http://slow.writerscafe.org/Lexizellner The original writings of author Lexi en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776027275 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This is about the struggle of somebody with mental issues that have formed a habit. Specifically what happens when they have to choose between a loved one's feelings and the need to feel better. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/2110344/ What happens when you become an adult and your family casts you out. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/2061056/ I wrote this while lying in the embrace of my sleeping lover. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/2058339/ An example of how mental illness can have roots in childhood. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/2057588/ Depression is just a feeling.However, it’s really not. 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Faded is happiness's hueNumb is the new real.A plastic smileCan go a mile...But tonightShall come the Knight of BlightFor miss "I'm alright"Doesn't actually see the light!.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1771223/ This is the rise of a new dawnBirth of a fawnBut with new spawnThere must be somewhere an awn.With this wave yon'I'll be goneBut I ask you carry on.See my happiness I would just con,It was no lie, my looking wanLooking drawn.Perhaps I'll see the sky khanSo go aloof until bon.I helped the fates compl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1394352/ Dear love,Once you asked my favorite color,mocking me for the answer.Never did I explain to youthe significance of it.You see depression,and melancholy.Drabness as well as indecisive.Mentioning the lack of emotion and detached nature of it.Haunting me with your words, I never quite moved on.&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1393033/ Darling realize this is just a gameLike follow the leader, I follow you the same.So if you take your life tonightKnow that I also shall give up the fight. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1384023/ The silent ones and how they see that the world can be a good place. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1380901/ A girl's battle with anorexia and the mirror http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1380458/ This to me is about storms and how I love them and make me happy, but it can be taken a variety of ways I suppose. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1380132/ The feelings of numbness some lost souls harbor in themselves. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1380125/ Just something I threw together real quick http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1378745/ You said you'd be there but now you leave me surrounded by my demons to fight this war alone. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1372914/ A dark poem illustrating the battles within oneself, the scary thoughts floating through ones head. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lexizellner/1370702/ The struggles of a young girl barely 7 that gets abused in the result of a divorce. 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