http://slow.writerscafe.org/susyalliston24 The original writings of author Yours Truly en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775986627 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I call to him and he is with me wherever I go, so why should another trouble me? For he is my lord. Hurt people hurt others, but they’re the ones in trouble. Why should they trouble you? You were not the one with the problem. We are to live up to our value, to his value. For when we hurt and m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1997248/ You can’t rely on anyone,No matter what they say,They will smile and be kind,Then turn on you the next day,What’s wrong with this world,I want to shout out,How can we live this way,I’m starting to doubt,Everything I thought,I ever really knew,Leaving me empt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1997131/ Another night of sorrow,Does anyone have any -Happiness I can borrow?More and more pain,I try to make it better,Am I going insane?You leave when I cry,I guess when I’m upset,My hurt should be shy,You try to talk to me,I try to make it alright,Should I just let it be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1996947/ What our minds may not fully understand, our hearts understand in every way. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1996826/ Do you still love me the same,As the first day we met,Do I still make your heart race,Or are you filled with regret Can we make it through this,Questions and heartache,Consume my whole soul,The thought of you not being there..When we both wake Tears me apart,We’ve alw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1993189/ I don’t want to feel anything,Nothing but the Love of God..This pain in my heart,Unsure about you,This unknowingness,What is best to do?It’s always felt so clear,So true of how I feel,But emotions are doubtful,Falling on my knees I kneelCrying out to God,What .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1993177/ I’m not in a hospital bed,But I might as well be,I don’t look sick to you,But take a look inside meI’m smiling for show,I look happy to you,But underneath it all,Are only hues of blueMy laugh sounds cheerful,Like a bird singing a song,But underneath it all,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1991630/ Open up your heart,What will you choose?For what fills your eye,Will also fill you!Our hearts can grow weary,As our flesh can too,But our spirit in Him,Is constantly renewedHe speaks through His Word,To each and every victim,So that all may be welcome,To enter into His King.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1988734/ The brother I love,There’s nothing I can do,My hearts in such pain,Because I can’t help you,I want to help,More than I can say,But helping yourself,Is mostly the way,I’m so limited,To what I can actually-Help alleviate,But your my family,My love for .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1985368/ My heart aches more,Then it ever has for you,Questioning this love,When it comes to me and you,Bitter and bitter,The more you become,More and more hurt,The more I am numb,Then my thoughts go to my father,And I am in awe of his love for me,I make more mistakes than one can say.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1984311/ Will you ever be happyI’m starting to wonderIf I even knowIt’s always somethingIt seems here lately One situation or anotherDo I make you happyWhat a questionI almost don’t want to askMaybe a better question Would be another oneDo you make yourself happy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1980761/ You can hear the Angels of God,When She begins to speak,You can feel his mighty power,Although She may appear weak,Whose Child She is- She knows,And She will have no Fear,For when Tests & Trials come,She will find her rest in His Care,When Tribulation comes, His Truth to her is.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1969972/ Inside the girl's soul,Lies incomprehensible pain,She consistently conceals,While eyed with disdainShe's been swimming so long,She's lost under a high tide,Losing view of the water's surface,The ocean just too deep as it is wideShe's trying her best,While losing herself,Alway.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1772155/ Something I wrote last night. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1760644/ You help me stand back up,When I feel as if I'm falling down,You know how to gravitate me,When I feel like I can't touch the groundI can't express how my heart feels;How lucky I know I am,To have such lovely friends and family,Because the world used to feel like a bedlamBut every.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1733572/ Was trying not to think too hard while I wrote this. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1636151/ If I learned anything from me and you,I've learned what you don't want to do,In a relationship your trying to keep the love,You don't ever push anything or try to shove,The one you love away, And always watch what you say.Because you can't take words back,And sooner or later that person's going.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1590909/ Just wanted to get how I've kinda been feeling. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1551592/ Some days its just hard to not let yourself get down,You think about everything you've been through,And how you've never been able to stand your ground,But there's nothing now you can do,Except keep looking forwardTo think you could change anything,Is just completely absurd,But why d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1475588/ Why am I scared your going to go?Why do the seconds tick by so slow?Why does my mind relentlessly punish me,With these images I don't wish to see,Sometimes it's hard to look past my emotions,Just trying to go through the everyday motions,Until I finally get to be with you,Its what I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1465652/ I feel like I'm always doing something wrongWhether I'm not doing it rightOr I feel like it's taking me too longSometimes I just want to quitJust give in to how I'm feelingAll these emotions are easy to admitWhen your mind keeps reelingBut it's more difficult to get them to go away.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1456919/ Please review, Just something I was thinking, a rough draft. