http://slow.writerscafe.org/ajbein The original writings of author Amber Bein en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776190581 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 It is a glorified version of a time when a young Wisconsin girl sneaks out on a vacation to California. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1224204/ This I Believe                 Inlife there are many experiences we go through, each molding and shaping who weare and what we will be. All of these same experiences also serve anotherpurpose, one that .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1219130/ Things I carry…I’m awesome, no you’re not dude don’t lie.I’m awesome, driving around in my mom’s ride. I’m awesome a quarter of my lifegone by and I meet all my friends online. The intoxicating rhythm and catchy lyrics of this song, written byS.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1218052/ I’m trying to escapeThe pit of eternaldarknessThat I fell intoI’m crying outPlease come and savemeBut I’m so far downI don’t know ifanyone can hear meButI can’t give up hopeThat there’s stillsomethingWaiting for me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1218042/ There are so manythingsThat I wish I couldsayThat I wish I wasfree to sayTo say and actuallybe heardBecause what good islife When all you do isspend it aloneAlone in seclusionAlone in isolationAlone in the worldAlone in my very ownfortress of solitud.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1218037/ I know that I wouldI know that I shouldBe the personeveryone wantsBut I cantI don’t want toBe the mundaneThe boringAverageMore importantlyI don’t want to justblend in and be nothingI want to be meI want to be lovedfor meNot for what I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1218035/ Pasts are pastThey cant be changedor erasedThey cant rule therest of your lifeSometimesJust sometimesThey need to beforgottenErasedFrom your headitmakes starting overMuchMuchEasier http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1218032/ Silently stillAs the wind blowsDarkerDarker then emptinessDestroying everythingin its courseLike a black holeYour heart is coldColder then iceI just knowThat for us to betogetherIts going to be avery long UnhappyRoad to happinessOne I’m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1218031/ I never realized How you could notrealizeThat I’ve beenwaiting for so longFor you to realizeThat you were wrongI can’t seeWhat’s holding youbackBabyDon’t you see I belong with youWhy can’t you seeHow much you mean t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1218027/ Cause of everythingyou doFor everything youput me throughI finally had enoughNo more liesNo more crapI can’t put up withit anymoreEnough is enoughI’m not going to tryTo be something I’mnotThis is meIts as good as itgetsTake it o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217576/ I want itI need itEven though its sobadI still want it I still need itI don’t care if itswrongTo want what Ishouldn’tBut I love itI cant go one minuteWithout thinkingabout itIts pastIts touchIts faceIt clouds my headIt cloud.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217575/ I believe thatThe future is brightIt is the key To ones lifeEvery secondOf every dayYou have to havetrustIn your selfYou have to have hopeIn your selfYou have to believeIn your selfButMore importantlyYou have to loveYourself  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217571/ I wake up in themorningAnd get dressedThen I put on mybulletproof vestSo my heart will besafeFrom the words thatyou say http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217570/ You don’t knowanything about meNot my nameNot what I’m likeYou never gave me achanceYou never bothered totryBut if you could readmy mindYou would seeMore of me then meetsthe eyeBut who can blame youCause you don’t knowWhat its like.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217566/ Innocence can notcontain evilEvil can not containinnocence The free can not betamedThe tamed can not befree Peace can not thrivein warWar can not thrive inpeace Bravery can not dwellwithin fearFear can not dwellwithin bravery.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217558/ There are a thousandthingsWe can’t explainAll the things we mayor may not feelThat may or may notbe realThe love, pain, fear,angerThat I feelRunning through myveinsWanting me to shedthis skinIts just all thethingsWe can’t explainIts t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217556/ Heartbreak and painIs all that comes tomindWhen I thinkReliveAll the utterlyterrible thingsYou ever done to meTorture and deathWould preferably bepreferableForgetting everythingwould be my salvationLiesGriefAnd more liesIs what I got fromyou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217555/ What can I possiblydo To keep from lovingyouA guy I giveneverything toWhat can I doTo forget youAll the gamesThat you playAre tearing me apartWhat can I possiblydo http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217554/ FearEveryone has itFor one thing oranotherFearIts not realJust a figment ofimaginationBut yet It dictates peopleSo they tremblePanicSufferAt the thought of itBut they don’trealize that All the have to do isdecideWhether to identif.