http://slow.writerscafe.org/Bearisonfire The original writings of author DeathHaze en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776006251 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Killing my time with writing this open minded poetry. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1402833/ Killing my time with writing this open minded poetry. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1390005/ Miss you my friend. † 25-5-2014 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1362492/ I'm a dreamer. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1356881/ A soul who wanders. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1353626/ Just a daily reminder for you out there. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1349441/ Ignorance is the most difficult thing in life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1349432/ Looking into my dark eyes and you see my soul is burning.Feeling the cold metal of the razor against my skin triggered me to cut.Screaming all my fears out with first cut through my warm flesh.By the second cut i feel my dark feelings fleeing away out my mind.By the third cut i slowly close my eyes .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1345859/ Short thoughts http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1345687/ You mesmerize like angel with those eyes.You mesmerize me with those sweet lips.You mesmerize me with your warm touch.You mesmerize me with your body.You mesmerize my heart with your love.You mesmerize my mind with your feelings.You mesmerize me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1345228/ You want my lips on your lips.You want my lips on your body.You want my kisses i want your kisses.You want my inked arms around your body.You want my hugs i want your hugs.You want my hands on your body.You want my warmth and i want your warmth.You want my cuddles and i want your cuddles.You want my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1343861/ My heart is shattered into thousands puzzle pieces.My mind is shattered into thousands puzzle pieces.My soul is shattered into thousands puzzle pieces. My voice is shattered into thousands puzzle pieces.My love is shattered into thousands puzzle pieces.My hate is shatte.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1343299/ Tears of rain falls down on the ground.Blood falls down over the edge.Standing on the edge looking down.Screaming in the darkness of night.The moon light shine down in my gray redish eyes.I inhale and exhale gray clouds of smoke they taste like candybars.I feel my mind is calm and my heart beats on .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1342506/ We both are monsters.We both are two lost minds.We both are scared for the future.We both are two firefly's in the darkest hours of the night.We both have scars.We both have dreams.We both have dark screamsWe both have dark broken hearts.We both have dark memories.We both look.We both speak.We both .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1341463/ Death in my heart because you broke it into thousand of pieces.Death in my lungs because you filled it with smoke.Death in my veins because you poisoned my veins with hate.Death in my voice because you stole it.Death in my soul because you took it away.Death in my mind .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1338755/ Looking into those diamonds of eyes of yours.Those long dark gold brown hair that smells like thousand white roses.When i kiss those pink lips i taste honey.When i touch your body i get all warm.When you whisper words in my ear i feel all light.When you smile at me i melt away.When i stare into your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1338089/ One cut because i'm fat.Two cuts because i'm ugly.Three cuts because i'm different.Four cuts because i'm silent.Five cuts because i'm sad.Six cuts because i'm a selfharmer.Seven cuts because i'm a loser.Eight cuts because i'm a loner.Nine cuts because i'm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1335799/ For you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1335629/ My demons are hiding in and behind my life.My demons are hiding in and behind eyes.My demons are hiding in my heart.My demons are hiding in my feelings.My demons are hiding in my thoughts.My demons are hiding in my head.My demons are hiding in my voice.My demons are hiding in my body.My demons are h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1324532/ Standing naked before the bathroom mirror.Looking into bathroom mirror and see all my scars.Every day i see new scars on my body.Looking at the bloody razorblade that lays in the sink.Slowly tears drips down my cheeks and falling down on the bathroom floorPieces of shattered glass laying o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1323240/ I run away from my feelings.I run away from my moods.I run away from my depression.I run away from my suicidal thoughts.I run away from my sadness.I run away from my anger.I run away from my selfharm.I run away from my problems.I run away from my pains.I run away from my screams.I run away from my t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1319334/ Last night i wake up from a nightmare.I stare in darkness and see your eyes giving light.There you are beautiful friend staring back at me.Calls your name and you come in my bed petting you softly.Hear you softly purring that calms my mind.You always there in good and bad times.You always protect me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1318217/ Sitting in bed staring through the window.Thinking about life and make my noose ready.Laying my suicide letter on the desser.Walking for the last time through house.petting the cats  for the last time.Hangs the noose over the joist and tie the rope end to the heater.Lets a few tears and opens u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1317180/ Sometimes i feel the strange when i walk.Sometimes i feel strange when i smile.Sometimes i feel strange when i talk.Sometimes i feel strange when i write.Sometimes i feel strange when i think.Sometimes i feel strange when i laugh.Sometimes i feel strange when i cry.Sometimes i feel strange when i dr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1315706/ The little boy inside me.The little boy hates to write.The little boy hates the world.The little boy hates people.The little boy hates people who jugde.The little boy loves a woman.The little boy cares for her.The little boy hides some times for her.The little boy gives her a kiss every night when s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1315583/ Goodbye world and friends. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1313850/ The very first time i cut my self.The very first blood drops is saw that comes with selfharm.The very first feeling that made me do selfharm.The very first emotion that i get with cutting.The very first scream for attention.The very first pain i feel the next day from cuttingThe very first tears i g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1313027/ Laying here in the grass looking at midnight sky.Smoking and thinking about you while i look at the midnight sky.Putting my earphones in and turning the music louder.Blowing some smoke up at the midnight sky.Thinking about us when we laying here together looking at the midnight sky.Looking and looki.