http://slow.writerscafe.org/WhateverMoonie The original writings of author Luna Zerimar en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776164593 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Can you see, in my eyes, the dozens of stars & galaxies; That form when your near me? Can you tell that you're always running through my several mentalities? You're every one of my fantasies. But I must admit, I've grown weary. The truth is, You can't see, And you can't tell. I'm alw.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/2164870/ As I sat there, in pieces, I felt a figure hover me. I looked up. She was looking down at me. A smile spread wide across her face. Her eyes bright & reassuring. Those were the only distinct features. The rest of her, ..was ..colorful. But not like the colors of which we know. These colors were b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/2004461/ Dear Depression/Anxiety, You've taught me to love people, & things with every single piece of my heart. To not have a speck of hate in me. To keep honesty running through my viens, & that loyalty is a must. You've taught me to understand different concepts on deeper levels, & to observe ever.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1777100/ It's not that I lost interest or love for my art.It's just that I've been stuck for a while. Words can't explain what's going on right now. The hurt in my eyes. The tears in my heart.The screams in my head. Depression's really kicking my a*s this time. I'm not going to win.So you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1593243/ I long for Never-land. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1541642/ Someone come along and help me.I can't do anything anymore. Can't breathe.Can't smile.Can't cry.I'm giving up. I just want to vanish.The music isn't helping.I can't even write. I'm tired.Tired of this loneliness. Tired of feeling like no one cares.Tired of sitting.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1510200/ ...Should' be gone. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1484629/ You arrogant prick, who told you to disappear?Three days. The worst is what I fear.Breathless.Speechless.Mindless.You've made me inhuman.Killed me inside. Please just come back. Come out. Where did you hide?F*****g b*****d. You're just a speck of dust.So why am I worrying?Because I lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1483179/ I just want to take a moment & Make an apology to all.To all that have encounteredTo all that have metTo all that got to knowTo all that became a friendTo all that caredJust let me apologize.Apologize for a rather late apology.NegativeSadA pathological liarI apologize.I apologize&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1454409/ Screeching thoughts. The voices never stop.Make me bleed. I just want to feel.I've been in this pit.Dead and alive.Gave up on trying to get out.The bruises never hid.The scars never disappeared. They're inside. They live in me.Happiness has become a crisis.They tricked me. Those .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1443385/ The other side. She's part of me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1440004/ Literally my life in one poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1437615/ When you can't take yourself, help yourself. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1434713/ Forget the heart. I'm writing with my head tonight.I'm worn out. I'm tired.There's nothing left that inspires. Nothing left to inspire.Forget living life. The motivation.I'd rather end it all. I'm ready to face damnation.Others say I shouldn't, Wouldn't,Couldn't die.How can I?No one u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1431493/ Off from the top of my head. It's what I actually came home to today. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1427686/ 2009.The year of worry. Then the year of pride.I almost lost you. Then I found you.2009.The year you transformed. Became a different man.I could finally trust you. I could finally love you.You were finally "dad". 2009.The year you became my inspiration. My motivation.You became my biggest hero... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1423878/ Take me to some place where I can feel again.Where everything is brighter. Where I finally have what I lack.Take me to that place.I just want to feel. Feel happy.'Cause right now,Everything inside is breaking. Tearing.I've been consumed. Drowned. I'm reaching out. Hoping someone will lend .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1421326/ Falling. Falling. Falling.I'm at the bottom. At the lowest.Fighting. Fighting. Fighting.Can I really beat this? Will I beat this?Thoughts rush through.I can't talk. I don't want to listen.I'm unfocused. What's going on?Sinking. Sinking. SinkingInside. I'm afraid I've already died.I can't write. I ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1421323/ I don't want to wake. I don't want to wake. The world is gray.I don't want to rise. I don't want to rise.Nothing has changed.Please just let me sleep. Sleep this pain.Please don't make me breathe the air....It's filled with despair. Don't let me wake to this world of gray.Who wants to rise.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1421321/ Mr Roscoe, there you go again. Picking on me. Calling me names again. But I take you in. And I take all your harassment in. I see right through you.I see what's going on in, And around you.  Worthless,Invisible,Afraid.That's why you do me these things.Someone tore you.&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1413808/ I just wanna forget today, and remember yesterday.I wanna forget today because today holds tears.Forget today because today holds only memories. I wanna go back to yesterday where all the memories were played in life.Go back to where everything was alright.Yesterday held your warm em.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1400587/ There's grass underneath my toes. So green & soft.The smell of bark surrounds me. So refreshing & brown. The wind seeps into me. Its ghostly color favors me.I can hear the birds bursting in melody. The water whooshing. I can see the sky infinitely. The clouds clouding. I've no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1395113/ This is the end, my friend. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1375810/ Written to my cousin, my sweet boy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1375331/ My love for you is as deep as the ocean,I would fight for you like a lion fights for his family,I would care for you as a mother cares for her own,But I guess that wasn't enough for you...I guess you didn't fall for me like I fell for you...You were the universe,And I was simply a one-time hookup..I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1373585/ This time, the end isn't the beginning. The end is simply the end.I cannot feel anything towards you...No love, nor any hate.I feel blank. Just blank.And I feel that the end of this is blissful,I feel that the end of this is woeful,I'm confusing myself...Is it one...        .