http://slow.writerscafe.org/sanzabar The original writings of author Sanzabar en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775464865 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 the defining elements of something... things that want to control manipulate and consume these elements http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2833267/ grave of the fireflies http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2831587/ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwQhKFMxmDY http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2825957/ wanting to changeknowing powers to do sostruggling with the moral compassto become what I hate to change itor to transform into something completely differentthat may consume meto heal completelyto destroy completelyThe power of change from different forcesdifferent reasonssame passion http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2825956/ dream nano tech http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2824922/ read article recently, gonna spend some more time writing and defining all the thing i need to work on and adapt to better dealing with it all https://psyche.co/guides/how-to-live-and-thrive-with-a-ch http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2824387/ Triggering immediate thoughts that spill from my mouth unfilteredIgnorant incomplete informationsparking a dangerous rumorexpelledReactionary impulsestrying to wake updig dig dug http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2819165/ Leave nothing left destroy it allinformation you should not havedatabase not of a friendUrgent request to open only fuel the fire to grind you to dustPiles up on me suffocating my lifechoking our planet http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2818245/ A special placeof unknowing agonyand edgy frustrationsDeconstructing oneselfinto the directionless floating voidSolitary disconnectionawaiting motion  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2817929/ quick emotions 1st jot down http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2811628/ Whatever you say or do will be used against uthis is the world you live inthe one we have created the one people think is acceptable and okthe place you must escape fromtight lipped tongue tied mouth bit existence  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2811624/ being mislabeled n judged and going thru hell http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2811305/ Rush the shower to wakeflushing spiders down the draintill the water shivers cold30min tick by as my legs tire standing in the windowFuck it crank up the musicI don't wanna see the vampires today even if they f*****g showWaited long enough and its nice outsidetime to drink n smokeRage to some rock n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2810090/ hospital n dr experiences http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2809385/ Thoughts of past transgressorsthose that drug my name thru the mudThen hung me up on display reveled in telling grand storiesto spice up their dry pitiful livesI drew the line then banished them from my sightmy lifeYou say I should let it go I don't forget...but it was years ago...The violation.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2809193/ Better off running offfucking with emotions throwing the daggersopenly airing out the laundryYou say you don't want to do what I wantbut here we areyou're finally thinking for yourselfYou tasted meyou will never be the sameour collision has set uson a new trajectory http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2771961/ These systems you are born intowill all tell youthey are goodthey are rightDemonize anything that opposes themDo anything you must do to uphold "The Way"1 perspective1 line thru the multiverse...lost for eternity fighting for a causenot of their ownLost forever in a truthforced since birthevil has a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2771520/ Spinning in the balance of uncertaintyChronic pain, chronic, chronic chronic...Isolation lightening the color of my eyesChrysalisThe body breakdownmind numbing fretThe distraction and consumption of contentMust I focus on my new form?Must it be solidified in my minds eye?Must it become my only obses.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2762110/ ````adolescence syndrome - not being observed therefore losing existence idea````conservative idealogy issues- caught in webs of evergrowing interpretations of the things around, making sense of or chasing conspiracies. Growing, fostering, and planting seeds of paranoia.````progress for the sake of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2608614/ look up some stuff on tones frequencies n subliminal msgs http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2117263/ Everyone has a channelA messageInfluencing experiencesSpreading idealsWhat will you tune intoWhat to feed your mindAre you getting what you hoped forAre you filling your need?Tithing your incomeJoining a flockPlaying follow the leaderHave you fallen in a trapAndAre you trulyFree to leave? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2116011/ What will be said When we finally move onWhat will be done When dead n goneAll that has been touchedConnections to growor to witherAre their Any dependents On that light That wont make it Through the nightAny that follow to the nextSure hope notTrusting examples shown T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2116006/ Nowhere to be foundUnaccounted forMisleadRemoved...Left wantingYearningAttachmentInvolvement...CherishingDevotednessMad for...EchoesReiteratingReplaying...Reproduction http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2115159/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2115158/ The time has comeFor the routineOf self preservationThe bloodlettingDependent on transportationI look aroundThe ride No where to be foundLevels at all time highsI must find a way to sweat it outNo one will comeNo one even knowsBut those that nag Because its their jobIts funny how help is o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2115143/ dont hate anyone, love n hate come from caring for someone, love regardless of being hurt, what keeps me coming back to this? inspired by count of monte cristo anime .... child vs adult faith, trust http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2115022/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2114486/ All the things in lifeTo many to bearWhich TAKE TO TuRN? Seeing all roads That lead into one another... EventuallyBiding my timeKeeping myself saneMeditating Focus on one thing at a timeTrying to do what makes me happyWhat at least scratches the itch For nowBring on all that.