http://slow.writerscafe.org/winterv06 The original writings of author Winter Renee Vineyard en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776003267 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Written from my own personal experiences...hope you enjoy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1277622/ Numb.....I can feel nothing. He's talking, but I can no longer hear him.You're gone.....this I know.I can't speak or move.I'm frozen in place, I can't form a thought.How?! Why?! The questions are running through my mind.My chest hurts, and I can feel my heart breaking.I try to speak...but .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1277554/ About the addiction and struggle of herbal incense. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1277553/ You have stolen my heart, and locked away the key. Only for you to be taken from me.Here I sit so far from you.Wondering if you're thinking of me?Separated by distance and walls.The bars and guards that surround you, keep us apart.Your phone calls and letters keep me company.Your voice keeps me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1277549/ Scars.....they cover my body and soul.Always a reminder of the pain that fills my past.As the blood flows, ruby red droplets fall.The smell of iron fills my body, relaxing it.The pain subsides, leaving only a ghost of what was.The deepest cuts, strawberry gashes, will soon fade to a milky white.They.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274344/ Screaming, fear and hatred surround me.Fear for the things I cannot change.Hatred for the hurt that you've caused.You were the one thing that I believed in and trusted.Inside my mind, I wander in and out of past memories.As I sink into the shadows, it feels as if hands are pulling me down.Deeper int.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274342/ Can't you see past the shadows into the light? Or are you left to wander these streets of darkness, in this Hell we're forced to live in? Delusions of our paranoid minds hide in the void. Forms of ourselves from past lives, and inner demons crawling through the wasteland. Death and disease follow us.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274340/ I dreamed a dream the other night, of secret lovers in a past life.In a meadow of the greenest grass, with roses growing wild everywhere.On a stone, facing the ocean where she sits, she waits for her secret lover to come.He's made her a promise, to make her his wife, and take her away from her old l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274338/ I'm so lost inside these shadows,In the darkness of my mind.Wandering through loneliness and despair.Looking for someone or something to bring me back from the edge.To breath life into my listless soul, and give my heart a reason to keep beating.Someone that trusts and loves only me.An angel of merc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274334/ Feelings of self hatred....and release. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274333/ These are the thoughts that cross my mind.....suffering from mental illness is no fun! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274331/ Wrote this when I was trying to escape the paranoia of my own mind.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274325/ This poem is about dreaming of someone you love....although maybe you have yet to find them..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274320/ This basically a short story/ summary of my life dealing with several forms of mental illness. I suffer from PTSD, Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar 2, Trichotillomania, and Anxiety. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274313/ This shows my views on my Borderline Personality Disorder and how it makes me feel at times.....and how God has led me down the right path..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/winterv06/1274309/