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1372620/ My description is down below in the note for reviewers. The description didn't want to fit. So, PLEASE read the note for reviewers first. Thank you. (: http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1372180/ I wish I was blind,I wish I was deaf,I wish I couldn't speak... nor think.I wish I couldn't feel... I want to be numb.I look inside myself, & find nothing but pain.I have lost hope,I have lost joy,I have lost myself, & my life.The color of my eyes has gone dull,There is no spirit left in my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1370592/ Cuts & drugs cover it all,It makes despair turn into happiness,These blades & pills make you feel less alone,What you're doing is so wrong,..But it feels right.Losing friends & family,Going insane with these substances,It doesn't f*****g matter,As long as your blades & pills are ther.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1370538/ It's happened. It's happened all over again.My worst nightmare has come alive again. It's back to take advantage again.The disgusting smell of beer is in the air.There's weight on me. It's heavy.I can't breathe...I try to fight the heaviness,I try to hold in my breath.I'm trying to escape,But it has.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1370119/ I have a heart. I do.You say that you can't see it. The problem is, you choose not to notice. You choose not to feel it.You hear, & you see.Hear me say, "I hate people.",See my glares of disapproval & disgust.Why don't you listen a little closer? Maybe see a little better?Because althou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1367265/ Why do you speak is there's nothing to say?I've already forgiven your mistakes. There's no need to give me your sorrows.I've already forgotten the past, so why stick around?Time is short.So don't give any of it to me. Instead, just walk away. Try even running away from me.Please don't ever turn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1360481/ "Talk to me softly.There's something in your eyes.Don't hang your head in sorrow,And please don't cry.I know how you feel inside.I've, I've been there before.Something is changing inside you,And don't you know.Don't you cry tonight.I still love you baby.Don't you cry tonight..."When I close my eyes,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1357360/ Shaking hands,And sweaty palms,Trembled breaths,You're facing death,What have you done?What have you done with your life?You've sat down,You've slept,You've eaten,Is there anything else,Anything else besides what has always,Always,Been repeaten? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1357345/ What is your problem?Why do you do this?Just because I'm not the perfect child,Does not mean you can treat me this way,Like I'm a disgrace,You're supposed to be my safe base, No matter the case,You're love,You're guidance,Your approval?Those things are what I chase,But your resentment,And judgm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1354947/ I don't belong,I don't belong here,Or there,I don't belong anywhere,I don't fit in,Not with the cool,Nor with the uncool,I can't even fit in the between,I see families loving each other,I see friends laughing together,And I'm just sitting here,Wondering what I'm doing wrong,Am I too ugly?Too boring?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1354461/ There's so many words I must say,Each & every syllable much too long for an end,Is this what eternity seems like?I can't stand up & tell it to you straight,You'll never get my point, I don't know if you'll see my view,Or even try to put yourself in my shoes,There's a fear inside of me,A.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1352978/ Remind me how it's like to smile,Remind me how my laugh sounds like,Make me remember how it's like to look into someone's eyes deeply,...& know nothing else matters,Wrap your arms around my waist,So I could know I'm finally safe,Let me slide my hands up your back,& rest my head on your shoul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1351227/ Those three words that you have said mess with my head,Trying to breath,Trying to live without the beat of my heart,...How did I come this far?Three words,Three words simply destroyed my life,They make me who I am right now,It leaves me alive & dead at the same time,Traps me in this place of abu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1350274/ Fake smiles & sarcastic laughs no longer exist,Depression's overcome you,You're pretty much dead inside..Becoming anti-social with cuts on your wrist,Don't want people to worry,Big scenes still occur..Losing things,Losing people,It's too much,Look in a mirror,Take your fist,& shatter that gl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1349721/ Roses wither as you slap her across the face,Bouncing off the walls,Sliding across floors,Chairs,Glass,& hearts broken,You erase her beauty with all your might,...Slit her skin apart...Didn't you say you loved her?Then why are you hitting her?Covered in makeup as she walks in,Sunglasses worn,I c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1347978/ "My last cut,My last drink,My last pill",Says the addict,"No more pain,No more tears,No more sleepless nights,I am done,I want to change myself & my life",Yes,Addict,Yes,Keep saying these lies,Pretty soon,When the world comes down,& you face reality,You'll want to return to your fantasy,Yes,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1347468/ I tried my best, moose. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1346994/ I will figure myself out. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1346462/ The birds sing their sorrows,The trees lose their gentle sway as the wind ceases,Silence fills the air,We come this day to mourn,To grieve,The loss of a being is never easy,And death is always a step closer,But death is part of life,& therefore,Life isn't easy,Sometimes,The strong fall,And somet.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1343863/ You were only seventeen years old,On the street,Just looking for a home,Looking for someone who could understand,Looking for safety from reality..There was this old woman,About eighty years old,She passed by you each & everyday,She would always ask if you were okay,Even give you a few cents..Onl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1343375/ ..And all my nightmares came to life,The sound of my voice disappeared,Blue filling my heart,Pain shows on my face,My mind...I'm not thinking straight,And all these f*****g urges are coming back,Relapse is my option,I know it doesn't have to be,But I can't be cautious,I'm living with regret,I'm livi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1343366/ Lying,Cheating,Stealing,It's naturally apart of us,Drugs, Money,Guns,Greed is powerful,There's no such thing as truth,There is no justice,No one has passion,Nowadays,Everyone's just trying to get by,& they lose the sight to what's really important,Lawyers lie,Doctors kill,Teachers trying to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1340540/ Writer's block. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1340059/ Written to my bestfriend. Sorry it's so bad. I have writer's block. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/WhateverMoonie/1340054/