http://slow.writerscafe.org/blackmermaid The original writings of author Azure en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776013758 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 is it so bad to want it? to crave it with every fiber of your being ?the  shared laughsthe inside jokesthe sudden kissesspoken wishesthe acceptance of anothera lifelong partnera comfort on dark days a shoulder through the rain  a ray of light on sunny days  a warm .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/2013263/  her heart is poundingher brain is churningthe fear is expandingteetering on the edge of falling and running He said he wasn't ready but she wasshe thought she could make him readybut WAS she?she over analyzeshe cant help it my past has her  traumatizedshe tries to hide the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/2013260/ Feeling too much yet not enoughI always end up grasping for moredrowning every time I hit the shore I hate that I need it know that I want it so desperate I crave it.It's like I can't even think cant' even breathe unless  your knifes digging inme I hate how it heals, love ho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1792010/ Once upon a time you were my savior now its my turn to save yayou keep digging  your knife in my back but i still come crawling back i love the way it hurts me but i hate it when you leave me keep cutting my wrist ill just pull  you in for a kisskeep stabbing my back i'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1792000/ You’ll take the pain and  the pleasure against these feelings, nothing can measureHold it in your heart  make it your treasure its what I desire what I  requireI'll  break you but know that I love youI'll hurt you and I'll always heal youI'll kill you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1528840/ breathe in breathe out I gotta find a way to heal the pain somehow fragile strangercrippled anger the more i die the more it grows stronger i’m painfully shymy scars i hide until you stop making me crybreathe in breathe outi gotta find releas.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1522195/ Fighting depressionshe’s somewhat a typical girl kind, sweet, little sassy. she’s even a hostess at a restaurant she unconsciously puts just about everyone above her own needs thoughts and wants Everyone sees her as hard-working, mature, a role model  a young woman with a bright fut.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1522137/ I see the way your looking at me  and  I know  everything you say is just to mess with my mentality you don't want me you don't you see meall you want is my body all you see is my bodyyet knowing this i keep running back to you like i have .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1522131/ I met you in the fall and like the autumn leaves I soon began to fallI built  a no love  wall only for it to crumble when you callwe played the silly games of cat and mouse  until one day I gave in to the flame but I was just I game and I got played  al.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1505002/ An almost forgotten little girl  torn apart by this cold cruel worldsoon began to think “ i don’t want everyone to forget about me”and so she soon began to dream she a dreamt a dream so bigshe was soon consumed by it. a dream starring a char.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1477768/ she’s cold alone and numbshe hide so far inside she cannot come outuntil night when the numbing pain makes her come undoneshe cries screams and shoutsbegging for the blissful releasefound when the blade  slides against her skin spilling blood on the sheetsthe p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1471633/ I was made to finish his duet that someone made for meI just haven't met him yet so forgive me if I sing along to your melodyi’m looking for the one that makes the world  stopthe one that makes me heart beat fastthe one who can  put my love.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1460823/ Everyone has their own escape from pain their own little faults that keep them sanesome pop pills hoping of  wanting the happiness it brings to lastsome cut   loving how the numbness spreads so fastsome drink their  thoughts away loving the feeling of silence.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1452756/ Would you ever think of me if i died?would you reminisce late at night you never seemed to care you were never ever there you don’t know my fearsand the reason for my tears would you even remember me if i died?would you tell  my stories unti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1452736/ a toddlers love/ need to help those in pain http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1452735/ In a world where aliens are real a young child was gifted with four very strange animals who arent exactly what they seem read on and follow them in their journey to say "yes to love" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1452394/ I miss  the warm sometimes hot breeze on my skinI miss the feeling of freedom withinI miss the fast paced patoi we spokeI miss the feeling my country evokesI miss the treats my family madeI miss my mother as even now my memories of her fadesI miss the accent i .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1451961/ "Iris" he said huskily  a she kissed her "mmm" she moaned arching towards him  he kissed his way down her naked body before stopping at the part between her thighs  iris blushed before closing her legs slightly " do... don't stare"  she stuttered slightly  Alex smiled cockil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1449804/ Iris Alissa Masters is a nymphomaniac, and what this means is She crave's sex constantly but you see she's never actually done it and she only want's it from one person Alexander Rodriguez Castro http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1447025/ (my heart, my love) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1446500/ The warmth of your bodythe softness of your lipsyour touch that leaves my brain foggyand the wait for that heavenly kissthe one that leaves me stutteringfloating in heavenly blissDrowning in your endless lovingTouch http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1446488/ he told  me he just wanted to fuckand not to come looking for loveinstead of rude he seemed to me a man down on luckso I stayed living with no loveevery night he spent with me he always left by  morning baby just know I want to save youi aint them girls, the one ones that left you ble.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1445792/ they don’t want us to lastthey’ve been thinking,their  stucksteady  tripping, over your pastthey don’t understand how you got me so love struckbut baby what they say don’t mattercause at the end of the day it just you and me nothing is better.