http://slow.writerscafe.org/nyi The original writings of author nyi en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776028590 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15  ( There may or may not be language or grammar mistake. This is myfirst short story write if I am allowed to name it that way. And if youhappen to read it until the end, do drop comments. I would very muchappreciate it. Also I am worried that the point I am making is notclear enough. ).. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1088913/ Writing is always a journey into the unknown. ( From the movie 'Adaptation' ) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083942/ I sense the smell of danger from your breathAs you move closer my sixth sense awakenFor the vestige of being fooled never vanishesYour treacherous character cannot disguiseUnder short skirt, rosy lips and cheap smilesSince your sense of kindness is as hollow as greedNo doubt you plan to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083941/ My future is opened wide beyond believingIf I can silence my screams of the pastWould the unknown reasons make sense one day?Or should I keep waiting for reflection of a lie?With flashes of these thoughts days become hazy againWith the mist of chaos roaming aboveThese hazardous traumas t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083940/ I smell their presence inside me and they give me a headacheThey follow me everywhere soon as I open myself to consciousnessThen my sense of liberty slowly melts down by various contradictionsThe way I am is definitely not the way I wanted to beMy clothing is clean yet I am always carrying i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083937/ The train is coming for the young fellows like usDecorated with our dreams of desire and lustAnd the companionship of woman as cheap as money can buyBlinded by our craving, the guiltiness no longer thrusts on our conscienceTo board the train, nights are long and days are shortThen the dark.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083936/ The smell of fear blocking my train of thoughtsTrying to break the bad habit I had made unconsciouslyWhile being devoured by the corrosive memories of my pastYears passed and never wake up from the distant nightmareAnd my hands are still stretched reaching out for the unknown Nyi2.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083935/ I have come to talk with darkness againUnder the brightly lid neon light of the nightWhile walking upon the street of my broken dreamThen the city starts to cry with meAfter your departure, I see people only through glassThough transparent I can't touch their soulsWish I am brave enough .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083934/  There is the sun but you are my lightYou are the strength for all of my fightsRejecting your love make my heart brokenWhen you left my soul has been stolenI hadn't been brave enough to love youNow without your love to paint my life, it's so blue Years wasted again and spent in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083930/ I feel the hate inside my bloodBoiling away the logic from my brainThe gruesome feeling rooting inside my gutAnd I have to let it out no matter what the consequencesI wish I could vomit it out of my bodyBefore it consumes the essence of soul and characterI hate it so much wish I could te.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083929/ I have lost to who I amAs these sudden emotions pierce so deeplyInto my soul crafting my characterThrough my attempts to adapt the gravity of life problemsThe sense of sympathy is slowly fading awayBy the juggernaut of greed and lust for false prideMy concrete thoughts of love so pure an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083917/ A flagrant insult to my intellectSpawn out of judgments from other peopleUpon my character as preposterously eccentricProvoke me to unleash my rampage upon themFor the sake of my self-esteem and eagerness to proveThat I could wrong their cheap logicBy translating my vivid imaginations in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083915/ The color of sorrow so deep and hollowBlackening my visions like there is no tomorrowDistances between us so mighty and chaos is my actionAs I linger for your presence in most feverish fashionThe shimmering light of euphoria start to decentInto the wide abyss of solitude as I resentUpon .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083914/ Rolling beneath the cascade of temptationProvoked by the allure from opposite genderTheir luxurious fashion and cosmetic pretty facesAre somewhat deceptive and short livedAnd my thirsty anticipation falls silentSoon as I discover how hollow they areBy the lack of manners and demure chara.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083910/ I see through your eyes to dig a little deeperInto the true nature of your soul and characterCrafting a sub-human bondage in the processVertigo arises when I look back to our pastAnd still glimpses of uncertainty hovering nowAll I want is to see you in your true colorBut you hide behind .