http://slow.writerscafe.org/BlasianOtaku96 The original writings of author Angel Criner en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776005075 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I broke down for 3 1/2 hours in my coworker's home during the middle of the night. The last sentence I wrote on a sheet of paper was, "I haven't really had time to heal." & I finally understood. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1810814/ After I was admitted into a Psychiatric Hospital,                                                                       .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1791475/ i imagine a day where I reconnect with my dad and instead of being grateful towards him I'm cold and resentful; I see him asking, "After all that I have done for you, this is how you repay me? Well... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1791460/ He wants to be friends...lmao don't make me laugh. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1454312/ TRIGGER WARNING (self harm pictures) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1411062/ I showed you a little piece of me and occupied your time,Whenever I tried to leave you, you'd come back saying you were mine.I taught you how to make ramen delicious and how to love a child.I'm sorry Jaylen, that I left you for good...but you knew my heart was wild.I tried to teach you kindness, com.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1376699/ ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1375817/ He tried to come back into my life...multiple times. Then at random he tried again, then made it seem like I walked away from us, like I left him. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1375231/ Growing up, I wasn't close with either of my parents. Today I'm closer to my mom and have severed the bond with my dad that was so strong for years. I'm treating him like I used to treat her... /: http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1374168/ — I hope she’s doing okay- I hope she’s happy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1373960/ gy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1373522/ "Words don't mean s**t," he says.but he's a sucker for sweet words."Don't be here when s**t's all good or when everything's all bad; Be here for both," he says.but ever since things have been good it's like he doesn't want me around.                  &nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1364995/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1358355/ For the past 3 months I've been suppressing my emotions, tears, and thoughts. So unfinished poems, new scars, and denied emotions are the result. I don't want to think too much about this...that's all http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1357480/ Just a short story written for my ELA class. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1351625/ ""I have to make you understand...you are the sky and I'm the land. without you there's no horizon, nothing to focus my eyes on." -unknown http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1351325/ ... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1335427/ Perhaps I'm being recklessbutBetter that than helpless.Perhaps I'm being stubborn http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1334384/ From 6 am to 3 pm I sit in the same place 5 days a week and I'm not always aware of the birds singing to my right as day breaks but it's always new and beautiful when I am... 3/25/2014 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1333942/ Grew dependent on handing over all secrets, thoughts, emotions, problems, and past to my love that when things switched up I didn't know how to take it so I ran back to razors, pills, and nightmares.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1333803/ I'm used to hiding my thoughts, memories, feelings, and pains... But I gave all of my secrets away and became known by one. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1324030/ Made it easy when I felt... lonely. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1318362/ Written August 30, 2012. My first... sorta positive poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1311046/ I only wrote this for a school assignment... if you've grown familiar with my writing you'd know that this isn't my aura, lol. http://www.poetrysoup.com/poems_poets/poem_detail.aspx?ID=468235 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1309787/ After a break up 2 years ago I was rejecting boys left and right... no matter who asked...The answer was I don't date Written 5/21/13 http://www.poetrysoup.com/poems_poets/poem_detail.aspx?ID=479708 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1309781/ I was taking pills to sleep... Thankfully I've found a new remedy...♥ Written November 14, 2013 http://www.poetrysoup.com/poems_poets/poem_detail.aspx?ID=519337 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1309772/ Written May 10, 2013. Well... I was crying. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1309292/ Something I'm getting around to leaving behind in the past with the help of a lover... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1309268/ I was thinking about how my nigg* doesn't open up to me... How I've only barely broken through the surface a couple times... how I would keep trying to peek inside of his mind... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1309257/ A poem I never really finished or cared to edit so... http://www.poetrysoup.com/poems_poets/poem_detail.aspx?ID=468134 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1309244/ http://www.poetrysoup.com/poems_poets/poem_detail.aspx?ID=531806 For DJ Written January 9, 2014 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1309219/ My baby was feeling down so I wrote him a poem. This is the first poem I've written him as a matter of fact... http://www.poetrysoup.com/poems_poets/poem_detail.aspx?ID=536396 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1307908/ Written January 21, 2014 http://www.poetrysoup.com/poems_poets/poem_detail.aspx?ID=536400 For DJ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BlasianOtaku96/1307849/