http://slow.writerscafe.org/GabbyNieves40 The original writings of author Gabby Nieves en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776022532 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 So I made this 10 page zine titled "A Love Affair With the Devil" ft. 5 poems and a prologue that's not on writer's cafe, and I'm giving them away so message me if you're interested! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1814025/ How have you been?If only you could see me now,I'm happy, you knowand you were wrong,keeping quiet never made it any betterIt was never "okay"when you'd tell me to sit stilland shut off my mindThose rough hands wrapped around my waist,pulling me in,drawing me downtown-Stop-I'm breathing heavy now-pl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1814009/ you have no idea how much I love you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1812330/ @justinAvan http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1810142/ my future is filled with severed promisesdashing into the night sky,filling me up in all the ways you used tothe different air,new facesall so inspiring. i am a product of distance felt when closing in,the end has come and wentand now i feel nothing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1810138/ nothing more terrible. nothing more true.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1791947/ Something I wrote a while ago but since I haven't posted a f*****g thing in like months here you go.. you being whoever is possibly still reading..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1791887/ We danced under purple sunsetsPalm trees reflected in your gaze,The smokers pull, pulled heavyfilling my lungs to the brim with giving in. Half alive,The other half gone in the windalong with the ash from the last hitFruit juice dripped from your chin,fresh innocencewide eyedli.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1713106/ I am the baby's first breath,The leap into foreverbeyond the windowsill,past the curtains and into the rose garden http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1713099/ Cryptic nights dancing on water like Disney on ice,He's an alligator, and I'm a bigger alligatora hungry onelooking for bloodEspecially his heartThe breeze ignites my skin in power,The only worry I have is going away-My only desire is to escape Life is such a funny mess,too b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1713092/ Ashes to AshesEngulfing in flamesDeath and Birthspewing from the open woundsThe open window where you stand,Long nightswashing away the pain of yesterdayNo tomorrow lay beyond the curtainswaving past your cheeks,your bones,heart and soul.Drop the facewhere eyes once wereC.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1713082/ Nothing left to blame on meI take all the credit for ruining us, and everythingMy heart has been drained of all the loveThere's nothing left to giveexcept forgivenessI'm sorry for taking away your potentialI don't care if it doesn't work that way,or doesn't make senseForgive me for.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1706008/ You could drag me through HellI still hope every car that passes is yours as long as you let me in I'll be under your spellcut me up insidethrow me in the fire I'll be yours until you don't want me fallen deep, fallen hard hypnotized by all you aredrag me through HellI'll still .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1706006/ Suit yourself if all you need is peripheral visionand daylight Lie to me Die for me numb yourselfor suffer in silence speak through soil stain me in your favorite colour so here I'll stay in the Heaven of your existe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1706001/ These doors inside my heartRelentless in painThe celestial beginnings to almost anythingWhat was missing?Where did we go?Racing against a trainJust a little closer to heavenThe intake of smokeThe release of pointlessnessIt's these clouds again,lingering on throughout each day L.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1705995/ It was that same smell of cigarettes that ignited my inspiration to write again. I could picture the tiny bits of ash that would pile up on the ground as he tapped at my mind and inhaled every word I've ever spoken.The singeing of secrets and memories better left wrapped in paper lay empty between.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1673823/ I probably have nothing good to saytodaybut the day has barely just beguninspiration from a sad time,why do I miss it so much?it's been weeks since I've visited this part of meI long to feel the despair againI still dream of escaping myselfthough there's not much to get away from the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1673093/ You come in and tell me who I amand where I'm supposed to be and all these opinions pointed to the lesseryou say love is permanent and this pain is only temporaryit'll get better one day but one day turns to somedayand the care you once felt has vanishedin the words you held so high.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1647058/ oh, what I'd give to just stop existing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1643120/ I haven't been writing to feel closer to youI'm just waiting to exist againin the beating of your heartanything's nothing for us to heal,I lie open on this floorwondering if you're dreaming of me now.you watch closely for my breathingand sync yourself beneath my skin I wish we could .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1640427/ her skin painted finely dim, these shadows know no bodies http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1624628/ Reflections of your red cheeks,stop lightsDistant memories dancing all aroundThe paleness of your skin pressed against mine,though it's been months since we've touchedAsphyxiated on your emptiness The flow of bloodThat's what I wanted,To exist against the skyBoats crashing into tidal waves&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1617735/ If I'm a sinner, you must stand by Heaven's doorThe cold has come long ways Days passing with the drugs on my tongueFading into delicious gloryA feeling where control is ashed Gardens begin to grow inside my mind Thoughts ignite from the rotteness Cemeteries sprout life in pink a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1617733/ If you see my words,hear me outI am the embodiment of brokenThe strips of skin glued all over,just a mask now.Send me off,say goodbyeIf I slit my throatIf I got away,where were you?The windows are open at the factorywhere people are madeOne by one,The embodiment of Fate.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1606504/ mundane train ridesexhaustion finds a home on the many strangers facesthe lack of trust sweeping from seat to seatall the worry and hurt could cut through the air just a mundane train rideits 7:30 AM and I'm trying to forget how much you hate who I am how I can't change to please you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1593677/ I didn't feel sickstaring through the windowat everyone livingBut I've missed you,you knowWatching as the sunpaints emotion on the skyI sit and waituntil it catches up with my moodit's a waste of timetrying to close my eyes,or look awayYou must not seethat you're the lucky .