http://slow.writerscafe.org/LaceyNicole98 The original writings of author Lacey en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776009958 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I hear it.I hear it ever so faintly."Tap"........"Tap"................"Tap"I shrug it off likes it's nothing.Ignoring the sound.Time passes and I can hear it again."Knock".........."Knock"....................."Knock"Hesitant,I look towards the door. Debating what's on the other side.But, trepid.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/2096676/ I lack inspiration,Motivation,And information. I have no clue what’s wrong with me. Why, I can’t seem to get a grip. Deep down in angers me. I’m so mad at myself. I can’t let go. I can’t move on. I can’t forgive. I can’t dream. And I ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/2030606/ I hate the dark.I always have and I always will.I don’t think that I’m necessarily afraid of the darknessitself, but instead afraid of what’s lurking in the mysterious shadows.The things you can’t see, feel, smell, or hear but somehow managesto cause every one.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1985143/ Yellow morning star: How far are thou? I see your glow, Out in the open seaI feel your warmth,Through the summer leaved trees I hear your cry,Over the valley hills But I do not know how far thou areCome to me:Yellow morning starI stand aloneWaiting for.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1985141/ Times in my life Isuppose,Weren’t always assimple as they appeared.At six years old Ireally didn’t understand much of what was happening around me. I struggled tounderstand Struggled to wrap mychild-like mind around you. I used to sit aloneunder our really.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1985140/ Time heals everythingIs a cruel jokeThere are things inthis life That just doesn’tfade away It’s embedded An un-healing scarDeep in your mindSurfacing when triggeredPTSDFlashbacks Nightmares ParanoiaPain is a prisonUnable to escap.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1985137/ Even though youcaused us pain.I still always sawthe good in you.I wanted nothing morethan to be “Daddy’s LittleGirl.”I fought for thattitle for years.Never really seeingthe true cost of it.Looking back I nowunderstand the price of wanting to be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1985128/ She was beautiful youknow.She was strong andfree spirited.She had a fireburning in her soul that was intoxicating and amazingAll at the same time.Her smile could lightup the entire room.Her laugh could warmthe coldest heart.She was a Mother A WifeA nurturer .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1985127/ Fa·ther·hood,Noun,The state of being afather. Fa·ther,Noun,A man who gives careand protection to someone or something.Dad,Noun,One’s father.Dad·dy,Noun,The oldest, best, orbiggest example of something.Sperm Donor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1985126/ Six years old I looked into your all's baby green eyes.And I fell in love instantly,Even though you made me a middle child. Throughout the years we have fought and argued,and yet I have never felt a stronger bond. As the years continue to go on I watch as you all grow into such beauti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1966256/ Dear Dad, I am so angry at you.I have tried everything in my power to have a relationship with you,but you never stop fighting me on it. I have loved you through all your flaws.Yet you refuse to love me in return. I have forgave you time and time again.And you just keep hurting me.You.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1964652/ Deep;Dark;Deadly;You haunt my dreams.Destructive;Dangerous;Devil;You make my skin crawl.Daring;Defective;Demon;You're slowly killing me.Dead;Decaying;Daughter;You destroyed me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1950105/ You have the bluest eyes I have ever seenThe very moment I looked into them I feel in love They're filled with an intensity that I couldn't withstandJust by looking in your eyes I can see the kind of man you areI can see a man who is kind hearted and generous,A man who is forgiving and patient,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1931090/ I see youcreepily crawl across my mindunable to squash youI keep you caged in a secret compartment and try to forget the pain you causebut, some days you escape and haunt my precious memories poisoning my mood and happiness until I can finally push you back into your compartment&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1920241/ My greatest dreamechos in the back of my mindhow do I succeed at something that seems so far out of reach?my world is rapidly changing and i can't keep up fear and excitement pulse through me my heart won't slow and my brain won't think I know your supposed to think with you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1918365/ Electric pulse pumping pumping through my skin When you brush your hand along me millions of words rush through my mind when you kiss me softly and tenderlyI can't stand what you do to meyou pull me in with your deep blue eyes and I can't stand to watch you leave mama s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1917995/ A flock of evil crows stare down on me I can sense the power of judgement in their beady eyes Afraid to move or speak I stand in silenceIf