http://slow.writerscafe.org/Flight2Arizona The original writings of author Trenton Colburn en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776041389 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 sorry if this makes no sense, but each line has meaning to me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1353797/ long distance relationships sux http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1353172/ i fall to hard, my feelings to deep, emotions are a battle, a hill to steep, but i will climb that hill, and i will succeed, for my love for him drags me along, pushing me to keep going, i will lead i say three words and he says them back, he makes my heart flutter with his missing tact .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1353169/ How can i not be judge?how can i ever be forgiven?i am just done, i don't want to keep on livingi want my time to be up, to get out of this life,for me to give up, stop sinning, and give into the knife.i have had enough, i have lived thru so much.i am just done here, should i give in to th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1349485/ i stare at the wall. i want to break through it, i want to crush it... for no reason other than my own pleasure, knowing that i did that. I was the one who crushed it into nothing but powder. i have the power to destroy and kill. These thoughts are sadistic, and i need to clear my head. I met a sadi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1341644/ I am told thinking is not a bad thing, but how is it not a bad thing when you think about your own death, when you think about self inflicted pain.i sit n the doctors office... i hate it here, but i guess being here is a start right? my mom made an appointment for my depression. i hide it so easily... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1341504/ I breath in. I want to hold that breath there forever. Maybe i could die that way.I'm not stupid though. i want to have the will power to end myself, not just let myself die, but be responsible for each part. if i cut my arms i bleed out, i don't force the blood out myself. if i pull the trigger, i .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1341100/ I am working my way thru life like a mazeworking thru problems in a devastating hazei push back those problems, the ones causing fearand i kill myself inside, blood as my tearsI am awake, and i am alive,but i do not want to be, my desires divide.i am scared of the pain,but it can't be more.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1340721/ Kill me now. my secret is out. i am bulimic and now someone knows. i don't want to burden him, and i do not want help, just his support, but that is not possible without bringing him down with me. kill me now. my secret is out. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1340687/ This isn't a typical book, its more like chapters of emotion. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1340129/ this is how i see myself... a way for me to vent http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1340121/ Follow herThis path is not soundMany have been left, most unfoundIt's dangers are many, cold stone surroundsLost i amMy heart loudly poundsIf i am alone, who should come to my aidNo one will come,I will not be savedThoughts wander, panic comes back,A will to live, i start to lackFor i may be alive, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1340109/ The fright of that dark nite, keeps the scars on my arms a fading white.the bumps on my arms, from the chill of the night keeps my bones warm come the dying light,It's when the dark covers my errors and the moon shines low, then i can breath let my emotions show,That is when i smile, when all the g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1340094/ this chapter gives a little bit of background. It does not explain everything, but it says enough to give reader the picture. i figured no one wants to read about the thoughts of a suicidal girl. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1336755/ I have no idea right now what this will be about, so I'll have to go back and revise all of this information http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Flight2Arizona/1336736/