http://slow.writerscafe.org/DhaVerd The original writings of author DhaVerd en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776227331 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Sprinkledwith Grief            It was as if any other cruddy day for a lonewolf-teenager. Woke late, rushed to school, and struggled to keep a falsesmiley upon his face through his hated classes. Only hearing little word fromhis .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1515223/ All we gain is pain. These rhymes- I use them all the time. For these rhymes they define me. Tell me why do we cry? Why do people lie to themselves? Falling into a reality that's only a fantasy. Little good in the world because we're all hurled to our death! I've yet to met the girl .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1507751/ My sweet innocence- taken away. Oh but I want it back! I want my sins washed away, please just take my sins away! Hands unclean, memories rising always- rising up as steam to only heat up rage. What I've done is so distasteful! I was used and abused just as a tool, couldn't see through her demise- o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1493150/ I'm here once again-Overwhelmed by my pastComes back at the last hours of the dayI'm not okay, not able to sleep.I don't wish to keep such horror within my mind.From my past I dash, the past finds me no matter whatHow can I help another who is as broken than me?She seemed so perfect, r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1476955/ I LASH OUT, MY HEART HAS BEEN GASHED OUTI FELL FOR YOU, MORE THAN TWO TIMES AND IT'S MEANINGLESSHOW THE F#CK WERE YOU MY BLISS?!SINNED ALL THOSE TIMES I KISSED YOUYOU'RE SO TERRIBLE I'M NOW ASEXUALLOOK TO MY EYES SEE WHAT SHOWS ALL MY SHATTERED CRIESI MOVE ON TO ONLY FALLI REGRET YOUR .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1476951/ Off away to hell, the gates are closed and I'm all alone. Tormented by demons, gone away to the depths of hell, each worse after another. The time is endless and pulled away from me is my bliss. Please God, raise me back to the heavens. Please, send me away I do not dare wish to stay in such a land... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1457865/ When heavens in delay I promise everything will be okay. Just you wait and see, don't you dare to plead. Ignore that sin that brought you into this hell. Yeah this place is unwell, but I do tell that soon you'll be free just you wait and see. 'Cause when heavens in delay I promise everything will .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444543/ Feel like a monster? Disturbed by the voices heard? Thoughts creeping to your mind? Finding the pain in front of your eyes; seeing that just beneath that skin you're a beast. Craving a feast upon those who are weak; those who've pushed you too far to be saved. Unleash the pain from within those eyes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444539/ When she's leaving you alone And you miss her very so,Postpone any other thoughts just to think of her.You go onto your phone,Checking minute by minute just for a response.Left alone,Messages taunting your mind;Hoping that you'll find the wait.But it's nothing but bait.Stop feeling.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444536/ Staying awake, faking that everything is fine.But really inside I'm a mess.Can't you hear my distress? My emotions are just left, Tried to move on towards the best.Wanted this to be put to rest,But instead we're here.For my fear is the loss of you. So I move aside my emotions,Tidin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444531/ "Will the defendant please rise... How do you plea..?" ........SHE'S A F****N B***H, a demon in disguise. To believe that for you I gave my all, To believe for you I've sinned. Should've never let you into my heart, Should've dodged your love dart. Truly you deceive me.You hear plead.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444522/ DON'T YOU FADE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MY MATE.TAKE OUT ALL YOUR HATE BUT PLEASE DO NOT FACE HEAVEN'S GATE!PLEASE BABY, UNDERSTAND THAT MAYBE THIS ISN'T BEST.DO NOT PUT THIS TO THE TEST!Because, yes- I too understand the pain. For it's all I gain. With the blade it'll leave a stain. Memory .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444499/ Sitting from under this treeI write of me.The tragediesAnd the agonies all through my lifeIs as much than those facing the scythe.What am I?From my view,I'm nothing more but a composer of tragedy. For that is me;Or at least in my mind.I no longer search to find where I belong.N.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444493/ What if when I fall asleep I'll never wake again?I continue through life waiting to say goodbye.I am done, but I keep going 'cause I have someone.Her I hope to keep, her I hope to hold as I sleep. Everyday day I take a leap, waiting for my day I'm reaped. But for her I'll stay at peace, fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444490/ It's late at night, I can not sleep.I don't mean to make a sound, Not a peep. So as I wait for the leap of day I stay here, still in time telling rhymes. So my darling know that I truly do love you. From dusk onto dawn I will not shed a single yawn, for I will not grow tired trying to st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444488/ All that I can gain misery,All that I gain is pain.You're the one who knows me best, Explain to me why I'm so f*****g depressed?! I'm a goddamn mess, Don't even need to put that to the test. I won't let this go to rest.Please my dear old friend tell me why I'm so depressed. You know .