http://slow.writerscafe.org/Renette391 The original writings of author Renette Hollow en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776048264 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Back up against the wallJust wanna forget about it allAll the shouts and screamsDon't really know what it meansSuch a deceiver, fakeLiar, so much heartacheTerrible truth be toldThe love has gone coldSilence all those nightsExcept for the fightsWhen such fury never seenAppears where it had not beenBe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1211378/ Klaribelle is my name. I prefer to go by Klari, though. I was only ten years old when my grandmother told me the story of the monster and my great grandmother, the first Klaribelle. At such a young age, I didn't really understand the story very well and did not truly realize what it meant, what she.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1183586/ Not so many years ago, there was a beautiful young Prince. His father's only child, heir to the throne and constantly doted upon by everyone he met, the Prince-whose name was forgotten years ago-was very proud and vain by the time he had reached his 19th birthday. So, on the eve of his 20th year beg.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1183575/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1183574/ I never told anybody what I dreamed aboutI never told them, never a whisper nor a shoutOf the dreams that danced in my mindOf the nightmares that burned insideThe thoughts of blood and death, of painEach dream different, each dream the sameA terror that wove a tapestry on my dream loomThat hangs in .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1182804/ Burning bridges lay behind mePaths traveled so recklesslyI lost so much but gained in turnSo let the bridges burn.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1182785/ Pure as pitchDisrespectful bitchThat's meYou seeMy heart is stained in sinTo describe it, I can't beginFoul as fuckMore useless than bad luckThat's meYou seeMy soul is dipped in darkA monster with the smile of a sharkTrue as tabooThe end of youThat's me You seeMy mind is a twisted roomWith a be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1182754/ To FallIs to FlyEven if onlyFor a Moment.For to FallIs when your HeartFeels Like it has sprouted Wings And takenFlight Even if all you didWas Fall. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1182734/ There's a secret in my heartTo find it you'll have to tear me apartBecause to find it, you must feel all the painThat I felt every single dayBecause I could not sayThe secret in my heart, That secret from the start. Should I tell you what it is, those words? Would be be dragons to eac.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1182723/ I decided that I'd risk it all for youBut I don't know if you'll do that, tooI'm so scared that you'll only leave meWhen my pathetic fears you seeThey always get in the wayI'm hoping that you'll stayI'm hoping that you'll understandBecause I'm so in love with you andI don't think I can live without .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177425/ It's raining outside againAnd the world's still ignoring my pain. It's raining outside once moreAnd from my eyes tears still pour. It's raining outside and no one caresThat all of my dreams are now nightmares. It's raining outside, I can't seeIs there anybody here except me? It's.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177422/ Bodies moving to the beatNot quite sure where to put my feetYour arms slipping around meSo dark, I can't really seeBut I know that it's you, I can hearIt's your voice singing in my earLaughing when you twirl me aroundMusic so loud you can't hear a sound. Feeling your lips brush my skinI can't h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177421/ So lost in the world I was, no purpose, no placeBut all that changed the moment I saw your faceI don't know what it was about you, but my painYou made it go away, like bringing a desert rainI felt such relief when you took my hand in yoursYou worked your way in, you placed your love in my coreYou br.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177419/ When I close my eyes, I see you. Always think about you, I doI miss you, I can't wait to see youThe days seem so long without youThan the days, the nights are longerEvery moment my love for you is strongerI feel the ghost of your arms around meAnd in my dreams, it is with you I be. You're .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177417/ Your face, your smile, your laugh, your touch,Your voice, your hands, your heart, I love you so muchI love the way you hold me so tight in your embraceI love that you want to be with me no matter the placeI love that you hold my hand and kiss me all the timeI'm so proud to say that you're the one, t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177415/ Under my nails is all blood and dirtNo one ever told me that love could hurtOr how easily to hate it could turnMuch about life I still have to learn. My soul is full of so much hate and angerThat I feel like I have become a total strangerEven to myself, I don't know what I'm going to doWhen I f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177411/ Drops of blood blot the pageA side-effect of my internal rageThe monster inside of me is fighting freeInside, you will find no trace of meFor I am lost in the darkness of my heartAnd my will to be strong has fallen apart. Wandering and lost in the darkness foreverCrying out for help and re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177410/ I'm not sure what to write this timeBut the words coming forth are mineAnd even though I still feel dead insideThings are coming to life in my mindSo maybe there's hope for tomorrowPerhaps not all my days will end in sorrowFor I've found someone that will help meBe a stronger person than I used to b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177409/ There is someone I've been hoping to meetSomeone whom with I could share pillows and cold feetSomeone that would be there for me when I needed youSomeone that can hold me close and love me, too. I've been searching for such a very long timeAnd I'm scared that I won't ever find someone to be min.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177405/ I want to say I hate you for all the pain you caused meBut I know that I can't say it because I won't lie, you seeI'm still in love with you and you do nothing but cause me painI want to say that I'll never ever fall in love againBut the truth is that all I want is for you to hold me tightYou were e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177404/ I'm looking at myself in the mirrorWhat I see in my eyes I know I fearTo see the darkness that I hide with liesA monster that is waiting behind my eyes. Of this creature I have rarely spokenBecause of it there are wounds on my heart openAnd that's why I'm bleeding insideIt's all because of the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177343/ I don't know what it is about meThat you like so much, I don't seeWhat's so special about my heartI couldn't tell from the startWhy you chose to be with meWhen with someone better you could be. I warn you now, I'm not beautifulI'm selfish, I'm lonely, not wonderfulI'm needy, I'm petty, I'm a li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177335/ Don't wake me up, my beast is awake insideIt's roaming the corridors of my twisted mindSnarling because it still hasn't gotten freeI know that its dearest wish is to destroy meBut I can't let it, I won't let it out againAll it would do is cause my lover more painSo I keep it inside, I keep it in its.