http://slow.writerscafe.org/Sadbonez The original writings of author SadBones en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775994128 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 but I still want to die. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1817252/ My heart cannot forgive meFor making you hate me----------------------------------It's 4:35 amAnd I can no longer feel aliveI can feel I have given upI see nothing I am nothingthere is no difference between those pillsoutside or inside of this bodyIn your picturesMy mind can think of nothi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1817234/ You are my religionI fear you forsaking meI love you with every part of my soulyou are everything I desireI can find peace only in your loveI will sacrifice myself for youif it meant your love could set me free http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1817222/ Always by my side. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1813162/ When you look into my eyesDo you not see it?The sadnessIt controls this vesselit is not meCan't you see shattered dreamsOn my teethOr how itseeps out of my souland taints everything in its repulsive perfumeDo you not feel the coldWhen you hold my handsthe absence of loves warmthCan't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1813158/ I was 11And my dad had just hit me For being too sad Called it being ungratefulThat my sadness was not validI should be happierDon't you see the roof over your head?So I looked elsewhere for consolationI had nowhere else to goI was to young to do anything go anywhereI did not know how.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1813154/  I have awokento my heart collapsing under its own weightShattering into a million pieces at 5:00amAgainlike an alarm clockAnd I can do nothingI can not give it what it needsAll the love I hadI gave it all to you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1813144/ An apology from the bad guy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1813130/ I used your heart as a stepping stoneTo take and takeyour loveand Never give any backI used it to Heal memeEverything was about meAnd I watched as your smile fadedI watchedas I destroyed youand meand us http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1813125/ the only thing not temporary in this temporary world http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1810195/ On the road next to my houseThat's where you left meThat's where we are still usThat is where you still love meI always expect you thereSubconsciouslyI wait for you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1806624/ in a dark place http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1806622/ fear http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1802107/ I want to burst out my seemsI want to spread out to become something uncontrollableMe, uncontrollable, freeSomethign I think I can never beI'm sick of being stuck behind the constrains of my mindFree me from all this inhibitionI can't stand it much longerI want to laugh when I want to laughand .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1796392/ Soon it'll be unacceptable to mourn you But it's so hard to move on Knowing your somewhere living your lifeWithout me SoonI won't remember the scent of your skinOr the way you used to bite your lips Soon I'll forget your touchAnd the cuddles you'd give meThat cheered me up.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1793040/ J http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1793022/ Sometimes all you can do is forgive yourself http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1792409/ I'm addicted to sorrowIt's always in the back of my mindWaiting to be releasedIt's so temptingI feel like  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1792139/ I remember dancing in your kitchenWe swirled round and roundWe laughed,sand, and dancedThen you sat me on the kitchen counter and said"Will you marry me?" And I was shocked, because who would marry me?Who would want to be with me foreverAnd that's the memory I hold ontoEven though you neve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1791552/ You know who they are. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1791486/ Time is slipping right through my fingersI cannot seem to be able to grasp itEveryday seems like it's flying byWhere is time?I do not know how it is designedI want to wrap my head around itbut It's so exhaustingNow I sleep all dayHoping that when I wake Somehow I will be okayIt's terrifying fee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1791221/ When you just can't make a happy poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1790304/ I remember when we were youngerWe were CluelessBut this was our GlueOur ambition was simpleWe were common like mushroomOur heads filled with dreamsWe would swarm the streets We were Wild things in the summer heatWe did not lack excitement, thrill was our beatWe knew that when the pumpkins came .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1790295/ Death is my only friend, loyal and true...He never came to get me, but he did for the town everyone else.I knew Death was near, He was lurking around in the shadows.I swear you could smell his awful stench.Nobody believed me, Said I was crazy.But who's left now? Me, because I'm not insane, see, I tr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1790256/ When day breaks I'm still awakeMy eyes longing to see something newMy life feels like it's stopped in it's trackswaiting for a sign to turn in another direction.."Move On." I tell myself to regain myself from this void but I don't trust myself enough.So I stand and I waitAnd my mistak.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1790255/ I don't want you to love me...I want you to need me.You can't ever please me baby,Just BREATHE me.I want to be your air, the thing you need to be alive. You've got to need me more then your life.I love you,So much I could kill you. Even if you can't tell.The love I have for you is overwhel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1790252/ Bumps on my arms form in an arrayin the most ominous wayLife is a mystery"What is this?' Says my consciousness.The events we experienceThe feelings we have feltThe people we have come to loveAll these intimate things are insignificant in the wider scheme of things, ....right?So I cry, for what?So I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1790250/ I made a thing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1790197/ Another poem about ruminating on the past http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1790160/ I held on to the past so tightlyThat I was blinded by itEverything was tainted by itLooking back at the past full of regret Everything is what could have beenholding on to the pastYou ruminate on the what ifsAnd the what ifs won't change anythingAs hard as you thinkAs much as you rummage throug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1790152/ Empty CreatureYou try to replace the pain With material things, and temporary peopleOr bottle it upUntil you explodeCurled up in a ball, wishing to disappearimpulsively Trying to fill this void in your soulBecause the emptiness hurtsIt bounces of the walls of your hollow vesselThe pain ech.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1789515/ Just feelings you can read http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1788573/ Being an outsider is:AgonizingShe doesn't want to beEverything is so beautiful outside of her mindAnd she doesn't belong thereDisconnectedTrapped in her own mindShe tries desperately to belongShe tries to fit in, mold herself into pieces that willHer Edges are to sharp, she cannot conform enoughShe .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Sadbonez/1788565/