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1444288/ Many beautiful things  happen in the darkstolen kissed, hopeful wishesand many dark things happen in the lightstolen "kisses" in the  empty alleyStolen innocence  staining the empty  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1443294/ If you promise to be mine foreveri will do the sameif you promise  to never let me goi'll never play the flirts gameif you promise me your hearti will give you my allif you promise to love me  foreveri'm definitely gonna fallfor you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1442673/ (an old poem i wrote a long time ago on insta) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1442606/ ( i am also writing on wattpad) island_beauty http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1441716/ if you want me stay  while my tears fall like raindon't keep chasing me awayI won't hurt you baby i'll keep you sanebut if you wanna keep methen give me pleasure with this painfeel the way I feeland love me harder baby http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1441616/ screams and shouts of Stop echoes through this empty housefeelings of fear and hatred penetrate the air sudden quiet is interrupted by  a loud sound coming form the half torn blouse and a sob as the girl  begins living in a night mare“don’t she b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1441141/ Please don't let our love burn outwanna it be just like  in the stories i don't want this to end in screams and shouts.Please don't let us fight right nowi don't  wanna worrythat you might leave and forsake our vows http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1440518/ Do you like what you see?Cause i'm finally gonna be set freeDo you miss what used to be?Cause i'm tired  asking won't you love meYou had a chance to make things lastyou blew itYou let  the  months  come and past http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1439833/ she told me you were hers again today there was nothing i could say i loved you  i still do but you never noticed  am i  just a booty call to you? plz be  honest every time she  leaves you you come back to me acting as if your co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1438539/ My tears fall slow on this lonely night not a love rot be seen   a world of isolation  and i’m stuck in betweenmy mind is swirling like  the raging storm out sidecouldn’t hold it back god knows i tried don’t let them in don&rsqu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1437748/ I carry the memory of you in my broken heartand the wounds haven’t healed i still hurtwith a thousand eyes on me i keep my facade oni  am tired, i’m growing colderi am hurting everyday  yeahstay down here beside me in the shallow waters where the sun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1435650/ You lay here beside me  by the shallow lakeas we watched the moon and starsi snuggle closer silently fighting to stay awake  no one was there, no sound, not even those made by carsyou notice my eyes droopingand splashed my face than ran awaysoon after our game ends with me drowningin .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1434736/ Even if its just for one day  love meEven if you can't stay kiss meEven if it hurts me another dayHold meEven if it leave's me bleedingcaress meEven if i end up weepingtake meeven if my heart gets brokenfeel meeven if i never get another chance, even if it drives me crazyuse your body and lie.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1433046/ she hurts she breaksshe crieswishing he would stay  she’s dying on the inside watching him walking away she wonders why?he always walks away  and she's alone when she criesshe’s such a silly girlfalling for a man made him her wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1431476/ Goodbye my almost loveri'm trying not to think of youforcing my self to just let gosometimes i wish these feelings never grewso i could just let you goGoodbye my sweet escapeyou were there  when i needed you mostthe sweetest comfortto bad it comes and goesyour a poison from which i may never re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1430929/ They say if i love him let him gobut how can i, when i may never knowif he loves me or loves me nothow can i let go of something i never got? how can i let go of what i hope dream and wish for?how god? how? somebody anybody tell  me how to let him go  i hate waking up every morni.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1430082/ i'll wait forever for youcause little do you know how much Ii'll love youi'll love even through the dark times i'll love you till the world ends cause little do you know how much Ii'  love   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1427200/ she smiled rubbing her stomachwhen she felt a pain so subtleit was ignoredshe  then felt another that made her vision blurredlooking down she saw blood and her heart was filled with dread she screamed no no not  her baby  she begged and pled the only  happiness she had .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1426851/ i am tired of seeing police brutality against people but most of all i'm sick of hearing about innocent BLACK people or people of different a race being Beaton or shoot or brutalized it is not RIGHT! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1419888/ Forget the pastLive in the momentMake it lastIt's your future own itForgive the hatersleave them hangingforget the betrayerssick of all their talkingMove onBe strongIts your Life Live it to the fullest http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1417200/ i saw him Then i met himi liked him until i loved himBut he saw her then he  met herHe held me then he dated herAnd every time i walked past  him  at schoolI had to blink back my tears and smile as if everything were "cool"acting as if i did't miss himblinking back my tears as my feel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1414700/ BésameHold me in your armsbésameuntil i feel better than alright until the pain is gone against this i cannot fight so baby please bésameuntil i can't help but love youbesame like its our last time bésame until i can't forget youbesame like y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1413311/ Insecurityglad to be free of thisfinally can be the me i missedsick and tired of boringglad to be finally soaring feels so greatyes it's me i'm somebodylove the way i look in the mirror now learned to love my body no longer looking like a party clownyes i know i'm prettysure he says s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1412954/ He was hispanicher heart was near panichis eyes were milk chocolate his skin the slight tone of  olive he mouth a sweet taste of heavenher body beckonshe answered with a soft smileand ask if she could stay awhilewould she go? would she stay?he seems used dominating like christian grey.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1411518/ PoemLive like its your lastlove like you've never been hurtlaugh like you've been through worsedance like  the whole world is a stage and you it's star  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1409395/ Chapter 1: Showtime" Queen Alise, queen Alise" her  co- worker and best friend Katrina who in Alise's restaurant is the cheshire kitty she dramatically cried pausing to  pose as if she  were a damsel in distress  before continuing "  THEY ATE ALL YOUR TARTS!" Alise smiles &n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1409385/ Love in War The sun has not yet risenBut here i am in love's prisonthe dawn ha snot yet begunand already you've won this warput my heart on  the front linejust to watch you make it flatlineput my self out therefor you to drag me back in herethought  i could win these battlebut ended u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/blackmermaid/1407788/