http://slow.writerscafe.org/shayladraus The original writings of author Katerina Felinova en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776028620 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 All my life you were on a pedestal, Above everyone I held you higher.Believing we were two parts of the same soul, But lately everything is on fire.I stood by and offered support, Not realizing it was so corrupt.Now my thoughts and feelings fall short, As I welcome you back to f*.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/2148979/ I'm... a lot. I spent my childhood being degraded and taught that when you love someone you neglect them, hurt them and destroy them. When I was old enough to think for myself and understand what was going on, I learned that everything I did, everything I said and every move I made was wrong. I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/2057513/ Walking through an open field,The sun shine touches my lips. Flowers of all colors litter the ground, As tall grass grazes my finger tips. A smile escapes and I feel at peace,With everything laid before me. But at a second glance i understand,Things aren’t what they seem to be... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/2056159/ Your fingers trail my delicate skin,Burning a path with the best kind of pain.Using each other to banish our sins.And prove to ourselves we aren't insane.My hair wrapped around your fist,Your teeth dragging down my neck.My moan muffled by your kiss,Going where we didn't expect.Like magnets our .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/2055612/ Don't you remember?Where this all began?Daddy always left usAnd refused to be a man?Don't you remember?Those nights you cried in bed?You'd tell me to lock all the doorsAnd I'd sleep with you instead?Don't you remember?Those times I'd yell "Stop!"As Daddy laid his hands on usAnd we'd have to call the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/1210175/ I am nothing but aKlutzyAnti-socialTemporalExoticRabidInstinctiveNumbAnimal http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/1208903/ Bars of steel hinder my visionBetween what is and what could be.The air smells used, feels staleLike its been around for too longI bet the air is fresh out there...Out there I see skies painted blue,White silhouettes scattered throughout.I see trees dancing with the wind,Birds singing my favorite so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/1207935/ Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself. - Leo Tolstoy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/1206929/ A father's disappointment can be a very powerful tool. -Michael Bergin http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/1206431/ Skin of stone, heart of iceJaws of steel to be precise.Voice of velvet, eyes of twilightForgetting it is a loosing fight.Fragile and completely vulnerable I stand,Peering unsure at your outstretched hand.Murmurs of words I want to hear,Deception of your promise is what I fear.My body trembles at you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/1206240/ Written 07/12/2013 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/1205833/ E  m p  t  y.Alone. Bro   ken.Pain.Words spokenChains around my heart tightenedLonging. Dreaming.Wishing.Hope.Promises madeMetal cuts deep, leaving bloody gashesRealize.Understand.Sadness.Truth.Wicked grinKey in your hand, the maker of my painGasping.Struggle.Failure.Da.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/shayladraus/1204945/