http://slow.writerscafe.org/micah_s5 The original writings of author Micah_s5 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776070292 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 When I was with youI felt at homeBut now that you're goneI lay my head down to sleepI'm sleeping with a ghostA stranger in my own homeUnwelcome and all aloneI want to sleep to forgetAfraid nightmares will find me there tooI may be lostWanderingBut I'll never forget youEven if you do http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/2018921/ I keep replaying that night in my headThe words you saidThe feelings that  swept over meAs I felt you slipping awayI couldn't help but wonder whyAnd it hurt as we both criedoverwhelmedYou grabbed my hand and held me tightI didn't want to let goI wish I hadn't let you slip awayOh love..I wish yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/2018918/ You can throw it all awayBut the memories will always stayHaunting my every stepWondering how to carry onCan I return to hopeEverything reminds me I'm aloneEverything reminds me of you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/2018910/ I had no idea what I was getting myself into http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/1936860/ I wake from my slumberonly to find the thieves in plunderunder the smog, a wolf in sheep's clothing plays his game& the shepherd has no chancehis flock dropping like flieslies rolling off the tonguelike the blood dripping off your fangsas the coward guts the helpless onesI'm still the only one h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/836932/ Calling to the moon at midnighttripping through my mind, and I don't feel rightgive me some insightto how brightthis lighthas to because I can't seeCan't see past these hands covering my faceis this terror really something I have to faceall myself, all aloneripped and resewnjust enough to be torn ap.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/832256/ What if tomorrow were just a shut eye awaywhat if I could just skip todayhow much would I misswould I miss a thingwould I miss it alllike to spring to fallthe summers gonewhere's the summer gone? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/822326/ As I begin to search inside myself for answersI find myself more confusedI feel like there's no one I can talk toosadly, not even youmy emotions have never felt so confusedon the other, pretend to be amusedall this is, is the rambling emotions of a thousand thoughtsdon't think you don't cross my min.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/771425/ I don't know who you are anymoreI don't think I ever didand I don't think that I want tooYou've changed for the worstor is that how you've always been?I swear you've been cursedcause you're just too evil to be among menyou are the mouth of the lions denyou are the poison in the vipers fangsyou trick.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/771423/ Cause I foughtand I foughtbut it did no goodand I remember they told meyou can tell em whatever you wantas long as it's not the truthdo you remember your mistakes of youthfull of liesnow you stand rifle in handfacing a thousand battle criesno way of lying your way out of this one kidyou can say I ne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/771419/ Yesterday was far too late, and tomorrow I'll be gone. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/771417/ How can you say you ever caredwhen all you did was try and kill meand I just can't seewhy you ever daredyou're the pretenderand multiple offendernever meant to offend herbut you fakepretended to carethen tried to kill herwho I thought you werejust a ghost image nowfrom angel to monsterhow can this b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/771400/ Pondering the end and what it will holdpulse, my deck of cards, when will it fold?Will I go down in a raging fightor slip away silently in the dead of nightMy fantasies of adventure, maybe even glorynot looking for a monument, or millions to adore mesimply wanna make something of myselfsomeone to be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/733651/ with your firery eyes you stare right through mewith your blazing tongue, full of words that do the same in the end, only ash I'm destined to beChopping down these trees to build a firea fire for you, for you to burn me inso why don't you just burn me alivestop giving me hope of tomorrowburn me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/697104/ breaking down, with no insightnot knowing, thinking I mightmight be going crazymy vision so hazyso mind alteringwouldn't take much to amaze mebut you're the cause of my illnessand I can't seem to fit thishow it could ever workwhen all you seem to wantnever seems to be anything I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/693467/ When your plans fall through, what do you do?when everything right in the world goes wrong on those days where some things are to depressing to express in songlife has come crumbling downthe moment you think everything's rightis the moment everything goes wrongin what world does tragedy belong?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/681379/ I find myself between my addictions, my passions, my loves, my hopes, my dreams and my fainting heartevery time worry starts to set in, feel everything's falling apartcrashing down all around memy God, your planswhy can't I seewhy can't I understandno not yetwhat's been sealed and set?though my conf.