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444486/ Today I surely cried, yet no one cared to ask me why.I'm trying to contain my watery eyes.Please... EMBRACE ME IN YOUR ARMS!Save me from all of harm.I am here and I am alone.Welcome me into a safe home.My body hurts down to the bone.This pain has me in a groan.Hold me; I need you to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444485/ I hate this damned world.It has me angered and pained, Stabbed in the back far too many times that there's no longer any blood left in this body.I have had a soul,Just as my heart,It was ripped out of me.For I am now deprived and without power.I am pained,Scorched by the hell reality.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444484/ Woke from a bad dream,It seems that I question if this reality.Every time I wake it's a dawn of a new break.Fake that dream and push it away.No one has anything to say, not a simple: Are you okay?In this ocean of reality,I'm drowning; falling endlessly into the depths.For I feel so alo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444479/ Save me, save me, save me!Save me from myself! I'm sick of these winning voices, I just need you to save me. I'm tired of being there for others when I alone am facing the world alone. I'm so tired of my dawning thoughts. Brought to me is pain for it's all I gain. Sick of these staining memories. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444464/ I'M SEEING GHOSTS, I'M SEEING GHOSTS! I SEE THEM EVEN OUT OF HOME! PLEASE, THEY ROAM IN MY MIND; THEY I FIND IN MY SIGHT. GHOSTS THAT NEVER LEAVE MY EYES. TAKE ME TO A LIGHT THAT'LL STOP THEM FROM HAUNTING AT NIGHT. I'M SO SICK OF SEEING GHHHOOOOSSTS! SO SICK OF THIS HORROR-ING SIGHTS!!! PPPLLLLEEEA.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444460/ I WILL END THIS, ALL WE BUILT AND ALL WE'VE HAD- YOU WENT AGAINST ME! THREE TOO MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DOWNED MY MIND! THREE TOO MANY TIMES HAVE I FIND TO BE HERE! THEN, THERE, AND NOW HAVE WE FOUND TO BE TROUBLESOME! TOOK YOU BACK, TRIED TO CUT YOU SOME SLACK. NOW ONCE MORE MY HEART IS BROKEN IN HALF... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444459/ Where are you, I'm all alone now. I'm wondering how it'll be once you meet me. For the moment we are apart, for the moment this heart is in half but I know you'll keep it intact. Love is something that I lack, for this burden I carry is a load on my back. I'm all alone and awaiting for the day you'r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444454/ Bring it back into me, ignite the life that use to be alive. I'm dead inside- so surprised how long I've survived. I await for you to arrive in my life, I await to once again feel alive. Remind me why to deny the man in disguise- remind me why to deny tonight to be the final goodbye. I wish to feel .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444451/ Three too many times am I here. Three too many times have me in fear. Hell the first lasted three years. First one stopped my gears, second had me hoped, third left me back to mope. Look into my eyes- they'll show destruction all caused from their corruption.My past, I run away from that c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1444037/ I saw something what looked like a shooting star, but a little more than that, either way I'm making a depressing story of it:I saw something so bright with beauty, it was so out of reach, so far out reach that it inspires me with life.. Then it falls before my eyes, dead, too far out of reach fro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1441281/ PLEASE JUST SAVE ME- EVERYTHING IS CAVING IN- EVERYDAY I REMEMBER MY SINS- PLEASE, WHEN WILL HEAVEN TAKE ME IN?! FOR I SEE THE DEVIL, AWAITING WITH A GRIN- DEVIL, DEVIL IS YOU! OH PLEASE HEAVEN JUST TAKE ME IN! IN THIS HELL I'M UNDER YOUR SPELL- GOD, I'M FEELING SO UNWELL.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1435908/ From the start I was blinded with my heart. With bleeding eyes I look back- questioning: why? Tossed for one last time I'm telling with these rhymes of what I've seen from my scarring eyes. To your knife: it hurts as if words- for your voice, it doesn't sing as a bird. Third: my silence is b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1431251/ Just a dream, please let it be a dream. Though it seems too real for it to be, I just wish to escape reality.If this is not a dream then this terror is a nightmare. Can't help but care, can't help but stare.With each chill my hair stands still.Walking over each hill the sights kill.Until.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1430075/ I'm stuck in reality, amongst a judgmental society. I try and rise above.Reach the surface from drowning in this crowd. Try to make a difference but my words are not heard so loud. I despise this world I've found. Don't get me started of this town. Each time I fall I just rebound, I'm be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1430070/ Save me, save me, save me!Save me from myself! I'm sick of these winning voices, I just need you to save me. I'm tired of being there for others when I alone am facing the world alone. I'm so tired of my dawning thoughts. Brought to me is pain for it's all I gain. Sick of these staining memories. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1430066/ To you my love I give you my all.Try not to bawl because I am here;There's no need to fear,Your savior is here And I'll be your castles wall.I'll protect you from all of those dreaded dreams.This love for you is pure,No it's not a scheme.So rest your head upon that bed,Let my words end that sh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1391087/             In Slade’srelaxation he was admiring his perfectly displayed trophies. Plotting for hisnext move against the J.S., he was receiving a call from his contractor. “What do youwant, Christoph?”