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2114429/ Your own shame Will give them the scriptAn order for your own demiseSanctioned by those that beTaken for everything you haveTo fuel the needy at handThey will bleed every last dropFight for whats yours Power of the gods in one pocket Humbleness of nothingness in anotherTake this world.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2114298/ Your ignorance Summons ghouls From your judgmental eyesYour gaping mouth questioning Affirming your own predictionsYou think u can teach me somethingYou think you know All from the 2 frames You've have seen of my lifeKeep questioningCome at me moreI'll give u a few more clip.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2114275/ 3 days to go without...What goes in must come outlife hacks, rinse, mouth washEverything that breathes Leaves tuned into colorsBears all that it mayNothing washed downAll is known by this timeScenery for quench http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2113177/ 2 steps, another roomSo close to the misunderstoodSupport lost withinLife n death balanceDependent on others handsThe knee forced to bendThe birds say hello, chirp...Animals looking for foodAll come to know, meaning before end http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2113169/ inspred by wired article http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2111882/ where is this place? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2111830/ You yell out  As if I am your lap dogAs if I wait for your every wordUnaware of where I even amCompletely controlled By your thoughtless perceptionsAm I suppose to answerEvery f*****g mumble I hearTo validate your thoughtlessRidiculousness expectations My dearExplain my thoughts .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2111590/ My own idea of personality, physical, and emotional change being intertwined and reacting to one another ~ Are we reacting to the emotions or the emotions reacting to the changes? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2110138/ dont allow the rumors to buildthe degenerate dogs are waiting to be unleashedthe whispers of your exaggerated deeds are spreading quicklyThose that want blood Have already lost patientsWhat are you to do?You cant take all the knowns outBest to just leave the scene for a time http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2110128/ expect nothingfin another driveyou will only be dissapointedare all drivers dissapointing?are we all so alone yet not, but feel that wayall just the same coming from different anglesPLotted on this earth to find a way thru an endless maze of emotions and ideologiesWhat happens when you exhaust all t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2109710/ blame from justified hurt that leads to possible suicice http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2109291/ people that aggressive try to enter your life, aggressive questioning for info n understanding etc http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2109290/ keeping up with everything u have, connections u have made, everything http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2108928/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2108927/ dying at sea, what an anchor must feel like http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2108913/ When you no longerRealize your effectOn othersDesensitized to yourselfAre you what the massesThink of you?You know you are moreBut may have forgot Just what your presenceCan affectLike a scent That can be more powerfulThan anything To those sensitive to itRevisit .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2108756/ belief n reason often belief silences reason - game of thrones http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2108390/ Home to the Ones that find Their last legsA place that allowsThose to not be Completely aloneIn those last momentsOf complete discomfortTo at least beIn some proximity http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2107192/ When you finally meet Lifes' deadlineTime is shortLovers have gone Where are the rest That supposedly careFamily is unawareThey have not been hereReaching out Through the darknessTo grab anything To bide this lonelyLife's timeline Constantly flashingDeep sadness graspin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2107143/ Good intentions  You invite yourself inTo interrupt With a smile on your faceTrying to get me to doSomething with youYour findings Always misplacedThis has happened 1000 times1000 more will comeIf I don't set u On the other sideIgnored you will beTo your realityMaking it cle.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2106701/ Placed livelyhoodIn the hands of a profiteerMaxed gains Juiced from your Last breathLook what it has doneTo our societyLook at the repetition To the next generationJustified By our own struggleAccepted As a necessary grindPast on blueprintsFor the Plantation ofS.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2106396/ When those That are in power Take advantage Of the weakYou stand In the wayYou become The protectorAccepting the rightsThey once had http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/sanzabar/2106359/