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/676797/ my journey's not so easyno smoothe sailing along the eastern wind as expectedmy perfect world has been infectedthough I never expected to be perfectand I know it's all still worth itit's much harder than I thought it'd ever bethe light's not so easy to seemy smoothe road has been filled with rocks a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/674093/ Oh sweet memories, don't leave me behindwhen you go, will it be harsh or will it be kind?in the chaos that we have createdwhat words can keep us, never separateddid I speak little to late?has the end already decided it's fate?if I could do anything to what would make up your mindwhat could I do, to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/668546/ People say that your eyes are the gateway to your soulother claim it's just a glassed over black holeI've tried to act strong my whole lifebut the eyes are always what get mea sparkle of the eye and a smileand I can do you no wronglook me in the eyes, and know I'm trueI could never hurt youmy eyes g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/668545/ feeling sick to my stomacheat the thought of waiting so long and losing you stillif thoughts could killI'd be deadshot downI feel shot downshot off the bridgedrifting along the riverbankI can't remember where my body sankjust watched it drift down the black and whitein this story, the only thing tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/668544/ Love has no bounarieslove has no chainswhen you get down to itnot just fun and gamesmore than just a feelingnot a bet to take a chance onloves not a deck of cards to be deltwhen love is trueit's more than just what you dobut if you love, then fightdon't let it slip away because you're afraidif you'v.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/668541/ I don't think you realizejust how beautiful you aredid you know that you have the most captivating eyeswhen you're aroundmy heart beats so heavy, that it's the only soundthe only sound I can hereand you're so beautifulgorgeous girl take my heartbeautiful girl, I need you to realizehow much you reall.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/656966/ It's 4am and I can't stop thinking about yougirl of my dreams, would you come trueI work all day to try and get you to notice mebut at the end of the day, what do you really see?no other girl can compare to youI think about it, and it can only be youso I hold on without a promisejust a hope, not eve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/655504/ Follow me down into the path from where my eyes lead meeverything I follow, carries me back to youmy eyes don't wander, and my feet don't follow far behindif I irritate you, I appologizeit's only cause I'm missing you, hope you don't mindI just wanna be near you my dearwith you with meI can't help b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/655502/ Wrote this the night I saw a lunar eclipse, the 2nd shooting star I've ever seen and regaining hope. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/651690/ I'm untouchable babyBut I'm the only one bleeding latelyhear my heart beat slowingI breathe heavy in hopes to keep from faintingsit quiet and drink to keep from rantingmy house, a prison reminding me of my mistakeswhat can I do? How much of this can I take?no support, no faith in mejust an irrispons.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/651042/ Strike a match and close your eyesburn away every pitiful demise behind your liesevery fiery tear that streams down your cheekevery note you use to fill, you seekfor joy, for peace, for lovebut every time you sing your song of loveyou're shot down, cause they've had enoughcause you weren't enoughsho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/630402/ All my mistakes revisit from the pastsettling for what can't lastall the lies I ever told youand you believed every one didn't you?stealing everything from you, just cause I canstealing everything from you, because you gave it all so willinglynow crush your spirit in my handsdidn't you know?this was.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/630400/ Fall inside the eyes of the oceanI was drowning, but no one could tell thencould you open up the corners of my mindto show me what it's like to really breatheI need you to teach me how to breatheout of breath I'm gaspingmy hands are reaching, not graspingonto anything sturdy to holdwho knew her hear.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/630395/ About a newly found hope http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/619072/ Anger, frustration, bitternessCan it ever be cleansed? This blacknessthis hate dwelling in my heartmy cold and distant soulbury all emotions in the abyss a hate blacker than the nightan evil just bleeding for the next fightGod can I ever be savedcan this heart of mine ever break the chains I've been.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/618310/ You say I'm a lost causebut if being lost makes me less like youwhat else can I doto be more lost to you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/588658/ How can you be content with staying the sameyou're never changingit's the same picture frame after framehow can you not feel fakealways pretendingwhere's the contending quit pretendingstop condemninglook at yourselfjust look at yourselfthere you'll find the problem and the answerthe answer to this q.