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177322/ I'm still waiting here for youYou're still deciding what to doI'm still waiting for your choiceYou're still searching for you voiceI'm still waiting and still hopingI am here with arms wide open. I'm still waiting here for youAnd someone else is waiting, tooYou don't seem sure who to chooseEith.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177318/ I had to let him go, I had toIt hurts, but it's what I had to doI don't want to keep him from loving againBut knowing he doesn't love me cause painBut I'll live, I'll move on, I knowThe world won't end, and I'm letting go. I can't always have everythingSometimes I don't get anythingBut it's oka.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177314/ In the darkness of the nightYou were my only lightYou held me close, kept away the darkYou kept the knives from leaving their markBut now you left me all aloneAnd my heart feels like in my chest a stoneI feel so very confused and lostAnd to have you back I'd pay any costBut you don't want me anymore.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177300/ There is a darkness hidden in my mindA part of me that you don't want to findA monster, a fiend, something that is wrongBut I know that as it I am not as strongTo hold this beast inside I feel such shameThat it even exists, I must be to blameI'm so frightened that it will fight its way freeThe first.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177295/ I dreamed about you againFor once, I wasn't in any painYou were holding me so very tightAnd the world seemed full of lightI know you still hold my heartIt's been that way from the startI wouldn't have it any other wayAs long as by my side you stayYou don't have to promise me anythingYou just have to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177292/ I'm running out of things to sayJust fall to pieces now I mayFor I don't want to live anymoreFrom my arms he was tornAnd now my life means nothingI can't even describe the loathingI hold in my heart for myselfI wish I were someone elseBecause I hate my life, I really doAnd I wish I could hate you, t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177289/ You lied to me. You said you loved me. So why do you turn awayWhen I begged you to stay? You never loved me, did you? I can't believe I loved you, tooWhen all I feel now is painI'll never love like this again. I want to say I hate youBut I can't, I still love you, tooAnd I c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177286/ What am I supposed to doWith choices three, him, her, and youAnd none of you will tell me what's true? So I don't know what side to chooseNo matter what I always loseI wish I could walk in someone else's shoes. All these wild stories and crazy liesAre dancing around in front of my eyesAnd .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177284/ You hold my heart in your handsAnd courtesy surely demandsThat you don't drop or break itBut you've already treated me like shitSo my heart now lies in shards on the groundAnd I am crying without a sound. You could put the pieces back togetherYou could make me feel all betterBut you just stand .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177282/ I wasn't expecting to fall in love with youIt just sorta happened so now what should I doWhen we started out together so very strongAnd then stayed happy together for so longBefore you left me alone, confused and lostTo have you back I would pay any cost. I still dream about you every single ni.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177279/ Everyone says its better to have loved and lostBut I find that if all this pain is the costThen I can't say it was worth all that joyWhen you threw me away like a broken toy. I can't tell if what you say is the truth or a lieYou didn't come to hold me when I started to cryIt was you that I want.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177272/ I gave everything to you and you threw it in my faceYou left me alone, lost and confused in this dark placeYou told me you loved me, you said you did, was it a lie? Why is it when you speak to me you won't look me in the eye? You insist on ignoring my desperate cries of such painYou're tur.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177269/ I hate being aliveFor what I want, I always striveBut I always seem to fail in the end And my broken heart won't seem to mend. I can't take this anymoreYou've shaken me to my coreAnd I can't do anything without youYou left me and I don't know what to do. I'm in tears all of the timeI .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177054/ I'm broken insideI'm losing my mindI feel so very lostIt isn't worth the costWhen the one you love leavesAnd your world is ripping at the seamsI want to dieI won't tell a lieI still love youAnd you say you do, tooBut you're walking awayEven as I beg you to staySo my world falls to piecesAnd all mean.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177046/ I don't know what I should doI don't know how to face youWhen all I feel is betrayal and pain I'm losing all of my control againMy world is slipping through my fingersAnd this empty feeling still lingersNo one can fill this hole in my heartThis is what I was frightened of from the sta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177044/ My words are pouring onto the pageMy monster is fighting free of its cageI keep breaking down into tearsI can't keep back all of my fearsI feel so lost, I don't know what to doI didn't know I could love both of youAnd now all of me hurts, my head, my heart,Where's the button I push to restart? .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177043/ I can't remember how to cryWhy do I feel like I want to die? It hurts so bad, just let it all endWill this ache in my chest ever mend? I don't know what I should doAre you in this much pain, too? The bleeding had stopped but it started againWhy did no one tell me that love caused so m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177039/ Damn my whole life to hellWhich way is right I can't tellBut I can't bring myself to careWhen my happiness I can't shareBecause the thing that brings me joyHas now become a secret toyI cannot tell anyone about itA candle in my darkness litA secret I cannot tellDamn my whole life to Hell. Damn m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177036/ In a world of darkness, blood, and fear, can two people from two very different backgrounds come together despite their hatred, fear, and the monsters in their pasts? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Renette391/1177032/