http://slow.writerscafe.org/1Disawsum The original writings of author 1Disawsum en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776026840 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 The worst thing in a person's life is losing your parent. Through death, divorce, or falling apart. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1638523/ I don't know what I was writing! Just so thankful to have a close friend to confide in... trust is the key to a good bond. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1618241/ Many people have asked me what anxiety feels like, the pain, discomfort and the roller-coaster ride of emotions. You will never understand to the extent of how one feels, but I'll try my best to reveal all I can. I have been diagnosed with Generalised Anxiety Disorder for years now, and GAD basicall.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1555111/ It's all we can do. A sad face never helped anybody, but a small smile, a small act of kindness and appreciation towards somebody else, can. Smile! :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1551053/ A black hole in your heart, the constant nervousness in your stomach, the times where you cry for no reason, or over the tiniest of matters... this sickness is debilitating, and I've had enough now. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1508353/ Still in a really depressed, pressured mood. It's been 3 weeks... I hate this mental illness. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1505620/ I've been crying for so long,I feel so forlorn.My eyes are stained red,Dry and heavy to keep open.I've felt like this for so long now,I think I forgot how to smile.The muscles just won't work,Slowly deteriorating, just like me.I envy the girls and boys who areNot confined by pr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1500174/ I've just been feeling overwhelmed with stress, pressure, tests, work, tutoring... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1499715/ This is a song my group made in Elective History.. Based on Jane Seymour, Henry VIII's 3rd wife out of 6 aha thought I'd post the song up here :D The tune is from She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5, enjoy! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1494663/ I hope one day, I'll love myself. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1490815/ So... this is going to kinda be like my own diary online! Hope some of you feel like you can relate to me in a way, any way... enjoy... uh, reading into my thoughts? :p http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1490755/ I sit down at the table,Writing my last letter.Blinking back tears of sadness,But I know,I have to let go.I'm sorry dad, for going so early.You tried, don't ever doubt yourself.It's nothing to do with you,Maybe I was just...Destined.You were the best father I could have,And although I was only with .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1471268/ Is this what you really want? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1471256/ Why do we only help when we realise that the victim will DIE if they don't receive help? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1470071/ This is a poetry book, and my aim for this 'book' is to create lots of poems that all have different meanings behind them. I hope I inspire you! Read and comment if you wish :) 1Disawsum xxx http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1469198/ May be triggering for some. Wishing that Man Haron Monis was not in bail at that time. He never deserved to roam the streets freely.A basic summary. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1457805/ RIP Katrina Dawson and Tori Johnson. Two innocent victims, killed in the 16 hour siege. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1457802/ Has a rhyming scheme! :) What a beautiful, wonderful day... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1446384/ "Yet is it so funny, when you make people suicide?" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1443152/ A close friend, kept her with me, to watch her suicide. Her plans, came to life. These were my thoughts, at the time. Please respect this. xx RIP Elizabeth. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1443146/ I wish I had a family,Not dysfunctional, But one that cares.I wish to have a father,Who does not tolerate violence,Nor support it in any way.I wish to have a mother,Who is her own leader,And is not a follower.I wish to have a sister,Who loves people,For who they are.But I will never get that wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1442685/ Her eyes are black and powerful,Her smile, beautiful.Her hair jet black,Her posture, proud and tall.She tells me to keep going,She is my rock.When the bad days are here,She encourages me.To take one more step,Just one more.You've been doing this for so long,So why quit now?I've been on this road for.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1442150/ The cheerful colours in the girl's room,reflected happiness and carefreeness.But who she really was on the inside,Did not reflect what was shown on the outside.She had problems, traumatic events,That she could never let go of, no matterHow hard she tried, how desperate she fought.So instead of fight.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1438711/ The summer heat,Brandishing us from all crueltyOf the cold, uneventful winter's day.The heat is unbearable,It is 41°C out here.The sun hits our backsLike the burning sensations of a fire felt.Women, dressed in bikinis,Ready to have a tan.Men dressed in board shorts,Ready to hit some waves.Young .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1430774/ Looks like another day in paradise! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1430771/ Swaying though these corridors,Wearing my new Britney Spears perfume,Everybody makes way for me,And my three gorgeous girls.Everybody stares on,I can see the envyBurning in their eyes.They so desperately want to be A part of the most popular group,But they do not know what it's likeBehind the s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1428791/ How I felt. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1424940/ She said her name was Lonely,She attracted it wherever she went,She said her name was Lonely,And lonely, so she was. She stayed indoors at all times,And nobody tried to stopped her.She said her name was Lonely,But she knew she made it herself. She ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1424655/ Inspired by A. B. Facey's autobiography, A Fortunate Life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1421909/ This is more of a rant on a blog than a poem. But there was no option, so... here you go! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1420496/ "Funny, it looks like you just got punched,Maybe if it happened enough to a person,She'll stop feeling it. Personally, I wouldn't know."It's so typical that on the internet,Everyone thinks that all rules are thereTo be broken, and no rules are meant to be thereTo stop the hurt and abuse.So many.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1420192/ A poem on why I write the poems I write. Basically, this explains it all, why i write sad and not happy, emotional etc. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1419627/ I can't believe I'm here,Standing on the one placeI always thought about,But never dreamt of. They always saidThat I'd never make it,If only, They could see me now. My fans,Singing their hearts out with me,My lovers,Gazing at me ador.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1418720/ The darkness scares meWith its mystery and silence.Monsters are hidden,Humans, animals, plants.The light blinds meWith its glaring, probing eyes.The hatred burns me,Shame fills my body up.Falling in love scares me too,Betrayal is worse,Having faith in people,Promises break.The crack in the lies,Trap.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1417928/ The glass never moves, Still lays on the floor, And so does he. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1414111/ Keep them away,Those monsters that hurt us,Those creatures that loom.Keep them away,For they will destroy you,Destroy all of whom you are.Keep them away,Or fear getting betrayed,Fear getting hurt.Keep them away,Or they will behead you,Keep them away,They are all the destroyersOf your mind.Keep them .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1414100/ Lonely lurks in the shadows,Coming into people's livesRuins people, that it strives.Lonely lurks in the shadows,Waiting to pounce On an unsuspecting victim.Lonely lurks in the shadows,JUMPS!I've ruined you forever.Lonely lurks in the shadows,Excited for its next prey,Waiting to see the outcome... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1412835/ Based on a true event. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1411665/ Never. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1411352/ What is my life,If I could describe itIn a few sentences?I'd say happiness,Hurt, anger and betrayal.And of course, writer.My love is music,My hate are humans,And my relationships, broken.Hurt because of humans,Anger because of misunderstandings.Betrayal because I have a broken heart.My love is music.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1411336/ I just mixed and matched the best stanzas of both poems and put them both together. Hope you like it, is this really the best 'hybrid' poem? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1411327/ Staring at the bowl placed in front of my folded arms,I begin to wonder,Can anybody see?Does anybody notice what I doAt the family dinner table?Do they realise my tactics,My distractions, and my lies?The smell is intoxicating,Choking me, strangling me.The air smells stronglyOf sickly sweetness,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1407745/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1402709/ Still at a youngish age, my dream will never be fulfilled. Wishes are made everyday, but why doesn't everybody fulfill them? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1402295/  One day we will never be able to seeThe lovely blue sky in all its glory.One day, we will never be able to seeThe glaring of the sun, the beauty ofthe clouds. One day we will never be able tosmell,The sweet smells of nature, one day,We will never be able to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1402293/ Hey mum, dad, sister and all.I'm not writing this, to sayThe three little words,I'm writing this, just wondering.Where are you? Are you happy In your own separate jail cells,Wasting out your life, waitingFor the freedom that will never come?Where was your family love,When I was a newborn, toddl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1401918/ "If you ever see your family member depressed, ask them: R U OK? One conversation that can change a person's life." The voice-over lady was heard saying."Huh! How stupid are THOSE types of people, hey, Sarah?" My dad retorted, expecting me to answer back."Uh... I have to go outside." I hurriedly exi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1401494/ I see and hear so many people laughing at others who are suicidal or emotionally unstable. Why? It's because they're naive. This is a story based around the lives of a suicidal person, and a naive one http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1401479/ We all lie, and we all believe someone else's words. What we don't know is how well others can lie straight to your face. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1400097/ It hurts, deep down inside of me.It's painful, not sure where it begins,And where it ends.I don't know what else to do,Everything else doesn't work.All I can do is hope, pray and cut.Cut, in an attempt to rid it,Hope, that one day it'll be gone,And pray, that I'll be happy again.What can I do, excep.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/1Disawsum/1398970/