only they could see the real me underneath They would see that there’s more to me than the color of mydarker complexion They would se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1917985/ The clock ticks in time with my beating heart Every second that passes by I die a little more insideHow do you accomplish all your hopes and dreamsWhen your mind tells you nothing matters?How do you get to the point you feel like you want to die, But your mind tells you that you want to li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1913250/ Colors fading to black Punctured lung Unable to breath Unable to speak I reach to grasp a hold of something:AnythingUnable to succeed I lay motionless on the cool groundAnd stare into the black abyssAnd slowly fade to nothing  Wondering why nobody saw meNobody saw me sufferi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1905486/ In the middle of the road, I layI stare at the dark skyand watch the rain slowly fall on methis is the life I leadnever able to depend on anyone, but methey meant everything to me but a fool I will always be to honestly believe that they cared about methere is no one who can put me back to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1881922/ Dark cold bloodFlowing down my skinRich and deep The pain never endsFading in and out Of the world That caused all my sorrowLife:Escaping my prisonLeaving me alone to disappearFrom this dark cold worldTo never return to the placeI once called home... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1743665/ I missed you I missed you while we knocked on doorsand they placed candy in my bagI missed you while I sang in the riserssearching for you in the crowdI missed you when I played my trumpetand when I played my flutewhen the everyone cheered… but not youI missed you when I m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1743662/ Payback in a form that we don't control It gives you what you deserveit shows no mercy and never holds back it doesn't care if your "sorry" it doesn't care if you "didn't mean it"this form of payback is cruel it's an eye for an eye a leg for a leg a heart for a heart it dishes out punishments e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1546727/ Young and small two little girls danced around a room laughter in the aira moment of grace a beauty a moment of love a moment to never forget but.. you forgotTwo girls sit on a bed arms wrapped around tighttears in their eyes yelling everywhere echoing through the house a moment of anger and sadness.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1519163/ To my sister http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1519143/ I smile as I look in your eyes because I had found the love of my lifeand this I believe though we are only 15 and people say were too young to know for sure I know we were meant to bewe go so well together better than anyone will ever understand though we fight and feel like were dyi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1391880/ I stand in front of you and you look right through me like I'm nothing I try to speak to you but you don't hear me I start to cry but you don't hear my cryI fall to the ground realizing it happened again I let down my walls I opened my heart and I let someone in I showed them my tears of weakne.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1388191/ Unpure and uncleanI stumble around this corrupt worldchained down by my sins unable to escape falling into temptation over and over againtrying to fill an empty in my heart unable to succeed then one day a man claiming to be king claimed to loved me he said he forgave me he said I would have ev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1378943/ Struck right in the heart all four chambers shook with lifeknocked me to the ground made me feel something I have never felt before opened my eyes to the light turned my head to right finally finding something that is right someone who will hold me tight and love me through all the fights and sleepl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1378688/ She's unique simple and beautifulshe smile's even though her heart is brokenshe try's to be the good in everyone's day until the point she's about to break from all her individual pain that she ignored just for that stranger to smile when she look's in the mirror she sees brown eyes tired and sadlon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1364167/ A young girl deeply in love but took it to drastic measures..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1363992/ Two sisters once close but slowly drifting apart http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1363607/ I'm gone gone forever I'm never coming backno matter how many times you wine and cry and say your sorryI'm not falling for it your a liar A BIG FAT LIERyou would sit there and hurt me everyday it was a never ending cycleyou took my fears and used them against meyou took my flaws and shoved them in m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1344539/ I look aroundand see girls all around methey all have someone standing beside themholding there hand picking them up when they falland kissing there boo boo's but when I look at my side I see no one but how can that beall the other girls have their supermanso where's my superman has he flown away to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LaceyNicole98/1344526/