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1590345/ How can I exist outside of myself?Watching as the humanswalk like ants,helplessly fallingI'm in a state of panicHoping to forget,only to read the words in a few months againEveryday is another suffocationput on holdWhy am I so f*****g dramatic? Yesterday has come and goneand it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1590340/ Most of us are living to forget, running from ourselvesin an attempt to feel somethingI'd fix you if I could,make you feel I knew howTo inspire,To loveDrown the deserts in your mindthat only exist in painThe taste of copper,blood stained skinIf I knew how to be anything but emp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1590280/ Maybe I'm no good at thisAnd no one knows where we end upBut I'd replace the windWith veinsTo illuminate the skyFor you to feel less emptyPump the loss,And pain,And lonelinessThrough my armsSo you wouldn't be aloneNo one has ever attemptedTo shed themselvesBut you can take .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1590272/ Shower me in love,dirty, fake lovethe 2 AM missed callthe drinks the lonelinessthese cloudsthey lack inspirationfloating around all dayas if life lasted foreverdripping words like rain cold,heartlessit doesn't mean a thingyou've been sitting in the skyfor much too long .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1590264/ I'm sorry I'm not what you thought I wasand if it makes you feel betterI'll start wearing colour againit's just, I've been feeling so terrible thesepast few monthsand I can't help thinkingyou don't see how my body wakes up aloneand spends everyday fading into this nothingness I've cr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1589549/ It was an unusual painlike the kind you don't mind feelingembracing life in the windas fast as you could forget everything happening outside of that momentsomething about the waves,the sandthe starssomething about the vibrations the lights tracing your handsI'd turn the sky inside .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1564616/ Alone with nature,The forces that water usas we walk,blinded by societal recreationand petty issuesThe soothing soundsof the ocean's wavesand cascades of breezeskissing the branchesAlone//Free http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1560713/ Did you happen to feel the wind leaving your lungsAs you exhaled your very last breath?The moments you let pass byAnd the people who slipped awayDid you feel all you could,Or anything at all?When the earth consumed your soulDid it consume your regret too?The sadness you tucked awayUnderneath yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1544667/ Lost in the softness of the sky Waves crashing up on the beachAnd washing away the remains of youHeat stinging my backBringing me to lifeI could feel my heart beating Pathetically embracing emotionYou never had any idea of what I amTurquoise dreams Deep blue desires Drowning into.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1540893/ Soulless desires Impeding connectionFor erotic fleshPassion,Have you lost all passion?Oversexualized youthDesensitized corruption The glass lay shattered under my feetIntimacy wiped away In the condensation of LustThis is,And always will beThe foundation that built my depression  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1540727/ Cursed Being too emotional And too emotionless Unknown to the middle Easy to blameNot caring at allOr caring too much Wasted time Trying to find balance I'd kill myselfSo you can live happyAll this pain Meant to be felt Hurting myselfTo feelTo feel againW.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1537450/ Another one written with Jack Kennedy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1534395/ It's hard to explainThe way the clouds can change my moodAnd I don't blame you For thinking I could be Anything but rottenGo ahead, pull the triggerWhat are you waiting for?Sifting through meadows Blades of grass piercing my skinAs I dream of those clouds Cotton filled promises&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1532923/ Carelessly in love, Belonging to no one, Mad with Freedom http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1531661/ What happened to me?When did I become so used to disappointment?Accepting fake love And blaming myself to pass the timePosting up my lifeNakedAshamed Are you all happy now?Can't cryWon't cryI'd die if it wasn't for youGiving up on airMind made up on curtains Red ringsWhite bones .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1525847/ Able to understand the pathWe so inevitably walkNobody said it was a good thingTo be so enlightened I know you feel the same as me tonightAnd I wish you never would There's something I haven't realized About my sadness It's a virus Of self destruction And you feed off m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1525837/ A poem I wrote with Jack Kennedy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1522396/ If it helps We can leave townDrive to the end of monotony And free the burden of our darkness,Escape the shadows that have consumed our creativity.Writing this now it feels I've been missing a part of meI thought was caged and locked away When he leftSomething's been killing me since .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1520059/ The ceremony rises As Pink, blue, and white creamSmear across the canvasBefore the righteous read their script I'll have died three timesOrchids, Lilies, and carnationsCover the black bookAnd as the tears turn to stoneI'll be buried six feet underThe crowd takes their seats And m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1511394/ Do you rememberThe color she put in your grey mind?The prints of neon lights sliding off her cheeksAs you drove through the nightDo you miss The thoughts she gave you?The life she breathed you?As the lights now trace your fingers On the steering wheelDo you wish Things were different?--Back in 87'Wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1509925/ Dawn comes rolling inLike the exhale of your cigarette My legs begin to feel weak,Held up by the broken glass From the bowl you threw across the kitchen Crunching under my toesMy head is overcome by the dizzinessOf the Earth spinning on it's AxisEveryday seeming like the lastTrapped in the vast empt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1501727/ It's frustrating Cause when I close my eyes All I can see is darknessAn eternity of nothingMy family isn't thereYou aren't there I'm all alone with this feelingAnd still in this dark My soul is completely aware It feels like I'm flying for just a moment,BlindlyThrough a town of culture and love All .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1501718/ I won't lie and say everything's alright When inside I feel deadWhat's the point of existing If there is no cure?No end to the numbness The detachment from myself She said it would take a whileThrowing words with blank meanings Missed calls No feelingsWith nothing left You want me to love,Expect me .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1501710/ There's a stream of blood like a riverFlowing softly down hill and past my anklesHeart beating like the tide hitting shoreAnd controlled by the balance of the Ticking clock hanging on my wallSweeping into the next minute,Next hour of my lonely existenceThe breath of the past flying out.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/GabbyNieves40/1480206/