http://slow.writerscafe.org/MissKatiekat The original writings of author MissKatiekat en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1779874608 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Too often I let my mind wander to the things I have always found to be unsolvable. I'll be doing something, or rather my body is, and suddenly I'll snap back into this pathetic reality with a new old feeling of anxiety, regret, or some other piece of s**t feeling I deal with too often. Dr. Anasazi c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MissKatiekat/1768014/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MissKatiekat/1768007/ I wish I didn't remember what it felt like, The way you touched me.How at first it felt almost electric, because it was so new. God, everything then was so new.I felt so grown up, you were 16. 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