http://slow.writerscafe.org/tweetyforever The original writings of author Sarah en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776021500 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I'm so done!I'm done with your excuses,I'm done with your pity party!I'm done with your negativity,I'm done with your lies!you say that your trying,no your not!if you were trying,then something would have changed!you would have seen the destruction!you would have tried to fix what was broken!I'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/2076918/ your actions are louder than words,your words like daggers to my soul,you lash out at me like an untrained shooter fires a gun,you fire anything in your arsenal,you dont care where you hit,as long as if there is pain,but let me tell you what honey,these nerves are dead,take your best shot b***h,your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/2076916/ what have i done so wrong?what is it that causes her to hide?She says she needs me, but for what?for the pleasure?no, she seems to have no pleasure around me..she asks for the moon,i give the moon and stars..she wants attention,but she pushes me away when i try...what have i done so wrong that i bec.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/2075811/ How do i get you to see?how do i get you to understand,i want to share my world with you,if you would just let me in...you say your afraid,but i have given no reason for fear...how do i get you to see,My desire is to share these new moments with you,how do i get you to see,that ill do anything for y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/2075599/ my mind is twisted,full of twists and turns that I can't even unscramble,happy for some things,and raging for others,there is no in gray areas,some say bipolar,where others say i am exceeding my human limitations,i fight for those i love,and even those who love but with no return,i try and believe i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/2075593/ my world is changing,as time goes on, nothing is the same,nothing ever will be,I have new starts,new beginnings and a reason to survive,I have a love not many people recognize,a family that isn't exactly normal,new additions,new phases,Every persons world changes,but how many can say their world is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/2075587/ you think i would be ecstatic she os coming home,That i would make a banner, beat the drum sing a song,something...but the only thing im filled with is dread,sounds like im a horrid person.i dread my mother coming home,i dread what life is going to be like,how my life will change even more,how .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1762851/ Living Afraid,things can only look up from here can't it?I mean can things really get much worse?I mean living day to day thinking what could i have done?not knowing who you are losing next,not sleeping because if you you,you lose everything,that everything you had was a dream,not sure if you can br.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1757442/ You see..I used to have these walls,Not physically, but emotionally,They were, so i thought...Unbreakable...With what came with trust,They started coming down...Slowly...Right now i pray i had them back...my walls were weaved of hurt,Anger,Pure Hatred,defeat,Building and weaving something so strong,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1726694/ look at us!We used to be so happy!!What the hell happened?!?Now there is pain,regret!Anger!My sister is Gone!Doubt she even remembers who i am!My oldest brother who i admired broke me!The youngest has changed and now doesnt care worth a hoot!My mom is i'll and fighting,No one knows whats next!!!the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1726691/ By definition,Helpless is the lack of the ability to fend for yourself,not being able to survive without an aid of some kind,But what about the not so text book way?What if for once helpless is,Overworked.someone alone and forgotten,What if it meant someone praying to be normalbut can't.or have &nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1726689/ There is a soldier,Heart Brave and strong,The soldier never got to go,Was held back and abandon.They say never leave family behind,That's just what they did.Left their family under a fire fight.The Heart of the soldier still fightingWhile the body weakens.Can a soldier be that never sees combat?Can .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1726685/ The mix of feelings,The car door shuts I hear their voices,Over come by a surge of relief,Perplexed with burning fear,Walking through the door it happens again.The choke collar around my throat,Shackles on my wrists and ankles...Mixed of love and hate,Wanting to break the locks...... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1684320/ Here I am,Scars showing,heart bleeding out,my strings are being controlled by a heartless leader,or shall i say leaders,for there are too many to count,dictating every movement,creating a sort of ventriloquism,"i'm fine" "Don't mind me"'i am the scum on your shoe"i have had to become look .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1684155/ eeling trapped in this body,Broken, damaged and useless,Trapped in this body,I'm nobody....On this buddy that has scars,From beatings, cuttings, and welts,I head races with panicked thoughts...A tired lioness wore after an attack,Being strong as stone,But the thing about stone,Is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1679680/ It started at a distance,A long thoughtful stair.the table being the only division,between dessert and submission,hungry looks from eyes to lips,the beginning of one slow kiss,all above a cheek caressed all awhile dancing in tune,of a half lit room of a bright blue moon,both savaging after.