http://slow.writerscafe.org/RowenaSlade The original writings of author Rowena Slade en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776001501 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 BloodBloodBloodDripDripDripMy armDrainsOf bloodDripDripDripIt's gettingHarderTo breathBloodBloodBloodDripDripDripThe worldIs gettingDarkDripDripDripMy bodyIs goingLimpBloodBloodBloodDripDripDripMy heartStoppedBeatingDripDripDripMy bodyIsDryBloodBloodBloodDripDripDripIAmDead http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1398701/ Hide.Hide form the light.Hide from people.Hide deep within yourself.They can't find you.No.Not ever.If they doThey'll hurt you.Don't let them see you.Pretend to be happy,Laugh,Smile,Act nice,Act like you care.Hide who you are,What you've done,Where you've been.They can never know,You can never tell... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373978/ We've been beaten to a pulpAnd thrown aside by life.We've hung onTo all the wrong thingsJust to keep going.But now we have each other,And we're good for each other.Unlike the other things,We don't numb each other.Instead,We make each other feel.And that feeling,It's so amazingIt's addicting.We're ea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373972/ I used to thinkI hated you for hurting me.That's not entirely true.I hate youFor hurting that innocentFive year old girl,Who used to idle you.For taking advantage of her innocents,And using it against herFor your own sick needs.For taking her innocence away,Before she ever got to enjoy it.I hate you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373966/ RunDon't look back.Just keep going.Get away from people.Get away from life.Maybe you'll be safe.Maybe you'll be happy.Stay isolated.That wayYou can't hurt people.That wayThey can't hurt you.Stay silent,Or they'll find you.Shhh...Honey,Don't worry.They can't reach you here.Shut your eyes.Don't watch .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373743/ Why do you do this?You know it's wrong.You know it's stupid.So why do it?It makes everything worse,Never makes it better.Yet you do it,Everyday.I don't understand.It's pointless.It's idiotic.It pisses me off.There's no good reason for it.You lie about it.You say you didn't do it.You say you're sorry.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373738/ Please kill me.Just get it over with.I'm tiered of the pain,The loneliness,The emptiness,The yelling,They fighting.This life isn't worth it.It's pointless to go on.No one cares.No one understands.They all turn their backs.I'm so broken,I don't think I'll ever recover.So please,Just kill me.Don't dra.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373732/ No...NO.NOO!!!!!PLEASE!PLEASE STOP!!!No matter what I screamed,You never stopped.You toned me outAnd did what you pleased.You're a selfish,Lying,Sadistic b*****d.You will pay.Whether in this life,Or the next.You will suffer.I'll make sure of that.You won't get away with this.None of you will.While y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373728/ The pain won't leave.It's always there.It's too much.It's overpowering me.It's apart of me.It is me.I am pain.I am never good.It's all I bring people.It's all I am.That's all life is.Life is pain.It will never end.It will follow me,And stalk meUntil it's bored.Then it will end me.This pain will kill.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373724/ Hope?Faith?Ha!They're a joke.They don't exist.They're lies.Hope and faithBring nothing but pain.You hope for change,It never comes.You hope for life,Here comes death.You hope for death,It comes to life.You can hope all you wantBut it never really works.Faith isn't any better.You have faith in someon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373721/ Shoot me down.Call me dead.This life is worthless.It has no end.I want to die.The is no point.Death is life.Life is death.It's a cycle.It never ends,And never will.It's a black,Dark hole.It goes on forever.I want it to end.I want to die.But I can't.I won't.I want to give up,But where would that get .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373718/ It was going good,We were happy.It was the best it ever was...But then it was gone.Drugs and alcohol,They destroyed everything,Happiness,People,Families,Relationships.It wipes them out.It did before,It will again.I want them gone,Destroyed forever.They don't help.They just hurt.Why can't people real.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373716/ They're everywhere.They follow me.They stalk me.They haunt me.They won't leave me alone.Everywhere I lookThey're there.Will they ever go away?Will they ever leave me aloneAnd let me live my life?No,They won't.They're tearing me apart.I'm going insane.I'm not talking aboutAnything you can see.I'm tal.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373540/ You ask how I'm feeling,But how can I explain.There's too many feelings to count.So I'll tell youWhat you want to hear,Even though I'm a confused messThat's slowly dying inside.You probably don't care anyways,So why should I tell you?You don't care that I'm confused,Pained,Depressed,Sad,Angry,H.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373533/ Who am I?Why am I here?God doesn't care.So why should I?Maybe I should end it.Take downThe people that hurt meAnd afterwardsDestroy myself as well.Maybe I should.MaybeThe worldWould be a better placeWithout them,Without me.MaybeI wouldn't be missed.MaybeI'd finally be happy.Maybe I will leave this w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1373166/ God?Hello?Are you there?I guess not.Then againYou never were.I've ran out of hope.I've ran out of faith.I've forgotten how to laugh.Do you help?Of course not.You turn your back,Leave me for dead.When I'm lost,Or hurt,You said you'd be there.You lied.My life is hell.Do you care?No.You never did.But w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372874/ There's this painDeep inside me.An uncontrollableIndescribableUnforgivablePain.It's always been with meAnd will stay with meUntil the end.I've tried to stop it,But the more I tryThe worse it gets.The only wayTo manage the pain insideIs to cause pain on the outside.Because of thisI will forever have .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372812/ I am cold.I am feared.I'm the tasteOf sweet relief.I'm the punishmentFor a crime.You can't run from me.You can't hide from me.I cause tears.I cause pain.I cause depression.I cause joy.I am great,Yet evil.I am bright as day,But dark as night.I don't careIf you're strong,Weak,Poor,Rich,Man,Woman,Black.