http://slow.writerscafe.org/MiaRox13 The original writings of author Mia Rockwell en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776000691 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I whisper for your arms around me so I don't feel cold(alone)(unloved)(forgotten)I smile at you a lot because you're funny(so I don't cry)(so you don't ask what's wrong)(so I don't concern anyone)I enjoy spending time alone to relax(I have no friends)(I'm not motivated to get up)(I don't want to wor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1452320/ I wrote this for one of my best friends http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1406228/ Deactivate myself from the worldI'm drowningTrying to keep my head above the ocean of numbnessTrying to click the volume up around me but the button is broken onMuted Laughter.I can feel myself falling and I wonder,What happens if I don't try to fly again?Self Esteem is a fickle thing.A piece of gla.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1403399/ I want to fall in loveWon't you show me the way?Walk on down the misty trail,Follow the river and to the moonWe'll lock eyes and suddenly knowI want to laugh in the rain,Kiss in the snowTake my hand and lead me awayLet's go where the sun melts to the earth,The ocean turns into skyMake me your day dr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1391323/ Another old one from when I was 18 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1385644/ I wrote this 4 years ago but still a good one I suppose http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1385641/ Would you still accept me if I wereGay?Bipolar?A freak?Would you still be proud of me no matter what everyone else may think?Would you still hold me  if I wasKicking?Screaming?Crying?Would you still stand by my side if all the good parts of me were dying?Would you still love me if IBetraye.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1322952/ In those moments when you think you actually found something enjoyable, it leaves you. And you stand there like the fool you are.The fool I am.To think I had found someone who I could come to withstand.To talk to, laugh with...trust?I've slipped and fell again.He picked me up into a fantasy lan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1322949/ Not my best work http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1322453/ I was once a very unhappy person http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1320084/ So clearly I have unresolved issues about the topic at hand http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1311845/ Not my best but it's something http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1311830/ I'll drink away my every fearNothings worth living anymoreI'll match each shot to every tearShut all the blinds and bolt lock the doorEverything I ever loved has died or gone awayI'm left alone now to walk a foggy pathIt's too much to travel, it's time to rest and layThis failing battle is not worth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1308788/ A poem from a few years ago http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1307273/ I'm thinking too muchI'm killing myselfSomebody stop this! Somebody help!Why is no one coming?I can't hear a sound.I'm looking all over,but there's no one to be found.Oh wait.....I'm alone.I'm the one that pushed every connection away.They tried to help, they tried to love.I wouldn't let one pe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1303587/ If I went missing, how fast would you notice?I know we haven't always been the closest...but would you care?Would you care enough to search for me?Would you have any clue as to where I may be?How close do you listen to what I say?Do you remember what I told you that one day?We were talking and talki.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1302991/ Evaluate. Manipulate. Eliminate.The plan was carried out throughly Trustable. Loveable. Destructible.Why did you only want to hurt me?Deserving I was for what I had done,I truly never meant to hurt himFlirtation demons had went to farThe ice was way to thinBut what I had to endure, was far.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1302977/ This is the first decent thing I've written in over a year. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1302739/ Your enchanted castle lyes in the eye of a hurricane   Your Prince Charming smile simply a stroke of a paint brushA closer look at your white noble steed and it's merely a jack-a*s in disguiseYou are my Fairy Tale Scented NightmareI've been frozen from your rotten apple  &nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1302130/ You are the Joker.Dysfunctional. Illogical.Throw me upon the stage and make me dance your little dance while I'm stuck in the trance of your imaginary romance.You are the Nightmare.The scream of every childs bad dream.The never ending scare that leaves their faces pale and bareYou are the Villian.No.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1302127/ When you're stuck in an abandoned state of mind in an empty house..Is it safe to fear yourself?When every thought you think makes you cry.Every plan you create makes you die,Should you fear yourself?When you have enough pills to cut off your brain,Enough alcohol so you don't feel the pain...You need.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1302126/ Why did I think he would ever care that I was hurt?Care that I was bruised?Why did I ever think he would care about what I would lose?He was the apple of my eye.My sweet delicious berry pie.Dirt I was to him.And now it makes me wonder why.I'm beautiful and funny.Smart with quick wit.He was handsome .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MiaRox13/1302125/