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/584774/ I'm such a foolI just don't get it, when will I get a cluewhen will I just quit itand realize, that you don't need meoh can't I seeyou just don't need me to be happyyou just don't care that muchI want to hold you upbut you don't need a crutchdon't need my help and supportyou're fine by yourselfam I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/582594/ I just can't escape this feelinggirl you've got me reelingtell me what drug you're dealingcause the effects, I'm feelingmaybe it's the way you smilethe joy on your face, I can't help but smileyou're so irresistibletry not to fall for you, but I'm not ableyour beauty captures mecaptivated, your priso.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/566622/ me and a buddies rant. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/558190/ friend wrote the first verse for me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/557683/ escape every word you ever saidburn every book you've never readrun from everything you've ever knownuse every cover, you've already blownfrantic and scaredscreaming, wondering why you even daredrun far to escape your mistakesbut you still can't escape yourselfrun as far as you canbut you're always .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/557370/ I'm trying to find an excuse to tell you every little thing I feelgot the phone in my hands, what's the dealheart and mind fightingresisting the nervous nail bitingjust wanna know what you think and feelwanna know, what you think of mestrange, I usually don't care what other people think of me to be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/556848/ You try and get away with every little thingyou're not who you pretend to beyour shame, even angels and demons seeblock out conviction for only a momentand the next you're hating yourself once againWho do you think you arewho do you think you arethe person you arethe person you wanna beso far from e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/556558/ Nobody realized when it startednobody knows when it'll endit swept in, like a whisper in the windthe gun used to murder your sonstolen right off your lap while you were sleepingangry and undoneno, this time your not dreamingstalker in the nightcreeper causing frightlike a ghost disappear I'm a kille.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/554832/ terrifiedmy eyes are open wideI've heard as the angels criedevery time I liedwith every sighremember the truth I've deniedwalking on this pathwith no map, no guidewhat was I thinking, oh what was I thinkingthis poison I've been drinking http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/553848/ Seems I can't get enough of planning my escapeeveryday looking forward to the open roada clean slatewhere change never comes to lateat the tip of my fingersIt's never out of the questionthe only place my heart ever lingersis on the open road A place where I'm never emptywhere thinking what they.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/553704/ I feel as if I'm sitting and watching life pass byreaching out for a life of my ownreaching out to grasp something I long to havethat something, is to far awaythrough this glass paned windowI feel the pain of watching the wind blowbut never feeling its breath on my faceshake in torment, around the f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/551892/ Every word that comes out seems to be thewrong word Why can't I think of the right thing to say to youI fearI have no idea what to do why girl, can it only be youevery time I try and move onI move onjust to fall back for youevery other so wrongbeen trying to deny this feeling so longwhy do .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/551398/ When I fall I ask myself, can I get back upI think, do I even care enoughhave I had enough?enough of hiding from the truth I know insidethough I wish, happiness is never a free ridewhat's the purpose?the purpose of this process it makes no sense at all when I think about itbut it makes all the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/550522/ Tired, so tiredalways tiredphysically and mentally drainedat the end of the day nothing accomplished , nothing gainedfeel as if I try so hard, each and every daybut I seem to get to nowhere, in each and every waylosing track of timelosing every cent, every dimeit's all the same to mewhen you let you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/545275/ If the end is so bitterlet me die, let me shiver cold and alone in my shameI am the only one to blameI broke the only promise that mattersa promise to myself, the only one I've never keptlike a fool I sleptright in the midst of the enemies campnow stuck in this prisoncold, dark and dampdamned to rot.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/544695/ I'm writing about anything, everything and nothingthis could be the end of all we knowthis could be the start of where I'll goI look out the window and see my carI could get outmy keys aren't farhome alone, nobody would know I was gone til it was lateso what's keeping me back?maybe the hope of findi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/micah_s5/539234/