http://slow.writerscafe.org/Phoenix91 The original writings of author SilentPhoenix en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776066037 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I feel so tired but I can't sleepToo many thoughts and feelings running deepToo much love and hate I'm growing weakToo much confusion I'm losing it quietly, not a peep... A whisper of promise spoken in my ear and then broken in my heartGrown in my soul and then ripped apartMy mama said love wou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1210252/ I'm in love with two different guysI see their love for me in their eyes I was afraid of letting goI was afraid of stopping the flowDidn't want the love to growBut I was in no hurry to let it slow I needed to know if he loved meI was caught between what was and what is I needed to think de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1210248/ Lost souls, I wonder where they are right now?How did they get lost, I wonder how?Did they slip through the cracks of life and get swallowed by the beasts of long suffering?Did they get weary, did they give up as they were crawling on sinking sand, their blood and essence drawn out of them?I think t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1210243/ Ah, feelingsAm I entitled to my own feelings?It doesn't feel that wayI'm just dealing with being in an emotional jail, feeling like I've failed, I need somebody to bail me out and understand my feelings I'm gearing towards something here, give me a moment... I feel like my feelings have no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1210240/ As she cries she slips on her bra and shirt as he flirts and she skirts her way through the maze she put herself in...The ice is thin, her tears falling off her chin as she dwells on her sinsHe has shook her foundation with temptation, and now she stands in the midst of the destruction...She walks, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1210239/ I am thirsty for somethingThat one thing, that no one or nothing can quench...I am dehydratedLying hereDying hereCrying hereTrying hereFeeling these tears, feeling these fears that have risen and fallen over the yearsI am hungry for blissA sweet and beautiful kissA reassuring aura of peacefulness I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1210236/ I have a fire inside of me that forces me to wake up in the morning, when all I want to do is lie in sorrowI have a fire inside of me that keeps me calm in my life, and not worry about tomorrowI have a fire inside of me that keeps a smile on my face, when all I feel is disgrace, and I want to crawl .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1210231/ Suffocating in my emotions, just going through the motions, looking for that happy potionFinding a way to be heard, to sit and be learned, so much I have yearned, love I have earnedBeing shut down, put down, let down without a soundSilently but violently suffocating in my vicinity, with little seren.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1210226/ I'm touched...touched by the love, that sweet love, that unmovable love, unmistakable love, that fiery love, swept away by that purifying flood, blessed with cleansing blood... All the while going through, don't know what to do, stuck like glue, trying to feel new and true...This fire in me, I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1210225/ The wears and tears of my cares are mixed with my despairMy hopes and dreams are there but so weak is the flareAdding fuel to my fire, feeding my love and desire, quenching my passion in the most womanly fashionWithout thinking twice I roll the dice and pay the ultimate price, a sacrifice for love M.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1209554/ I wanna feel numb so I won't have to feel the inner pain which is far more greater than the pain I feel on the outsideI don't dream, I just hear rain and my brain is shut down and my heart pounds but just barelyWearily aware of the tears on my skin, oh how thin my skin has been, and then...Oh so num.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Phoenix91/1209553/