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1671728/ Its only us,ohh...the walls wont speak,oohh...the way we feel is divine,aahh...do not stop,yes...the passion slowly grows,more!!slow deep penetration of more,oh God yes...feeling you fill my body,gasping for air...gripping handfuls of my hair,oh harder please...don't be gentle i wont .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1670713/ lost in a room with a vibrant view,just one couple out of  view,in the water does it start,just a couple that can not part,dancing around steamy circles,the door the wall,they have it all,tangled skin,dripping when,feeling hotter than when they met,passion flows into the bedroom,bodies tight,as.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1670632/ In this Fight it's just you and me,We yell,We express how we feel,but at the end of the night,when all is calm,the trees slowly rustle,and you can hear the soft sounds of a lovers make-up.starts with a soft kiss of i'm sorry,then transforms to touching skin so soft,sending shivers of enticement,the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1669651/ The weight of the world,Only of it were to of been for told-That she would have to bare such times,That at such a young age,Not for the reason of attention,But to stop these voices in her head.The ones that say jump,Swallow,To trudge a razor across skin so frail,But those thoughts,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1669047/ To cross the confinesMeans breaking down,The dam will break-And in turmoil I will drown,This person of bad luck and disparity,In proportional figures,To see the world means more despair,Lurking thoughts,Lurking regrets,All take form in innocence.A collaboration of good and evil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1669045/ The shell may say one thing untill you examine it close, don't let your eyes device you.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1667916/ my hero,my hero,i need my hero that comes in at night,the one who caresses me tight,the one who keeps holds me through the night,and will never let me fall in mid flight,my hero,my hero,there is only one,who i'll come home to when the night is done,and hold ever dear when the battle w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1666701/ there are two parts of me,one that is the "good girl"and the one that can go against the darkest of spirits,why is that? because i carry what i call...the anger of the evil.with hate that builds of to be so putrid,its unbearably hard to contain.when it boils and builds long enough,the weak stan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1664371/ What do i do now?where do i go from her?i feel as though-i'm never going to be the same...thoughts fluttering,losing consciousness,everything keeps happening all at once.Nothing calm,always shifting,noises...the noise never stops...hands to my ears pleading it to stop,or for something to just simply.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1664359/ Its all blurry,these thoughts in my head...so many irrational thoughts, they cloud my judgement,i cant find my way.its wet,its dry,its chaos,its calm,its cold and dark,all my feelings clashing...responsibility of all sorts ever growing..into this pit of endless pain and destruction.relapsing in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1662601/ I walk in,There are laughs and stairs...in the beginning.I could handle it...But now... now, a single touch,a single spoken work...and the thing is...nowadays...it doesent matter who it is... which is what i dont understand...they are trying to be kind,and what do i do?i get edgy...emotional...some .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1662594/ Attention!Stand your ground!defeat is not an option!Disiplin!your name is unknown to command, why? because you face front stay at attention,you know life will be better,do as your told!stand straighter!ready!March!the drone...left....left, right left,from day one,from when we could si.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1658328/ As I sit out in the dead of night,My soul stirs,Not of all good things,Tonight its of what I did wrong.It's the thought of eternal silence,Like holding your breath under stagnant waterHearing nothing but your heart,How fragile your life can be,One attempt to breath and your lungs fil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1606583/ A solar eclipse,Nothing in the dead and alive sense,Well, close to it I guess,My mind is clear and bright, Then as time progresses,It slowly blackens,This is my thoughts and emotions,This is the first time,The first time I've found a comparison,As the planet or moon covers the inte.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1589067/ if he only knew how much i die inside,everytime i say something wrong,if he only knew that he could do so much better,could have someone way better than, well me.if he only knew,that i not worthy of his love,if he only knew,if he only knew,that loving me is like loving a cactus,you get hurt,if he on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1588673/ always running,always afraid to not be good enough,that one day,it will be realized that i am not good enough,that im not as happy smart or beautiful asi am claimed.i dont deserve the man i have,but yet he loves me dispite my uglines,he accepts me for being different.im just so scared to let him dow.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1582688/ The theif in the night,He is handsome and charming,Loyal and sly,In the time it took for me to realize,he stole somwthing from me,what was it? well that i can not explain,there are many others like him, but there is only one per person,i have found my theif,but i found him sooner than i re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1581671/ they are like horror stories,ever consant in my head,sequential order,flows to the beat of my heart,without pause,for if my heart stopped,so would the memories.i can never get away from them,i only succeed if my heart stops.