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372803/ I can't get you out of my head.You're like my favorite songThat won't stop playing.I want it to stop.But the thought of you,It's so sweetI don't want it to stop.But I know the longer you're in my headThe longer it will hurt.I wish we hadn't ended.I wish you hadn't left.When I was with youI was happy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372800/ Most people thinkDepression is no big deal.They think it's a joke.Depression is a big deal.It's like a black hole.It consumes you,It surrounds you,It won't let you go.It haunts you,Stalks you,Makes you do thingsYou'll always regret.It can manipulate you,Make you drop to your kneesAnd beg for deathSo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372673/ I look to my left.I look to my right.I start to panic.They're all around me.I can't stop them.They creep their wayInside my head.It's so painful.I can't stand it.Please...Someone,Anyone,Help me.Please make them stop.I'm on my kneesBegging you.I can't take it any longer.Instead of helpingYou laugh an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372577/ People think I'm happy.They think I'm proud.They think I love life.They couldn't be more wrong.The real me,The hidden meIs depressedAnd scared.I hope and prayThat I'll just dieAnd wither away.For this lifeHas hurt and tortured me.I can't take it any longer.I'm scaredIf I let people see the real meTh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372318/ That's it.I'm done...I'm done fightingEvery secondOf every dayTo simply stay alive.I'm doneWaking up in the morningAnd forcing a smileFor everyone to see.I'm done letting everybodyWalk all over me.I'm doneSitting hereThinking of the pain I'm in.So here it is,My final goodbye...To everythingAnd every.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372317/ Is it crazy,When all you want to doEvery dayIs be with that one personYou love with all your heart?Is it crazy,When all you doEvery dayIs think aboutThat one personThat putsThe biggest smile on your face?Is it crazywhen you look at that personAnd all you want to doIs run into their arms?Then call me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372312/ I'm sorry.I did it again.I wish I could stop,But I don't know how.This addiction,It's taken over me.It's taken over my life.I hate it.I want it to stop.I want itTo just leave me alone.But it won't...I'm scared to let you know.It would beThe third timeI let you downBroke a promiseAnd lied to you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372305/ I look at you.You look at me.I freeze solid,From the fear running through me.I don't know what to do,What to say,Or even what to think.So I just turnAnd head back to my friends.But you're still thereWatching me.I hope and prayYou'll just go away.So I don't have to hideOr stand thereAshamed and scare.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372156/ As I walk in the hallway,Painful thoughts enter my brain,And I struggleTo block them out.Then I see you,And my mind goes blank.Just looking at you,At your amazing smile,Takes it all away.All the darknessThat once consumed meHas now set me free.Your smileIt's like magic.It takes away the pain,The dar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372153/ I promised I would stop.I promised I would quit.But yet,Here I sit.Seven months laterHolding and feeling the knife I usedSo many times beforeTo puncture my skinAnd watch the bloodSlowly seep through the slit.What is it aboutThe sharp sting you feelWhen the knifeSlices through your skinThat can make .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1372151/ I look at you,Your sparkling eyes,Your bright smile,Your amazing laugh.The way you touch me,It's strongBut gentile.Your voiceIt's deep and roughBut sweet and loving.Everything about you,It's just perfect.I can't get over it.You're like an addiction.You're always on my mind.I crave youDay and night.W.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1371891/ When most people look at you,All they see is another person.When I look at you,I see a strongIndependent womanWho's as stubborn as a horseAnd won't go down without a fight.But now I'm sitting here,By your sideIn a hospitalWhile you're struggling to liveAnd there's nothingI can do about it.I feel so .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1371120/ They say that,If you look into someone's' eyesYou can see their souls.But if you look into mine,They're hollow,Empty.I've seen too muchfor someone so young.It's turned me hard and coldDon't judge meIf I'm not always smiling.Don't judge meIf my face is always serious.My heart has turned to steal.The .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1370902/ In this world,There's hateEvery where we look.But when I look at you,All that hate disappearsAnd love takes it's place.It's such an amazing feelingI never want it to leave.No matter whatNo oneCould ever take your place.You're the most amazingand perfect guyI've ever met.I love you so much.I hopeI'll.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1370898/ People say,It's just the past.People say,They're just memories.They don't realizeThat pastAnd those memories,Shot a holeThrough my heartHeadAnd soul.The three biggest thingsThat make up a personNo longerExist within me.I tryTo force myself to be happy.But from now on,I'm just going to be me.The real.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1370895/ I put my hand up.I try to reach heaven.But it's too far away.So I put my arm down.I realize I wont see youFor a very long time.I miss you so much.It's hard to stand this lifeWithout you here.We had so many plans.But then you diedIn a blink of an eye.I'm sorry you felt the needto overdose on oxycodon.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1369232/ You said you loved me.You said you cared.Then you dumped me.Like I'm just air.So you know whatI'm done with this.I'm done with you.When it comes to loveWe're through.You wanted to see me happy,But instead you see me cry.One dayI'll be over you.One dayI'll be free.But right nowMy heart still hurts.Ri.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1368967/ When you look at meYou see a shy,Happy person.But look deep into my eyes.Look at who I really am.I am a girl in pain.A girl who lost her way.I used to think,There where no angels.I used to think,No on cared.But now I realizeThey have been there.All around me.But I push them away,So they gave up.But .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1368929/ I look up at the skyI see God's faceI ask him why?Why wont you help me?Why don't you care?But I hear no answer.So I go to my roomand I think.I think of my past,the people that hurt me.I say in my head,look at what you did to melook at the pattern of my scars.What?Don't you like them?You helped .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1368748/ I just want to be skinnyI just want to be perfect//////////////////////////////////////I'm going to start a dietOf only 1200 calorieIt'll be easyI'll be fineI'll only lose a couple pounds • • •Hi there!I'm AnaWe're gunna be great friendsI'll hel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/RowenaSlade/1366845/