recently got back to writing. Just a short piece http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1713381/ Thanks to Kingston junior for helping http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1308505/ am not afraid of you am afraid of meam afraid to open my heart to let you inam afraid of the feelings that it might bring am afraid of the word love am afraid of falling in love falling so deep, that i can't swim waiting for a lifeguard, will you be him see i got a phob.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1307489/ as i see my life through your eyes i see a vulnerable soul i see a life that worth much morei see pain, hate and love i see it alli see a strong womenthat's contradicted and misunderstood i see dreams shattered by low self-esteemi see me ready to fight ready to scream GET ME.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1306041/ your words, poison and yet so sweet your eyes, seductive and i fell deep your lips, softer than anything i have ever feltyour body embraces mine, like ice on a sunny dayit melts... with love, lust and thirst love because i love the way you make me feel lust because i know your lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1305133/ papa played it like a rock star different women, drinking, partying was the lifestyle never considered anyone else's feelings selfish, obnoxious blinded by his own happiness we tried to warn him guide him to righteousnessone day he'll see we were right and he was a mess.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1293547/ summer fling haha http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1293268/ inspired by Lana Del Rey- Blue jeans :D http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1293267/ so many girls feel the need to trap guys with a baby, if he doesn't love you he wont stay regardless. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1293213/ just a sick thought that came to mind http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1293198/ just a thought that came to me, and had me thinking about the purpose of life and if one is truly happy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1293178/ I look at my reflection, i don't recognize the person that I've becomeHaunted by my insecurity, I've painted a picture of what society isa world of lies and deceit, trying to please everyone just to fit inI'm so tired of pretending, i wana spread my wings and fly awayTo place where i can be .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1204385/ undesirable that's what I've becomeunattractive that's how i feel unapproachable that's why am herestill lonely and  hungry, for that love or even an affairfor that touch, is there anyone here... that could satisfy my every wish that could make me feel and never wisha man that would k.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1198688/ Hot blood flowing through my veins At the thought of you presence, itdrives me insane The intense fiery passion that runsthrough your bodyLeaves me breathless, and gasping forair Your walls, closing in, I feel youskin against my skin Heat on heat, you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1195828/ i could lay here in your arms stare into your eyes and fall deep with the sweet words you whisperi could tell you how i feel tell you that it's realbut i would i only be wasting my time you see we don't have long in this wordlove is like a flower, it grows and eventually it dies&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1195571/ sliced my heart to piecesPain so deep, whole body paralyzedI can't breath, can't speak, slowly fading away.Still breathing, blood everywhere, you stand facing me in the eyes as i take my final breath, heartless feerless, ice cold, shivers down my spine, known you particularly my whole life,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1195102/ Sorry if it offends anyone, it is not my intention. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1195091/ draft.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1193935/ it's a short poem about falling in love for the very first time :D http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1181964/ Draft.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1180689/ it is just a short poem i wrote when i am feeling down and doubting myself :D P.S am just an amateur :D loll http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JoceMaria/1173697/