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217524/ I watch the sun risein the morningWith a hint of hopeThen, I watch sadlyas the sun setsOn an endless day ofpainThe same sun thatonce gave me a hint of hopeWhat good is itTo hopeTo wishTo dreamWhen they will nevercome trueSometime its justbetter nev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217522/ Dear little brother, I’m sick and tired of youAnd you smell pee you You annoy me to deathI want to push you off a flying jet You strut around thinking your so coolBut really, your just a fool So go ahead act the way you actBec.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217521/ So many times in lifeYou get hurtBy people youbefriendedTrustedLovedAnd its differentFrom all the othertimesBecause it feels likethey cut you with a knifeIt feels like you arejust a victimAnd all you cant dois Cry yourself asleepYou walk around.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217519/ I gave you Everything I hadI gave everything upBut it wasn’t goodenoughMy mindMy bodyMy soulWas all yoursYou toke it greedilyfastBut you threw it awayfasterYou damaged me beyondrepairAnd you didn’t evencareThat’s when Irea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217517/ Nobody knows meThey only know that Inever get upset and cryThey only know thatit never hurts me to say good-byeThey only knowMy coverMy shellBut it is not meThey don’t know That my heart hasbeen crushedThey don’t know That I already criedal.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217515/ I don’t careAbout what they sayThat my heart you’lltearEvery single dayThey think I’m goingcrazyBecauseThey find it hard tobelieve That I’m not a bitdazedThe lies they heaveCover their judgmentlike a roofBecauseThere&rsquo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217513/ There is so much I wish I could sayThere is so muchI wish I could forgetThe painBuilding and tearingAt the hole in myheartThat you createdThe times you liedThe times you hurtI don’t want toLove you anymoreI can’t believe thatI couldn&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217511/ Ash in the sandStillness throughoutthe landTears run down theirface But is an overallwasteBlackened eclipsefill the seasWishing they werefreeGreif- stricken anddevastatingThe effecteverlastingThe angel flies downHis golden trumpetsoundsUp the p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217504/ I believe we aresurrounded by liesLies that are notmeant to be toldOr heardWhether for goodreason or badThey will always leadto troubleWhat good is it totell a lieLies need to becovered up by other liesAnd those liescovered up by more liesUntil one tiny .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217503/ Everything I doI do it for youI careEven if some wouldn’tdareNothing you doWill make me stoploving youNo matter were we goI’ll never say noFor my love is bulletproof http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217502/ There is a house that stands abandoned and isolatedThough was once filled with kind and jolly memoriesNow it sits with no inhabitants but an occasional mouseThe windows are brokenThe walls are all crackedThe floorboards are swollenFrom the above leaky patchThe paint has a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217501/ The light, it burnsThrough the eyes that endlessly churnIn the lightest of lightness Lies the darkest of darknessA hole of nothing liesIn a world that criesAll will die http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217496/ I was so naïveI couldn’t let goBecause I lost controlAnd it kills my soulI should have knownAnd seen through the smokeI’m about to breakWith every step I takeFor I can’t stop the nagging acheCaused by thee break http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217493/ Mommy, I am notafraidTo go into thelightWhere I will beblessed by the light Mommy, I am notafraidTo take this newjourney aloneFor I’m only goingto my new home Mommy, I am not inpain anymoreCaused by all the hurtI sufferedDue to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217482/ I Wonder… I wonder ifthe stars, shining all through nightGet tiredand need to reenergize From a nightof lighting up the sky I wonder ifthe light, shining with all his mightEver wantsto give up the fightAnd succumbto the mistress, night.