http://slow.writerscafe.org/Dragonflyantbal The original writings of author Tatiana Casali en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775995692 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 MyPoetic Justice. Inmy observation I feel the wind and the rustlings of the trees.Isee the birds in the sky flapping there wings in synchronization.Inthis tree I see it has green leaves with rigid edges.Thebranches are brown and brittle and they are falling apart... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1534339/ Yes, everything that has happened to me as of now.I am broken.people don't seem to care about anyone but themselves.They only care about themselves.They pretend because they have too.Because mom or dad or sister or brother or uncle or grandma and cousins and niece said so.They feel that they are obl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1531037/ The pain in my heart won't seem to subside.The pain lingers on.It lingers and lingers.Deep into my soul.The darkness.It consumes my heart.I need to breathe.I don't want to forget.Who I am.Where I came from.Where I've been and where I'm going.It hurts to remember.To think of you.To feel you in my hea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1522972/ I feel as though I'm living in other people's world and not my own.Everyone one is so angry with themselves and filled with so much hate and regret.They scare me because I am one of them. I know I'm not perfect but I try to do the right thing.Now what? Where do I go from here?Do I follow the wind an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1513877/ So in the beginning, I layed under the stars as I rolled over I saw that Malom wasn't there.I cried deep inside.I cried because I was alone again.I cried because I was empty.I cried because I had to start all over again.I cry because I feel so much all at once that I become numb to the pain.So .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1512286/ Half Of Me.Everything that has happened to me as of now and not in that order.I am broken.People don't give a s**t about anyone but themselves, they pretend to care because they have too. Because mom or dad or sis or bro or uncle or grandma or uncle, niece, cousin said so. Th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1480082/ I'm not exactly sure where I've placed myself in this chapter of my life.Without even consciously knowing about it. What exactly will this lead too?  In which direction will this take me?Do I dislike it?I don't think so.Do I love it?I don't think so either.Then what i suppose is the matter for .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1473077/ I can hear my heart beat. That is how hollow I am inside.It's amazing because I didn't even know I had one. Empty and shattered to fragments scattered across the pavement. Avoided and ignored, walked over and left for trash.I thought all the years that have passed me have been left be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1471482/ I cannot seem to decribe the dexerity of my words. It seems I have misplaced my mind.In this world I have learned many things.And things I wish I didn't.It seems to me that this means nothing. Nothing at all. I'm just a speck in the solar system and beyond.     What doe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1471445/ My memories has been erased. My thoughts have been eradicated. I keep holding on because I am afraid to let go.What if I'm left with nothing but an empty soul?Will you still love me if I am no more?Trapped I am in these lies I hear. I hear sweet words with nothing to fear.I wonder if somet.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1455731/                             Hi, my name is Tatiana and I'm still an addict. I don't know what to feel right now. My mind is racing with thoughts I have no control over. I don't know where I've been and I don't know .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1409701/ When depression hits it feels like your whole world is ending. Like you have nothing to live for, nothing to move you. Your just stuck in the same spot. Feet glued to the floor. The only thing your able to do is look around you and watch people pass you by smiling, laughing, loving. And I'm just her.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1349980/ The longing of pain won't seem to go away. I've  tried everything.From painting a smile on my face knowing that I am dying inside to taking pills.Nothing seems to work.Sometimes I wonder if I should just end it all.Everything around me is just so pointless.I have nothing and I have everyth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1345415/                                                I Am.                                     &.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1344288/ I cover myself up with lies so no one can see me.So I won't be judged.So I won't be ridiculed.So I won't need pills.I don't want them to think I'm crazy.Because I am.I don't want them to think I'm suicidal.Because I am.How can I fight this?How can I move forward if I can't let go?Who will save me th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1344287/  So alone.So lost. So empty.I cannot find my way. Everything is so dark.Please help me?I keep running and running.Something is behind me.Please help me?I can feel it coming closer.I can't seem to breath.The air is becoming thicker.Is their anyone there?Please help me.I can see a dista.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1344285/ . It's all the same s**t everyday.Nothing changes.The same birds.The same people.The same places.The same thing.Except you.You're always changing.One day you love me.The next day you love her. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1344282/ Running in between spaces in time, crossing dimensions lifting planets and finding true love. Trying on shoes and driving cars, flying planes and staying on mars. Selling toys, buying guns and killing boys. Who would have thought that a mere boy could die in hands of a man that is not.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1343931/  Shifting throught the lies, Building star-lit homes only for the blind.  Can you see the love that I have lost? Leaving only but a penny but without a cost. Forgive that I am rude and misused. I only seek but a token of your love . Not even a cent I ask, but just a nug.&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1343929/  How could these walls have fallen between us? Tearing apart our very own heart. Pouring in with all this sadness. Not a sound I hear, not a whisper, not a beat. Did time forget us? Did you? Alot has happened since you went away.  My eyes grew bigger.&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1343925/ In the distance lies a beautiful flower blooming oh so lovely, yearning for my touch. burning a hole in my heart leaving trails of ashes..caressing and embracing my body,  flesh with flesh, parted lips with dancing tongues dancing ever so lightly only seeking the beauty that lies in the abyss o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1343921/ The look of your eyes screaming my name in hunger Finding ways to stimulate pulchritude. Look closer. The way your hair illuminates in the sun. Breathe.  Feel this resonating ache inside of me. Touch. Taste my inner being. Lick. Lay me down with milk.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1343915/                     Out of all the likey things in our vast universe, from the grains on the dirt to the particles in the air. His smile was so unlike the likely. The edges would curve into the most peculiar miniscule painting I had ever layed e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1343913/ I gave you everything I had.My soul.Now you've just gone and left me behind.Forgotton about me.I never forgot you. I hate you so f*****g much.I hope you get what you deserve.I'm in pain.I'm so sad.Because of you I'm afraid of falling in love again. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1343377/ The next thing I know I wake up in this white room. Well, everything around me was white.There was white curtains all around me.My bed was up against the wall.There was a curtain to my left, my right and in front of me.At first I thought where the hell is an exit in this f*****g box?.After gett.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1342588/ Take it as you want. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1342282/ This is a story about a girl named Erica that battles with depression.While evrythng around her crumbles 2 pieces,there is somethng inside her buring with desire 2 b set free from the chains of death. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Dragonflyantbal/1342224/