http://slow.writerscafe.org/weldon4 The original writings of author Amber Weldon en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776067562 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 How did I fall short of my own  illusion?skipped the beginning and ending to draw my own conclusionA fantasy world of lies and confusionI would have given anything to keep it.. like an addictionMy heart wells with intense confliction torn between reality and the world of my own.Inevitable .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/weldon4/1352657/ My heart doesn't play by the rulesIt pretends to love and gets the best of foolsIt never wants to hold on too tightbecause that would mean it would have to fightto not get broken again.I never used to be this wayoh I would love so recklessly give everything I had just to pleasebut when push cam.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/weldon4/1352313/ You make me feel invinciblelike my heart was unbreakablelike a ship that is unsinkable Like there is no battle I couldn't winYou words seem so believablelike my sanity was still redeemable like anything is achievable I just have to believeYour touch feels so incredibleLike my skin was.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/weldon4/1351720/ A heaviness clouds my mindmy heart shivers with anticipationthe inability to foresee what is to comehas been making me crazyA flame on a matchthe sweet toxin of cigarette smokefills my lungs with a calmnessleaving the worst kind of perfumeThere is no origin for this feelingno way to ease itfor how c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/weldon4/1350798/ I can feel it moveas if it were a living thingtaking hold of my bodyMy heart beast faster, FASTERpulsing blood rushesmy head POUNDINGswirling spinning"you are going to die""your heart is sure to fail""you are going mad" Thoughts with no controleager to maintain the panicShould I let is tak.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/weldon4/1350042/ Trembling handsGentle touchMeant without feelingYet I feel so much.Twirling tongues Greedy eyesI can feel everythingEven his lies"Don't let yourself feel"I chant in my mindHe can't love youHes not yours to findMy heart breaksAs I let him steal it.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/weldon4/1350035/ A mind of it's own it owns the heartTugs on the strings of emotionTo my ex, we were damned from the start http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/weldon4/1349775/ In the dark I am vulnerable,bind and trembling.Memories of the pasttake a hold of me,haunting my dreams.Back to being little,a blood stained nightgowna broken whisky bottle on the floor.My mind hallucinates my reality,shadows pass over the black.Heart pounds in my ear,I fumble for some lightI feel t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/weldon4/1349594/ We alone are one of many,Spread across a worldOf vast diversity.Connected by an unseen bond,Beautiful creationsOf one superior entity.Far above in the heavens,The stars give off their light.We are not so different from them.So many it is impossible to countBut the moon watches them allGreat guardian.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/weldon4/1349593/ Can you forgive me?For all my poor decisionsEven with my broken heart,my heavily clouded mind.Am I redeemable?Even if I am a broken record,continuously playing failure,desperate to move forward.Am I a lost cause?A forgotten soul,too damaged to mendtoo tainted to want.I am unworthy.However I am alive.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/weldon4/1349588/