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217479/ The sunlight glows a golden goldThe sky as deep and mysterious as the seaForests full of thick green lusciousnessTowering mountains still and indifferent in timeThe river so calm and lazily flowEvery inch saturated in natural beautyOnly to be destroyed by human duty http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217478/ The tides will turnWhen entrapped within thefiery pits that burnHappiness and joy will seizeto beFor all of life will be uponits kneesNo single soul shall be safeFor this is destined to beall’s fateThee end of the endSo closely around thistime’s when.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217477/ The seas all churn withanticipating fearFor the carcinogenic essencecomes nearer and nearThe mournful and ominousforests all bend and swayTheir celestial knowledgeurging them to flee far awayThe light quivers and bucklesat the coming monstrosityMaking it to nearlyimpo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217474/ Thou whom have not a nameWill eternally be consumedwithin the fiery flameEvil sins carried thoughupon his thoughtForever in time will hissoul be lostThe Pandora’s Box of sortsajarInfusing the earth with heinousboth near and farDeath have but a slightestforet.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217472/ The candle burns into the twilightWarding out the midnight shadow’s deadly mightTo the shadow, the candle’s light arduously burnsNever to flicker out, the fragile soul urnsDay becamith night as fast as night becamith dayCandle light barely able to keep the carcinogeni.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217471/ Dropping gentle drops of cleansingThe sky opens up to the beneathLife seeping through the openingBeing released into the underneathThe calming melody each drops makesTransforms into a chorus of lifeWith the occasional beat the booming androlling drumsAnd the chime of th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217470/ I see you everydayWalking down the sameold hallwayBut I’m just standingthereLike every other timeThinkingWonderingWhen you’d want to bemineIt just kills meBecauseI knowThe real person thatyou areBecause I’ve known you fromth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217468/ I am not broken, nor am I wholeI am not ready, nor may I ever truly beI am not happy, nor can I hide itI am not together, nor apartI am don’t always do good nor badI am not a type a person who does relationshipsBut I try to heal so I may be whole…And I try to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217466/ Being a heroDoesn’t mean flyingaround Saving damsels indistress Being a heroCan be as simple asBefriending a personFighting for yourcountryGiving to those inneedThe tiniest thingCan change a lifeThat’s what make youa heroAnyone can be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217464/ What is love?Is it a profoundlypassionate and tender affection for anotherOrIs it a chemicalreaction in the brain involving the chemical hormones, oxytocin andvasopressionOrIs it the exactmoment you lock eyes for the first time with that someone and knowOr Is it a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217461/ The truthWill be revealedWhen I close my eyesNo matterHow much I tryThe scars don’t healWhen I close my eyesThe darkness takesholdDragging me to anothersideIndifferent in timeWhere I can seeWhat thoughtsAre thoughtI lived inside thedark.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217460/ I was so naïveThat I thoughtI couldn’t let goIt hurts my soulThat I lost controlI should have seenthrough the smokeBut how could I haveknownFor my heart’s sakeI can’t stop the acheOf my heart that youbreakWhat did I do todeserve .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217454/ She walk down thebroken and crumbled roadBreathing in thestale midnight airSlicing, shreddingher insides with every breathEverything isdepressingly quiescentIts calmly silent onthe roadExcept the thousandsof steady drips of the descending raindropsThe roaring roll.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217452/ Can you feel itTimeSlipping through yourfingersEverythingGoes by to fastLife seems to go byin a blurAnd your just thereStanding…Looking…Wondering…WhenTime will slow downWhen I’m drawing mylast breathWhenWill I f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217451/ Every day I have togo homeCause there’s nowhereelse to goAnd every timeI walk through thatdoorI feel worse more andmoreWho are theyTo judge meAll they do is look But not seeThe real personinside of meI can no longer hideFor I am who I am.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217436/ The life that I liveIs nothing but a lieI had to learn thehard wayNot to trust anyonewho is around meI had to learnHow not to let myselfget hurtI had to learnHow to forget everythingI will not make thesame mistake twiceI will never letthings go that fa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ajbein/1217431/