http://slow.writerscafe.org/Lieanddie The original writings of author Ciara en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776070391 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Ella’s eyes were breathtaking. The color fluctuated between a gold that resembled beams of light and auburn decorated with dark speckles. But their beauty goes past the color with her bubbly personality reflecting through. In only one glance, I was captured by her and she became my muse. Ella .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1858695/ I once thought that dreams were meant to shape reality. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1856266/ This poem is about my PTSD and its affect on my affection towards the male gender. It's hard thinking about the future I've always felt was natural and realizing that my fears might hold me back. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1705259/ As the Pain Goes AwayMy hoodie comes off I text my goodbyesThe sleeves wrap around my neckTighter and tighterI tied it tight to make sure the job is doneThe fair turns red then purpleThe world is disappearing Farewell here I go to the unknownNo wait I don’t want to goNo I’m not quite rea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536448/ We are not asking to be raped just because we are women! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536445/ Cold HeatThe cold heat and the crimson streamAnd the undeniable pain This agony is killing me I wish I could just go awayI look around ready to go All my letters are laid outWill you please try to understand From the beginning it was overI died the day I was bornDestined to perish in this worldNow I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536440/ Dear God Do you still watch over meEach day keeping me safe Always loving me as your child Remembering not my past sinsGiving me life I don’t deserve Only to watch me forsake your name Distancing myself from you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536436/ Dear God : Can’t Find You Dealing with this pain is breaking me down Every time I’m looking for you, you can’t be foundAlive I am, but I want to die Remembering all the pain I felt when you left Going along suffering Only makes me want to leave forgetting you Dear God, I am lost. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536433/ Dear God : PointlessnessDisaster strikes in my life Everything seems pointlessAll hope had been lost Rarely a shed of joyGold and Silver is not what I ask for Only to find my way to happiness Dear God, I am lost http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536431/ Dear God : Feel the painDon’t you love me?Everything that has happened All the pain I feelReally I’m beginning to think you aren't realGoing through each day Only to feel the painDear God, I am lost http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536429/ Do You Hear Me NowWhen I was a little girlI was severely hurt.There were no bruises, broken bones, or blood,but the pain was there.The scornful words followed mepicking at my willBeating on the last hand that held me dangling off the cliff.One day I fell.I couldn't hold on anymoreAt the bottom I sat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536428/ Don’t Leave Me BehindWatching your back I try to catch up to youDidn’t follow the trackCould only watch as you flewI ran as fast as I could But I only fell farther behindFollow you I would But to the past I am tied Will you wait for me?Without you I would dieI want to make new memoriesBu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536420/ Faith Curiously looking over the edgeUnknowing past the darkness belowI’m scared to leave the ledgeBut my only choice is to goI continue to look down Then I take a look behind In the darkness my past will drown Other options I could not findWhatever is left behind will be goneThere is no turni.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536417/ Fight For Myself Try to make me what you want me to be Watch me fight your reality With all my might and all my strength To stay myself I will go to any length http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536415/ I've been battling depression so all my poems have been negative. The boy I was dating asked me to write a poem for him. A positive one. This is what I came up with. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536178/ Everyone needs someone. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536176/ I Am Not A Book You look at me With clouded eyes But you won’t see More than liesSo ignorant you are Just take a look Some how so far You search for a book There is more to me I’m not so plain But you don't seeYou've ignored my pain http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536175/ It sucks being bullied to the point that you hate yourself http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536174/ Everyone feels invisible sometimes and when me you learn to love it because that is my life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536171/ I spent several months living in a mental hospital with many other girls my age. When we leave we never see each other again because we weren't allowed to share personal info so its goodbye forever. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536168/ Every time someones reads this I have to explain. Pretty much it's a poem of a woman who comes close to dying twice. The first time she was spared the second time she dies. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536166/ This poem is about discovering happiness http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536164/ This poem was writing in a really dark time for me. I had spent months in mental hospitals and I wan't a happy person. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536162/ Take Back Your Sins I am in pain I don’t like this game I try to keep strong I keep moving on but it always keeps coming back I am fighting the past I am not done quite yetI am standing strong I keep moving onCause I’m not going to let him win.You came and left your scars and took away w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536156/ This poem is about the disasters of driving drunk. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1536155/ There are somethings you will never forget. I wrote this based off the feelings the person that I love described if anything were happen to me. The feeling of bittersweet nostalgia haunting him foreve http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1527558/ As a teen I always feel like the answer is no. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1483636/ If he is going to leave me, there is no turning back. As soon as he turns away so will I. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1483635/ I shine through the moonlight so bright I can beand of all the things of the night it is you I seeI cry many tears just thinking of himhe is all my fearsoh my dear Tim Why must I love youafter all that you're done maybe it's true my heart has been won  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1449420/ This is a poem about seeing the true beauty of someone i little too late. If you dont understand at first start by reading every other line. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1447066/ I Feel the PainI want to cry I have nothing to gain I want to die I feel the painYou watched me fallYou left me beYou heard me callYou ignored me They made me breakThey told me not to tellThey said I was fake They were my hellWe decided fateWe created troubleWe were too late.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1315751/ This story is half true.I was Ella and my ex bf was Eric. I had the suicide letter written out (to my best friend) but when my Eric came into my life his love saved me. He almost made my smile real :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1303953/ This poem is inspired by a story written by my friends Sophie. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1303944/ I am alive and I will fight through this hell we were all placed in. Until I breathe my very last breath, I will fight against the devil and I will make it to God's kingdom. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1303942/ I compose music a lot and sometimes I forget that originality is what makes some of the best pieces. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1303939/ People have used me as their toys.Sometimes it was with my consent,but other times it was by force. It hurt to know that they didn't want me or even care about me. They wanted my body. I was their toy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1303938/ I am so young yet somehow I have let relationships fall and tear a piece of me away. Loneliness settles in and the realization that it was my choice to isolate myself buries me deep in depression. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1303936/ From time to time, I find myself wondering away from god. I can't always comprehend everything. It hurts so I blame it on God. I ask him why and when his answer isn't evident, I fall. But I love God. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1303931/ This poem is meant to display how our perception of the world changes as life progresses and we go through the twists on turns that are a part of being alive :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lieanddie/1303929/