http://slow.writerscafe.org/aliciahuntley The original writings of author Alicia Huntley en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776180140 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I am stuck, frozen, immobile. I cannot move away from fear, pain, confusionand especially sorrow. I am lost amongst the dreams of yesterday. I cannot see the present. Do not make me even fathom the future. The emptiness flows through my veins. The hurt fires in my heart.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/aliciahuntley/1312374/ If I did it, I would be selfish. If I put a gun to my headIt would be to blow up what drove Me crazy. If I put a gun to my heartIt would be to shoot out The pain. If I was to cut with a knifeIt would be to bleed out The sorrow. If I was to use a rope and hangIt would re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/aliciahuntley/1310676/ My body tingles.Not in pleasure, but in hurt. Your eyes and heart avert.I feel cold. So very cold. I feel alone. Lies I should have known. My heart beats quickly, not in passion, but in anxiety and fear.How quickly you promised to be here. I shake.&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/aliciahuntley/1309353/ We fall. We fall to the fake.What brings us pleasure now, but you will forsake what is truly pleasurable. We fall. We fall to the sins. We see our immediate desire, but this is where the problem beingsto lead to sadness.  We lose. We lose what is real. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/aliciahuntley/1308290/ I hold onTo what I loveI hold on too tightI hold on Even while it slips away. I hold on because I am afraid I hold on to what I knowI hold oneven  the Ibad. I hold onuntil i cannot hold longerI hold on to that breathi hold oninstead of letting go. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/aliciahuntley/1307570/ You always try to break meYour words may shake me, but I am strong. You can shove me, You can love me.Can choose whatever right or wrong.You may listenYou may walk away. Tears can glisten,It doesn't matter what you say. I move along.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/aliciahuntley/1307566/ I have a problem. It lurks, sneaks, and clings. It gets in my way and it will hold me down if I let it. I have a voice. It nags and tells me I am not good enough. It lets me know when I am unwanted. These two combine. They feel like an external force. The.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/aliciahuntley/1307432/ If words could change so easily, was it all a lie? If leaving was so hard, how could you say goodbye?If you loved me, would it not hurt? If you cared, would you have not stayed?I torn between it being for the best, and being sad you walked away.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/aliciahuntley/1306739/ Struggling to dealI feel like I am always losing controlThe feeling keeps coming back and taking hold. I am scared and I am lostI am hurt and am torn. I am searching for youbut there is no response. The light only comes at a glimpseEnough to know I reside in the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/aliciahuntley/1306737/