http://slow.writerscafe.org/loverly9316 The original writings of author loverly9316 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776033871 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Personal http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/2463139/ To my son Eli. The day you came into my life is and always will be the best day i've ever had. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/1728970/ I am at the end nearing the edgefacing fear cornered on a ledgei don't know how much more i can handlethe only thing to light my way is a dying candlemy days get darker my nights longeri wish i could say i am getting strongerbut i feel myself slipping moreinto what i used to be before slip.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/1148031/ Friends Youcaught me by surpriseYouconfuse me; I’ve only ever heard liesWhatis this between us?Isthis more than lust?Ifinally fell out of love, hardened my heartIlocked up the key and tried a fr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/1040251/ homehome is where the heart isno that is not correct...my heart is at a house with red faded shuttersmy heart is in that concrete slab, in their cluttermy heart is with their family the happiness they sharemy heart is where that house is. no matter how fairmy heart is split between where i lay my he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/824591/ i wanted nothing but lovefrom a broken angela lost cause settled down like dustmy heart now broke my soul for sale nevermind begging you back i tried my best and now i am gonei never hurt more than i did with youbut i never loved like i did love you scattered thoughts a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/794425/ everyday i move through the motions asking myself where am i at?riding the waves of every emotionreviewing each memory of what we hadi have tried my best to move on you seebut my heart with you it will always bei may smile in public and laugh out loudbut the hurt from you has me in a shroudcan .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/776048/ when dusk turns to dawnyou will still be the onewhen hell freezes overyou'll keep my heart warmwhen everything goes wrongyour thought will sing a songa sweet melody in my thoughtsover you? i think notmove on the chiming words in my earsi just can't let go for it is the worst of my fearsevery moment .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/765088/ i made a mistake and broke your hearti took too right much from the starti tried to keep my promises for youi wanted you happy i still doi have regrets but not like thisi have shame but not like thisi never meant to hurt you its you i can't losei want just one chance like i gave youi know .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/753088/ I said some words.some were painful others made you numbi never meant to break your worldshatter it or make you look dumbi swear it was real the love the care every aspect i swear..i know you'll find a way to dealand move yourself into next year..we were supposed to be foreveri am sorry i fell .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/718277/ Is it worth it? to cry every nightover his accusations to worry about his flightor whether we'll have calm conversationsis it worth it?to love him so muchwhile not sure that he loves me backthat he couldn't bare to lose touchwith the one that is everything he lacksis it worth it ?to feel t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/696100/ They aren't meant to understandthey aren't meant to be coolthey wont ever like your "man"or let you dive into the poolthey will always think she is a slutthey will always be against youthey wont ever let you slam the front door shutand they wont ever let you do what you want to dobut what we never s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/690946/ this is not from experience. i just decided to write last night and this is what i came up with. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/662881/ uhm i wrote this like four years ago and i just found it so i figured i should post it up http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/655353/ through much research this is only just my conclusion http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/650277/ hiding behind trees counting to threesLooking in wondernot knowing what's yonderthat is what childhood isyes, that is what i miss http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/650269/ When life took a turn for the worse you stood there by me to watch the herseit took away not a body,nor soulbut my life it carried,every dream and goalpiece by piece i fixed the puzzlethat looked like lifethat was buried by shovelnow here in my hands are pieces of my heartlo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/624666/ Truth upon faultsit was really just talklies between wordsi need to be forwardnever have i lovedlike i have with youthere is no excuse for what i doi wish that you'd forgive meand say that you still caretears that i have shed the remains are still therethe actions i gaveupon one faulty gaz.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/608575/ Graveled roads weary and worncovered in bushes thick with thornnever quite dark nor light at the samemy legs grown so tired i'm withered with shamerocks so small with dreams so bigleaves scurry past with a snap of a twigtrees overgrown and misunderstoodeery sounds from deep under the woodchilling lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/604940/ take me away so far from hereto a place of shine and and skies so clearaway from this realistic hurt. so deep under my skinthe blood runs waiting for another sinto sear my heart and curse me further downi need more than an excuse and a shallow frowntake me away so far from herelead me away and steer.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/593419/ Gentle wake ups through window viewsKnowing i like you makes me so confusedMixed bubbles in my tummy, fizzing like champaigneMaybe this is right, . . .  baby you keep me sane Running through the isles of wali-world storesI know a life with you will never be a boreSilly little.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/592115/  its funny how one memory can make you cry, one house can create such a home. i never understood the reason why, i never got rid of feeling so alone. i woke up crying about past memories today, i look at where i am and i see sadnessin everyones eyes from what we have lost. we all pick.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/588815/ when everyone thinks all is donethat the storm has settled and out comes the sunright behind it is darkness nestlednever ending misery for the worldrain come shine come stormyou never know what's in storeour pollution is a worm http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/578122/ i wish that i was skinnierthat i had brunette hair instead of blacki wish that people didn't judge meand when i trust them, turn their back i wish the world WAS a small placeand people were accepted everywherethat you could ride in any part of townand not worry about a person's staremaybe if th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/576816/ children yellingthoughts screamingstories tellingnothing seeming . . . to be what it used to belost in my own worldi think im under seamy life set to twirli never knew how it would gothat i would see you with herand my heart would slowmy breath would leave and my blood wouldnt flow http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/564721/ when rivers run drywhen the world stops turning you still wont hear me cryfrom all you left, i'll keep runningnew words whispered gently into a new lifes little earsno more begging god to help meno more crying about past yearsi'll survive on my own and learn how to be happy .