http://slow.writerscafe.org/ChristinaSellers The original writings of author Missing Part en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775990601 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15  I try so hard to look forward but how do you move forward when you scared that you not ready. When it feels like it would be better to just hold on to what you have and hope it’s good enough. Even though you know full well that you have to move forward for it to get.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/535683/ I’m trying to move on but something keeps pulling me back making me cry as I lie to myself telling myself that it will be ok and one day I will be able to move on.These lies keep breaking me, tearing me up both inside and out, making it hurt more then it should.These tears keep falling bec.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/534743/ My life falls in you hands I give everything to you my heart, my soul, and my love.I will give you what you need to keep going even when it gets hard.I will make you laugh and I will hold you when you cry.You will never be alone I will always be there even through distance. My heart will alw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/529231/ I can’t wait for the day that you come back to me, when we can hold each other for hours, When I am happy once again because I have you beside me, When I can just sit and look at you not taking my eyes off you, So I don’t have to cry myself to sleep because you will be there beside.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/529224/ My heart has been broken but it is mending, my heart has been bleeding but not as bad, my heard has cried its last tear but there is still more, my heart said it can’t take anymore but it keeps taking it, my heart wants to give in but I keep pushing it, my heart cries for this to go away but i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/528723/ I can’t take my eyes off you, the way my eyes are drawn to you even when your not here, the way my heart beats when I see your smile, the way it lights up the world, the way you look at me with them melts my heart, the way you hold me makes me never want to let go, the way you make the pain st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/527085/ I'm scared that one day this will all be over,that i wont have anything anyone left,I'm scared that all lis will be so hard to move on from, that when I cry I wont be abole to stop,that things will change...I will change, I'm scared to look back and it all be a dream, I'm scare.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/527073/ All these things not yet told to anyone, eating you up what strength is left,Everything kept inside protecting what is left of relationships, Things kept from the self conscious mind,Things sworn to keep safe and close to the heart,Secrets can break even the strongest people down, secrets ar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/526263/ Driving through the snow covered streets watching the lights pass by in a blur.Taking in the view that has been seen a million times by these eyes and many others.Saying goodbye to the familiar scenery, following the road until there is no road left, where ever that may be.It seems all to fami.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/526245/ It gets hard when the pain comes and takes you under its wing, making you feel so bad for what has happened,Making you think that all you have is the dark depressing state that it puts you in,telling you this is what you have to do to feel better,when the blood comes it tells you that this is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/525803/ The feeling being so happy with the person I gave my heart to, the caring words that I live by even in the ever so difficult times, when I feel like giving up I look back and I remember what we shared and what was said I cant bring myself to do it, I remember the sweet voice of what seemed so close;.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/525801/ My old ways have come back, as well as the pain and hurt that never goes away, I lay there bathing in the pain that never goes away, I cant look away from how I was because in the end its all I have left to live by, nothing can fix the pain that has come to haunt me once again, it breaks me and kill.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/525798/ You run from what gets hard leaving behind hurt feelings and unanswered questions, You give up without even trying, you give false sense of hope, you make everything ok for awhile then throw it all away, you break what has been there for what seems like forever, you left me breathless but now I ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/525794/ You have broke everything I was,everything I had left and now it's gone, ripped from my very body, the only thing that I was living with and now it's a big black whole,full of blood and tears no room for it to come back. Unfinished http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/524604/ As I sit here by myself I can't help but think,think of how empty my life has become, when i turn and hope to see that beautiful smile, but it is no longer there, it has become so distant, missing all together,the emptyness makes everything so hard so....unforgiving,unforgiving in the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/524550/ Sitting in the dark feeling the cold crowl up your neck,as you slowly fall asleep you can't help but notice the feeling of being watched, you have invited "it" in yourself, the half hearted emptiness, the painfull silence,and the darkness filling the room,"it" has come to take you,ta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/524138/ F**k as if it were the last time, make it last,make it soft but forceful,make it rough,give in to the intence pleasure pulsing through the body,and let the animal with in take control,make eachother beg for more, until there is nothing left to give. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/524093/ Your breath staggered,voice cracking with your last words, pulse slowing as your heart gives in,eyes growing heavy with tiredness,face getting lighter with every passing minute,eyes full of pain and sorrw,the last tear before you go,ans a second to say, I love you...Good bye http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/524046/ Who knew how much pain comes from life,how much blood is spilled from the heart, how much anger comes from with in, how many times the heart can be stabbed but not broken,how many death wishes go through the mind, how much we hurt ourselves to please what can only be pleasedand then retu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/523758/ The embrace of her warm hug,the sweet sound of her voice with kind words,the feel of her gental hands holding anothers letting them know she is their for them,sharing her advice, knowlage, and experiances,she loves everyone as if they were her own family,she is and will always be my b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/523730/ I can still feel his warm body on mine, the way it pushed up against mine, the soft, but forceful kiss, the feeling of the sweat rolling of his body; I can still see the marks left on his body from the scratches. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/523285/ Adjusting to the space that no-one occupies, a space open for company to fill, but only briefly, as there will be a time that it is filled forever. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/523282/ Many friends, but only one I shared everything with, one I look up to,one who is more then just another friend,the one I cry, and Laugh with, the one I share even my Darkest secerets with,many friends,But only one best friend. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/522041/ I remember those beautiful green eyes, the ones that look at you as though you were the most beautiful person in the world,as if I were everything to them,sometimes i think they are blind, I close my eyes, and see the peircing green eyes, and I miss them.CMS(H) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/522036/ What do you do when the tears don't stop falling, and the pain doesn't go away,and you don't know what the hell is happening, when the turns into frustration, and frustration turns into anger, and you just can't take it any longer, do you just give up, or do you keep fighting?Can you k.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/522010/  I look at this ring he gave me, meant everything, he is the air I breathe, if he were to die it would be my last breath, as I glance down at my finger, I remember the promise, that has been engraved in my heart, as I look back, I remember  every memory that we shared, I can remem.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/521958/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/521957/  These wings are broken, but as you look your simply mistaken, they are holes in the heart burning through. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/521952/ Schools not the same, just wandering hoping I turn around and you will be there, knowing your not coming back, but hope has got me this far, there are days of crying, telling everyone its nothing, but they know, walking around trying to put myself back together, go back to class and do it over again.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/521948/ Blade effortlessly gliding  over the skin, don’t blink it could slip, looking at the new mark, smiling, as the warm blood runs down the wrist, as the cuts keep coming, they get deeper and deeper, the bleeding gets worse, but the pain is finally gone, and so are you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/521945/ This heart is broken, it’s ever so slowly mending, but no matter how much it heals, it just keeps bleeding, and bleeding, losing so much blood it’s a wonder it keeps beating. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/521943/ My Love is vast, as my heart beats for everyone; it’s strong like me, but even strong break, it breaks and bleeds, still holding strong for the ones that I love. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChristinaSellers/521942/