-------------------------------------------------------she beat me,she tried.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1542146/ Punishable by death,That's my life,I'm not innocent,I'm dark and destructive,Deserve to be held accountable,What is my crime you ask?Causing every beings life to be hell.The counts of this charge keep growing daily,Every time I wake its another several counts,Put on the razor wire .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1541463/ the forever forgotten,yep,thats me,they remember shortly after i have left, then they forget,they act like you never existed.they people you want to leave an impression,am i already forgotten?have i already died and living in another demetion?or am i just living in my own personal hell?have i b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1541412/ Afraid to let anyone in,been alone most of my life,Afraid that if im seen broken,they will run,leave me like all the others,afraid that letting someone else in,wishing the pain was gone,falling to my knees for the first time in a long time,pleading that God please take mercy on my life!!!pleading th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1519689/ Lost in the stereo type judgment,There is something wrong with you,Yes, in fact there is.Its a thing called,Pain, depression, betrayal,All wrapped into a horror package,Lingering to the idea that,The Word hope,Gets thrown around, Destruction of life,The worlds answer,Hope.My .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1518900/ Destruction everywhere,Ghosts and goblins, Vampires and Lucifer,Pain and suffering,Finally giving into the desire,Blood dripping from severed veins,Breathing with lost desperation,Pulled to the lure of death,Drawing a breath,Manage one more,Life flashes,Like a quick movie,Eve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1517121/ my wings large in size, they used to be full,full of life,pure white full and and strong,they used to be my strength,my gown,was to radiant and snow white,flowed like the best of silks,covered the delicate contours of my body,the softness of fragile skin,now my wings,my wings are now red,stained and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1512947/ All the demons lurk in my past,Showing up,Moving fast,What once seemed quiet and calm,Is now in alarm, Flooded by their screeching,The pain fills my body,The urge to be who I once was, Am I still that person?Being shot from reality,To past realities,Sending my body to a numb co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1512272/ Fallen trees,So many trees are in a forest,Full of vibrance and strength,The bark is firm,The wood solid and strong,Standing as a guardian to others,So it seems,Look deeper,Then you will find even more,Trees that have fallen,Stripped of their bark,Their rich wood,Turned i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1512270/ Tick,Tick,Tick.Seconds, minuets, hours,Tick,Tick,Tockrush, rush hurry,Never stopping,Never sleeping,Always going, Always going,We are a population of slaves,We never..Tick,Tick,Tick, Days, months, years,Tick,tock,Tick,Hurry, Rush, Hurry,We are slaves to what we know as,Time,always moving,N.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1512239/ Resting in the golden meadow,the golden glow on the soft cat tails,the grass,nothing but the inspiration of the wind, the soft snort of the flaring nostrils going through the lush grass,the soft laugh of usrising above the blades of grassover the wind, were no one can hear,looking into those beautif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1510949/ In the lushness of spring,life blooms,magnificent colors,the fragrance that intoxicates your mind,vivid sounds of birds feeling the  the new rays of the sun,just illuminating the pail life from winter,warming the ground,Washing away the chill from the season prior,smelling the humid smell .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1505251/ Now a days people depend on faith,A faith in God,A faith in other men,Looking back into the depths of my pain,At the struggle to survive,Looking at every thing, That if not looked at right, could be mistaken,A poison,A jagged dagger, That tears rips and shreds,The pain drops like an ax to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1505245/ People say history repeats itself,The good,the bad the struggles,The next thing you know,That these images you see,These things that seemed like flash backs,Then you realize,Its not a flashback, or even a dream,Its the reality, here and now.The realization that you are living wit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1504813/ I am a tree that lives in the center of a haunted forest.  I see things that are ugly and would make any other normal person cringe with fear.  I am a tree that is part of the haunted forest. I find young lovers and all the like. I find new families who just go for a simple family picnic o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1331227/ my life is crowded,noise at every turn,silence is forbidden now.silence, i miss you,torcher to my own life, crowded out by the noise in my head,sweet silence were are you?i need you in my life again,sweet silence, my life is chaos,my shell in which i hide,my comfort when im scared,you are no lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1318791/ the feeling of being torn up inside,eating my soul from the inside out,Im growing cold in my paralyzed phenomenon,growing stronger yet weaker in the same sense,i feel this monster growing in me,it took root along time ago,but now its showing its face,can't seem to break it down, its roots have .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tweetyforever/1313671/