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1311635/ Memories of your death that brings me closer to the edge.Memories of heart beats you gave me when you kiss me.Memories of you when i look at my scars on my body.Those special memories of you in my heart and mind.Memories without you ar no memories anymore.Memories of the love you gave to me.Memories.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1311567/ Thousand different voices in my head.Thousand different voices come out my mouth.Thousand different sexual thoughts in my head.Thousand different thoughts in my head.Thousand different ideas in my head.Thousand different words in my head.Thousand different souls in my head.Thousand different people .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1311110/ Love is everything but is it all dreams? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1310964/ Sitting on a bench by the ocean.Thinking about us when we first kissed each other here by the ocean.We talked for hours with each other here by the ocean.Now i'm sitting here alone on the bench by the ocean.Spending hours alone watching the ocean.Thinking about us how we talked about life.When you t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1310334/ I hide behind the walls.I see behind from the walls.I feel safe behind  the walls.I hold my self on to the walls.The walls around my self.The walls around my heart.The walls around my head.The walls around my feelings.The walls blocks your emotions.The walls blocks your feelings for me.The wall.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1305031/ I smile.You smile.Everyone smiles.Get a smile.Give a smile back.Smile to each other.A smile says so much.A smile makes you happy.A smile makes me happy.A smile makes everyone happy.A smile says more than thousand words. :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1301090/ I want you.I want to hold you.I want to touch you.I want to smell you.I want to kiss you.I want to have sex with you.I want to hug you.I want to tickle you.I want to make you smile.I want to love you.I want to share my life with you.I want to lay next to you in bed.I want you to be my fiance.I want .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1298969/ 4500 miles between us.Our love is so far between us.You are so far away from me.Our love grows everyday i thought.Its nightime on your side of world its daytime on my side of world.We text each for hours about family about us together.We talk on skype for hours with each other we both see each other.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1297142/ Last night i sat in my local bar drink and drinks more till i get drunken.Drinking all the pains and sadness away.I try to drink the bad and good memories away from you who broke my heart.Then i saw you staring at me in the back of the bar.You looking at me with that beautiful smile and those pretty.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1295586/ Every day staring at my scars in the mirror.Every day i see the scars on my thighs.Every day i see the scars on my wrists.Every day i see the scars on my arms.Every day the hurting makes me colder.Every day i get judge in social life.Every day the suicidal thoughts.Every day crying because my emotio.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1292876/ They judge your skin colour.They judge your eye colour.They judge your hair colour.They judge if your are thin or fat.They judge your clothing.They judge how you smell.They judge who you love.They judge your girlfriend or boyfriend.They judge how you speak.They judge how you write.They judge your in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1288882/ When she screams at me that made my tears fall down from my face like raindrops.When i saw her tears that made me sad and drops of blood are falling down like raindrops from my wrists.When she brokes my heart drops of poison are falling into my heart like raindrops.When i saw her with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1284562/ Hear me screaming in the middle of the night.Fear me when i scream for you're name.Look into my eyes and see a soul wandering through my mind.The soul who once you loved.But you left me behind with bleeding scars.Every night a wake up screaming you're name.You broke my heart by stabbing it thousand .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1284151/ Faith in light.Faith in darkness.Faith in love.Faith in hope.Faith in scars.Faith in suicide.Faith in water.Faith in food.Faith in life.Faith in heaven.Faith in hell.Faith in aliens.Faith in humans.Faith in the world.Faith in animals.Faith in you're parents.Faith in you're girlfriend or boyfriend.Fa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1282978/ Every day i see my ugly self in the mirror.Every day i miss something in my life.Every day i miss the feelings of love.Every day i miss you more and more.Every day i hurt you and my self more.Every day i fall crying in sleep.Every day i get remembered that i got bullied.Every day i see the scars on .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1282309/ My shattered glass eyes.Tears of blood drips down my face.My soul wanders in the darkest of the night.Wake up screaming from my nightmares in the middle of the night.Looking at my scars and feels the cutting again and taste the blood in my mouth.The feeling of warm blood gives my addiction a high in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1228835/ Give me you're hand and i guide you through the darkness into the light.To keep you're heart safe from the darkness and reality.To give you back you're dreams and love.To open you're eyes to a colorful life with love and hope.Let the past behind and set new footsteps in you're new life soul.You mese.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1228163/ She is sad.She is hurt.She is dying.She is alone.She is lonely.She is a mess.She is judged.She is ignored.She is suicidal.She is stressed.She is confused.She is fucked up.She is depressed.She is misunderstood.She is tired but still living.She is hurt but won't show it.She is screaming but it is sile.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1217490/ It makes me high.It makes me hungry.It makes me grumpy.It makes me laugh.It makes me smile.It makes me cute.It makes me light.It makes me lovely.It makes me speak.It makes me sad.It makes me funny.It makes me think.It makes me wander.It makes me sleepy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1211182/ You never was there.You never with me.You never lied to me.You never loved me.You never saw the colors in life with me.You never had fun with me.You never smiles at me.You never got angry.You never wish something.You never look at me.You never touched me. You never cried with me.You never say s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1208114/ I wanders through my garden every rose is death.I wanders through the graveyard and sit by my gravestone.I wanders in the through my old house and see old memories.I wanders in darkness of the night.I wanders through crowds of people some get the cold chills.I wanders through my old good memoriesI w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1202691/ Love is such big word in this world.Love is between two people.Love is something special.Love is forever she said.Love is pain.Love is hate.Love is sadness.Love is shallow.Love is lies.Love is scars. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Bearisonfire/1201239/