http://slow.writerscafe.org/murphymh The original writings of author Sunshine in the rough en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776020138 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Please if you're struggling, tell someone. Don't hold it in like I did. 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breath?Or maybe all you could do is utter one word?Or giggle or exhale. I'm so dizzy with joy.Is it possible that I cou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/murphymh/1306443/ I'm falling apart tonight without you hereI'm not doing well by myselfMy mind races too much when you're not close.I'm trying not to cling but I can't see straight. This is too perfect,it's about time for you to leave me.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/murphymh/1306433/ I'm challenging your love for meI'm finally asking why do you run away?Why did you love her?She stomped your heart, and broke ur spirit.So why do you miss her?Why do you hide under the sheets and covers?Do you still love her?Did you know I love you?I'd die for you my dear.Or does that even matter?Fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/murphymh/1296593/ Do you really hear me?I know you hear the words, but do you understand them? I want you to know that you are loved.Do you hear my tone? When my heart is yearning you seem to walk away.When I 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