http://slow.writerscafe.org/Big~Phony The original writings of author Gustan Joseph en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776036207 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I never wanted to be-I wanted to be one of the cool kids.But I'm just a jagged line, a porcupine with no accomplishments.I'm not the kinda guy you'd want to pick a fight with,fall in love or spend the night with.I'm just a ghost. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Big~Phony/1265197/ I stay up late every night ‘Cause my heart and my brains,  they like to fight. The  noise it all makes hurts, and keeps me all awake.I hold my breath when I think of you,Making a half a dozen wishes you wish wouldn’t come true.  But I understand, and hope you find&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Big~Phony/1137031/ I locked myself out of the room again,Echoes for help full the stairwell.  And as the day light turns quickly to night I watch this town become a jail cell. It’s always scary when the lights go out,Broken tree branches stretch the windows.Close my eyes pretend I’m laying in bedI clo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Big~Phony/1101795/ Eating cold soup with a plastic fork.Still can't admit that I know I'm such a dork.Cafeteria food tastes all the same.I own a locker I never use.Pretty girls are nothing but bed news,And they never ever remember my name.Who needs a car when it’s just a 2 mile bike to school.Besides all the kid.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Big~Phony/814530/ All I want is to not be here.Just close my eyes,tap my heels and disappear. All I want is to just pretendnone of my friends are cowards, made of straw, or confined to heartless tin. All I really want is to melt upon the floor,because there’s no place to call.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Big~Phony/728315/ I used the think I knew what I wanted.I used to think I could trust my friends. I used to worry about doing the right thing,just to make everyone else happy in the end.I  gave you all my respect; I wanted you to respect me.Now the voided has been left open for everyone to see. 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