“Slade,” his voice w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1380231/ One can only be pushed so far. What is damage can only become broken and what falls is bound to shatter. Not my first time at breaking point but this time I'm ready to break. I'm nothing more but a being on this planet, but I'm beginning to feel like an animal. My words come out like barks, my tone .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1372786/ I will not lie I'm feeling more than blue.All because of who?I'm afraid it is you.You who I had loved, the one I had gave everything away.I beg of you to stay, but may I just say:I was correct, I'm not to blame. You should feel so ashamed. I gave you everything, gave it to you and yet it w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1368656/ I'm blocking out all the rest, I'm done facing all these tests. I can't be the very best.I'm holding in what was left, I'm beginning to fall into the depth. With these thoughts they won't go to rest. They go on like a pest.There is great pain in my chest.I no longer feel blessed, all bec.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1368652/ In my mind is our shrine. I remember when you use to be mine, but in time you left before it was nine. You're better and I never felt deader. I didn't fall like a feather, no I fell and I'm falling forever. How can you move on after all we had, didn't mean to do bad, in my heart you were cla.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1368629/ I’m sorry foranything that I’ve done.Didn’t mean to do anywrong This pain is all I gainand I feel as if I’m to blame, or at least that how I feel in my brain.I do feel ashamed.Mainly I go on alonewith these thoughts in a loud tone.I groan, wish.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1366128/ I will not lie, todayI have cried.I was there, I wasalone.There was no onethere for me to hold. From my tears I feltso cold.Told were my fears. Here I was broken,marked as if a token.In my head the voiceshad said that enough was enough.I was in belief that.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1366125/ I'M CRYING AND YOUR HELP IS SOMETHING YOU AREN'T TRYING.WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU?WHO CAN HOLD ME WHEN MY WORDS NEED TO BE TOLD?YOUR ACTIONS ARE SO COLD, LEAVING ME WITH MY EMOTIONS THAT FOLD.AS I RELAPSE YOU'RE NOT GIVING ANY CRAPS.I'M IN AGONY AND LOSING MY SANITY.I'M FALLING, I'M .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1363013/ What kind of f###in luck do I have?! So much luck that everyone doesn't give a f### about me. All thatwe use to be is no longer what you see. Sit down and let's talk this over some tea. Discus how we use to be, please don't make meplead. All this anger, oh how it feeds m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1357621/ The friends that say they have your back when yet they don't,Their promises contain such lack.You hold intact what was had. Things have truly grown bad.It's just a fact you'll become a one man wolf pack.Rather stood beside you'll just be lied to right in your own face.Burning and hurting it'll .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1354790/ Death and I aren't done, because I want back my son.He and I had a great run, but you took him away without much to say.Hell you took him before he could see a new day, you and I are not okay.I can't go to bed; through my eyes I only see red.My addiction is vengeance and my med will be your death.Mo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1351053/ DO YOU HEAR THAT VOICE THROUGH THE RAIN?!ECHOING IS A NAME!THE NAME OF DR. CRANE!DON'T GET CLOSE, NOT EVEN A VEIN!DARE TO STARE AND YOU'LL SOON FEEL PAIN!WATCH AS YOUR FEARS LEAVE YOUR BRAIN, WATCH YOURSELF RATTLE AS A CHAIN!ALL THIS SIGHT, IS IT FAIN?!WHO DO YOU THANK?! DR. CRANE! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1346226/ I'm walking through the rain, my brain plays such pain.  The sights are not fain.  Dr. Crane, he had broken my chain with the injection into my vein.  This fear gas, it has such an impact.  My sanity is beginning to lack from every sight that attacks! I'm up against my back.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1346221/ Just here I'll lay, with this pain to stay. No I'm not okay. It just won't go away. It can't just fade, it's just what I paid. So here's my heart, I don't want to part. We aren't done, we didn't reach at least fifty-one. I can't move on, I can't stand to watch this dawn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1345966/ Jason: After this longand I finally have your attention?Batman:Jason, I-Jason: What? ‘I tried to save you’? You think that I’m upset that you didn’t save me?Batman:Yes. I tried to rescue you, but I wasn’t there in time. I failed you.Jason: You fail.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1344197/ You, my thief, have left me deceived. You had me in such belief, belief that you weremy thief. Stealing my heart from its sheath. But my heart is longer yours to keep. You must leave. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1344184/ There's an uncomfortable feeling in my heart. Who I secretly love has grown apart. I wish I could be with her, she's like anobsession. She helps through with my depression. I can't handle this tension. I wonder if I still have her attention, if Icould be her perfection. The b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1344180/ For all those who feel alone, for all those who give a groan. It's time to speak up and use our tone. I loan you my strength and hope you keep faith.We aren't alone. Let your wounds be sewn. It's time to stop with our moans, ‘tis time to show how we've grown. Use the strength held in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/DhaVerd/1340361/