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1443121/ I love everything you do,Just watching you,You don't know how much you mean to me,But I hope your some what able to see-How much I really care,Because I know I don't always show it my dear,But you make my heart flutter,And know how to melt me like butterAs silly as it may sound,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1416257/ I used to want more from life,Dreamed about being your wife,Our children running around,But I might as well be buried in the groundMeaning nothing more to you,I used to think there was nothing we couldn't get through,But you proved me wrong,After being together for so longAnd in .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1415166/ Thank you for reading. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1407863/ Thank you for reading :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1407541/ Everyone tells me what I need to do,Or what they think,I'm starting to wonder if I should see a shrink,I can't talk to anyone about how I really feelWithout tears just wanting to over spill,Always trying to hold everything in a bunch,Makes everything want to come out,A little too muc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1401792/ I wish he'd stop trying to talk to me,Cause I know I could get better if he would leave me be,My house used to haunt me, Like the way he used to taunt me,Memories of us would just play in my head Going in my room,Made me want to huddle into a cocoon, And close my eyes,While I tell my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1386116/ How can people let their emotion,Create so much commotion,And how can people say what is the cause,When they can't even take a minute to pause,To just sit down,And wrap their heads around,What their doing to each other,Finding a way to hurt another,I get tired of hearing about peop.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1384465/ Thought I'd try to write about something different then I usually do http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1381318/ Not my best one but tried something new with my writing. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1377823/ Just a little poem I wrote this morning :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1375766/ What we could've had,I'll never really know, Sometimes it makes me sad, But I try not to let it showI guess something got you thinking,You should just let go of me,Just let me start sinking, No reason more to think about meBut now your trying to call,And it's hurting me more,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1374255/ How can I give my all? Just to be left, wanting to bawl,We used to love each other, used to be so close,But now just thinking about you makes me want to overdose,I wouldn't mind pills, anything would do,As long as it would keep my mind from thinking of you,I'm tired of all the heartache,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1372851/ I wonder what people really see,When they really look at me,I used to feel like I was someone, something, But now I just feel like I'm no one, nothing,And all these feelings I try to suppress,Just end up making me a mess,No matter how much I try to ignore, They just hit me more and mor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1372716/ The words you say,Don't go away,Not inside my head,Not since they were said,They hurt me so deep,I'm sorry I can't help but weep,It's not like I try,I'm just scared,Your going to end up telling me goodbye http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1295674/ I could probably swim in all the tears I've cried,I could probably count on my hand more than a thousand times how much I've tried,To just make things right,And maybe one day I might,Just find the right thing to say,And how much I wish tomorrow was that day,I've never loved someone as mu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1287280/ It's a brand new day,but yet, things are the same way,I try my best to ignore,but how can I?when it happens more and more,I wish I could just go to sleep,and all the things you want to say,you can keep,to yourself, so I don't have to hear,the things I know your going to say,I take hits from eve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1284858/ My drunken mind,Is not feeling kind,Sometimes it is, but not tonight,For I know I'm not a pretty site,Messed up hair and my old make up,I debate with myself and grab another cup,My head feels confused, I know this is not me,Are my eyes being foolish? Because this is what I see,I wish.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1276622/ Sometimes I wish I could disappear,I'm not sure where I would go,But I don't think anybody would care,I'm just tired of watching the minutes tick by slow,Sometimes I feel like I'd be better off dead,No matter how hard I try,I can't seem to get these feelings out of my head,Wouldn't i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1276614/ You're always on my mind, If I could, I would rewind, I never meant for things to get this bad,When I think about it, it makes me sad,You've always been what I wanted and more, I wish you would stop acting like you're going to leave and walk out the door,Your words slice into me deep, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1269366/ I feel like my life is plummeting to the ground,and I can't even make a sound...I can't seem to stop from crying,secretly, I just feel like i'm dying,I feel so broken inside,like I really already died,but somehow I'm just still here,wanting only to just be yours, my dear, there is no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1268884/ Why does everyone have to die?Why is it so hard to say goodbye?Why do your loved ones always come first?I feel like my hearts about to burst,I fall to my knees,My eyes so watery I can't even see,My whole face is streaming with tears,I didn't catch what you said I can't seem to hear,T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1268190/ I don't want to be here,Nobody seems to care,It doesn't feel right,Being all alone at night, Nothing here is the same,But who is there to blame? I hate it so much when he is gone,I can't wait to be with him again at dawn,The minutes tick by,And my mind starts to wonder why,Things.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1268085/ I don't feel like I do anything right, My heart feels so heavy tonight, Everything feels like it's falling apart,I wish we could just restart,Nothing has been okay,I should have seen this coming before today,My body and my heart is so sore, I feel like I've opened up this old door,Th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/susyalliston24/1268083/