http://slow.writerscafe.org/carlo%26kaykay The original writings of author Carlo en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776076923 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Can't wait till our lips touchImagining the honey taste as I start to blushCan't wait to be able to feel your thighsAs I intertwine them with mineCan't wait to wrap my arms all aroundI'm up for always being bound downCan't wait to see your face when I finally say I love youBecuase it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/531259/ Goodbye to all my family and friendsGoodbye to always using my handsGoodbye to everything I lovedGoodbye to those I put aboveGoodbye to all my strifesGoodbye to my lifeGoodbye to everything I knowGoodbye to any feelings I would ever showGoodbye to my personalityGoodbye to all rea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/520357/ In this dream I'm on the hospital bed clenching on to lifeI see my wife and kids crying with tears of strifeI die and my spirit arises out of my body and into the airI see the doctors working to bring me back to life i cry out in despairI stay in my room staring into my families eyesWatc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/520036/ No to ever remebering how close we used to beNo to saying f**k my feelings and you ignore to seeNo to never really meaning the words i love youNo to keeping your word and staying trueNo to taking care of a boy who's in need of his dadNo to taking care of that boy because he's so badNo .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/520029/ I sit in the corner of my mind, huddled in fetal positionThe sickest of thoughts going through my mind like a deadly intentionTerrified of what's to come next as he forces himself on meAs I lay crying I find the sickest you could possibly seeI can't breath or scream out names of helpAs h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516508/  I had it all right in the grasp of my handsThe perfect life, the perfect girl, to bad i let it all be sentTo place so far away That i dont wanna stayAnd its just way too late for me to sayHow much she really meant to meIf i could go back i would show how love  was supposed to beAnd it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516501/ Tonight's the night I set myself freeTonight's the night I can finally leaveTonight's the night I finally won't cryTonight's the night you finally won't hear me sighTonight's the night I will disappear without a traceTonight's the night I won't be the disgraceTonight's the night I can finally sayT.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516498/ Can you hear when i scream at the top of my lungs?Can you see that deep inside my feelings are kept in a tight bottle?What if that bottle busted...would you be able to swallow?All the venemous lies you spit at me.Can you even really see?That there's a monster you could really be.Deep inside you co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516497/ I sit in my the darkest corner of mind.Looking over the sickest of thoughts you can combine.These thoughts rape my dreams and soul.Filled with darkness and screams.Of a boy who's heart is black and face is pale.As he thinks on blood drips from his eye's.And his heart is filled with despise. He dre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516496/ My head is filled with complications & empty thoughts.I'm constintly thinking of problems I should've fought.Constantly I wonder how and why I feel so alone.Compelled to do things I cant condone.I'm in need of love.From someone who's the opposite of a dove.Why can't he love me.Is it something .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516493/ Once i put on this mask that covers my true personality I'm left stuck outside of realityBecause i put on my fakest smile to cover the bottled up gravity I have waiting just burst out and dieOr maybe even burst out and flyThere's always a lieAnd put just start askin' me why?But there's just no whe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516490/ Shawna...we finally start talking againI was so happy that you made my heart bendYou turned my stomach inside outShowing me I still had feelings for you and it was all aboutGetting it off my chest was the next stepI finally tell you I still had these feelings giving my heart only for you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516470/ Supergirl you blow away my every breathSupergirl you never have leftSupergirl you make me fall deeper in loveSupergirl you make my heart fly aboveSupergirl you kept your true identity a secretSupergirl you only told me, making me promise to keep itSupergirl I'm honestly nothing without.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516465/ It's crazy how life can drive you completely madAnd only bring out the badIt makes me completely sadKnowing it would bring me back to the pastMoving to fast?Or was it that I would never lastIn your heart From the startYou literally tore me apartDamn...love ain't no walk in the pa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516462/ Daddy..why can't you see the sad depressed little boy with both of your eye's? Why can't you see that my heart is screaming out your name almost like you died? My eye's, heart, tears, and soul go unaswered each and every day I try to let you in my heart, but you constantly.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516310/ A mother is what made sure I was kept alilve A mother is the one who was always by my side A mother who never told me a lie A mother who never wants to see me cry A mother who could've left me in the cold to dieA mother who would nuture me whenever I would fall.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516302/ If only I was there to hold you every night If only I had a little more sightIf only I wasn't the sole reason why you died If only I could've gave you a better life If only I didn't cause so much strife If only I could take back anything mean I ever said&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516294/ Who am I? Am I a mosnter who strives on lies? Or a stranger following a part of me that is now in disguise? Am I gone and lost forever? Or is it an illusion that you can't dismember? Am I a bird that doesn't know how to fly away? OR is it I just .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516290/ Can you hear it when I cry out your name in pain?Can you hear it when my heart pounds a thousand cries all the same? Can you hear it when my silence speaks louder than my words? Can you hear it when depression covers me like a flock of birds? Can you hear it when I ask f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516286/ Picture this...you're sitting in your room, sleeping, and then you have this dream It's about this girl who's usually on your mind, and homes in on you like a beam Wondering where she is? How she looks? Or if she's hanging off hooks? Trying to picture her.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516285/ I'm screaming at the top of my lungsIt feels like I'm being hung From the biggest tree and I'm struggling for airI can't breath, it's like she was never thereMan I'm f*****g left heart brokenAnd I'm choken Over this girl who doesn't who never really loved meWhy was I so blind it's like s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/carlo%26kaykay/516284/