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/555261/ With all the hurt you put me throughi don't know why i chose to stayi guess it was the same, i wanted to do to youhurt your feelings with little words i say i never quite understood how one falls so fast i never knew what i shoulddo to hold my feelings and make it lastit is way to soo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/554813/ the pain of knowing i can't hold you has rubbed me numb, the site of another in your arms has fell on me. . . it wieghs a ton. the spot where you used to lie is empty now next to my eyes . . . . i am lost here without you , i want you to know i miss you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/543450/ not for who you make think it is for http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/540314/ sitting on this cold frail benchponderingthe deep creaky thoughtswanderingthrough out the woodsrunningaway from my fearsso stunningyour voice that i heardhauntingmy memories of the us we hadtaunting me away from the reality i live inpainfullychoking back the silent tears mistakinglyholding.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/537105/ You fly In to wipe away all my tearsyou've held my hand throught these yearsYou always cheer me up againand when i fall its your hand you lendfighting away the darknes surrounding me all the evils, my eyes refuse to seeyou've always been my big red capethe one i use to safely escapey.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/533794/ when the green leaves turn to crisp brown i'll look down to you flat on the ground behind closed doors our bickering never ends i am tired of the facade the fake signals we send no more of this lie will i allow you to lead it is time now that i forever leave no more of this pain i will endure send m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/529460/ ok so my assignment in lit class was to write a sonnet using iambic pentameter and it has to be about love . . . here it is http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/528422/ You said some painful wordsyou saw the tears well up in my eyesyou said we live in two different worldsand then abrubtly left with no good byes you tore my chest open so widewrenched the heart from deep withinmy vulnerability i no longer hideit was you who commited the most hide.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/526772/ the sand slips through my weathered fingers like a feather foats into the cool breeze. my thoughts wander like a boat lost upon the baren seas.my mind goes to you like a chick to its mothermy heart is chained feeling like a child smothered  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/523697/ the darkness that circles her;the little girl blonde with blueher weakenesses stirbut he'll help her through cradling herself in a dark roomstrapped within the walls of her headits ok this will all be over soonignoring her thoughts instead tiring of the fightkeeping&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/522767/ as you take me by my hand i will fly as i stand by you you will feel so high all your pain i will take away just so as long that you stay promise to be here and not leave me promise to guide me and help me see the world as it is and what it is for the pain is gone my chest so sore i would have took .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/522735/ when the times of joy blur with my times of tears  i know you will be there to wipe away all my fears. . . when everything becomes too much i know you'll be there:my crutch my life :my center of all this strifei know with you i will be safeno reason to burn and takefrom me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/522732/ He let a single tear fall as his beautiful bride walked in. "what in the . . . " he didnt listen to the rest, he tuned her out and continued on his body of art. The first time she had seen his body she had been amazed and horrified at the same time. The pain that he felt from the knife only went ski.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521984/ everyday passes by me and i laugh right beside youi wish my real feelings you could see instead of the facade that i show you proud enough to not let it showthat being alone is roughi wish you could just knowthat my love for you is tough  it may be over.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521734/ Darkness sounds the beasthe is waiting in solitudeevil tries to feasthis constant battle shows in atttitude She walks with the light of daywaiting with only half her soulthere in her mind he has something to saytheir love has an endless toll he is her darkshe is his l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521701/ I'd walk a million miles just to see your smilei could think of all the things to sayto make all your fears go awayI would move the earth just to hold you hereand all the pain you take i'd steal it all away just for your sake i would have took the shot right outto find what it .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521692/ I hide the paini cover up the staini look at you and you look straight through i want you to ask me if this is all we'll ever bei want you by my sidei want our hearts to collide im trying to hidethe feelings insidebut i feel so bareof the feelings i do s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521606/ because of you...my heart is breakingbecause of you i feel like fakingmy life, my death, my choice, my suicideyou wrenched it from me .... surrounded by crimson tidethe kis meant nothing, empty if this is a test please exempt mei hate that i need you with the things that you do my choi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521601/ Scared out of my mindi feel like its timed everything falling through falling in around you repeating your wordsyour voice pulling chordsim choking back tearstrying to swallow all my fears  we should have had it allshouldnt have worried about having to fallbut every.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521600/ Walking through fog and running through tartrying to reach someonesearching everywhere afar someone to guide me throught and out this addictionsomeone to lend me some sense of prediction though the drug runsthrough i'm sureit is the after highs ihate to endure&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521597/ I never took much thoughtof how the world would be i never took considerationof who i'd never see i never took  the timeto think about the people i'd missi never took realizationto make memories of sunshine and bliss i never took advantageof the love that bloomed.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521575/ He told me to speak up as others walked byi just kept my mouth shutand he started to sigh fingertips to my mouth eyes looking all aroundhis temper heading southhe grasped my arm without a sound turning a corner he stoppedno one in sight . . .with his fist he knocked.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521572/ Nelson MandelaWhen people think of Nelson Mandela they usually just think of a president of South Africa, but no he was more than that. Nelson Mandela was an inspiration, an activist, put in jail for doing something we take for granted every day. He spoke his opinion and stood up for what he bel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/loverly9316/521289/