http://slow.writerscafe.org/LucieGirl The original writings of author LalaLuciegirl en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775418747 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 LostConfused Tasting irony with a serious side of karmaOnce upon a time there was a little me.One whom wrote about breaking free of binding chains And how much terror rains. A little me,Whom had hopes of better. Hopes of finding "my way"Now I'm a slightly older me. And some h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LucieGirl/1852956/ confused is not the right word..not even troubled...I'm not mad and I'm not sad I'm not anythingyet I'm not deadenwhat is this that I feelsomeone just tell meI haven't felt this way in what feels like ages but maybe that's the sick joke?I don't feel so I won't feel even if I th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LucieGirl/1404927/ If you look at meYou wouldn't knowIf you talk to meYou wouldn't knowIf you laugh with me You wouldn't knowYou wouldn't knowI've been beat;raped,broken downYou wouldn't knowYou wouldn't knowI've been left for ransom,a drug addict,a fighterYou wouldn't knowYou wouldn't knowI've fought against men with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LucieGirl/1321558/ When life comes down to itwe all fallnothing is here to keeps us from the edgeloved ones leavehappiness subsidesand the heart withersand diesI look in the mirrorand see only failurethe image that looks backis flipping me offI raise my handand shatter the mirrorMy love and my lifeseem too intertwined.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LucieGirl/1314077/ Let me be freeand smile happilyhold my hand and kiss me sweetlyDon't demand of memy insanityDon't dote on mewith such fake eloquencejust whisper to meyour hearts delinquencyyour vigilance is pure and full of beauty.You are a virginal specimen mistakes do not equateto being nefariousyou as my paramou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LucieGirl/1292063/ The taste of tar on my tongueThe smell of pot in my lungs The feel of need and desireFills me up like a burning pyreSweet addictionBeautiful self delusionTrying to forgetThe awful self mutilationBeautiful skinUnder the pain Near to pulling the pinTime stopsBreath seizes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LucieGirl/1249758/ Unlike most I do not fear deathI fear dying with out people knowing I careKnowing I LoveAnd knowing that I am not sad to die I am indifferentIt isn't morbid It isn't sadistic It's the contraryI think of death as only the beginningThe beginning of not myselfBut of othersDeath br.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LucieGirl/1249452/ AbuseNot the kind you can seeNot the kind you can hear But the kind that happens In the darkUnder the sheetsIn the most important parts of youIt doesn't just destroyIt killsNot the bodyBut the soulWhich is the worst deathStill walking but never wholeAbuseIn the dark N.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LucieGirl/1249283/ Sweet embraceBeautiful disgraceYour kisses are like fireYour tongue like flames My sweet disgraceLead me to the flamesLove like iceI feel it in my bonesWords like a viceKeeping me from the edgeYou are my saviorIt is my destroyer My sweet disgraceCome envelope me in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LucieGirl/1249159/ This was written to my fianc&eacute; <3 he's been with me through so much and keeps me no my feet. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LucieGirl/1248914/