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083908/ The touch of your skin painting my soulWith the colors so vivid and myriad as rainbowAs I linger on your soft breathMy loneliness is becoming to shredSoon we both are lost for wordsThrough our souls as we exchange our thoughtsWe mock the transient nature of lifeFor we live with our own delightsMakin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083907/ for the children of the streets http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083905/ The thrilling ride of mayhem racing against my headAnd the adrenaline of rush pumping up my bloodDecisions are made by my instinct before thoughtsViolence is the basic rule to survive and thriveAnd my exhausted body tries to keep up with my agile mindWhile holding a grip onto something that I can't .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083903/ I don't like going to club. I just made me feel more lonely http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083902/ Sheer paranoia starts to abuse my sleepAnd this burning fever inside my chestKeeping me on the edge of submissionTo the sensational empowerment of adversitiesPerhaps they are just created to testThe faith in myself that I could overcomeThough optimistic but rather paranormal it seemsMore to redeem m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083900/ I sense your silk like touch when I lie down on the pillowAnd though it is terrible shame that you are no longer hereBut when I close my eyes I sense your presenceIt is as real as my skin and your soft breathIs like this cement wall surrounding my bodyAs I linger on reminiscing other time of lifeWhe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083898/ Can my soul still gravitate towards loveWhen the mind is constantly unfiltered from the pastAs I try cling onto the requiem for my dreamWhile rolling black out of oblivion? Nyi11.8.2012 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083895/ Most people think that being lonely is the worst thing. It definitely is not http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083894/ an addiction is force? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083892/ Swallowing the failures of my dark pastMay my stomach digests them for lessonsFor I'll keep walking till I reach my dreamsNo matter how insane they are at the momentEverything will perfectly turn out beautiful in the endThat every single thing will make sense one dayHow much more stupid can I be any.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083889/ State of limbo spawn from chaotic lifeAs I breathe the much insecurities from the airDeprived of moral integrity under the banner of taintedFor I live in the physical world full of materialismAnd the vivid colors of my soul are bleachedBy the deceptive lust, invasive greed and haunting pastFor my eg.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083887/ Chanting the propaganda which incites murderWe march on while our big uniforms trapping usColor blinded by the real arms of grey and blackThe fluid that comes out when we shot someoneIs not blood but a waste trapped inside the bodyInstead of drowning inside the fantasy of colorful toysWe would rathe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1083875/ It says that according to Hinduism, you need four things in life in order to be successful at whatever that you decide to do, Imagination, Intellect, Fortitude and the last, but hardest is Failure http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1030891/ Wrapped up inside the shadow of doubts which kept stripping away my confidence gradually had finally got onto my nerves as my soberness was stolen away by the power of alcohol. Something negative had happened to me, something unexpected. It was much like those times that the things that you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1030887/ Wrote this for the victims of human trafficking http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1030885/ Crushing my skull and I might have died but not dead yetFor the very spirit of me shall relentlessly float insideThe color of the night as I now start moving in the shadowsThrough my vengeance my entity shall be knownLiving my life was simply a journey through starvationBut the root cause of my deat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1030884/ Love is nothing more than just a fleeting illusionIn my desperate attempts to catch glimpses of its existenceAll the realities have been swallowed up by its divinityCherishing the love is just like making people youngerThe logic has been stripped away leaving the soul nakedDelicacy of love could not.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1030883/ Addicted to your kisses like a drugYour love is a bad medicine for meShaking it up by honoring your beautyLead me to your disillusioned worldOf giving me a disease called being aloneThe simplest two words of good bye form youKeep rioting inside my head bouncing everywhereI felt like I have been roma.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/1030879/ Your vanity is bad for my healthThrough every single puff of my cigaretteWish I could smoke you out of meDraining away my youth and vitality in the processWithout you lung cancer could just be a life saverFor everything now is in black and white, grey and dullYou stripped away my joyful colors of li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/988952/ Jumping on the floors my soul unattachedDrowning inside the adrenaline thrust of musicSailing my emotions reaching for the other sideInside the insanely ecstatic ride of alcohol and drugVivid flashes of women dancing permeate into my brainCast aside the morality there are no limits or boun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/987038/ You pulled out my deepest secrets with your smileWords through your lips quenching my thirst for affectionYour fragrance making me so serene and safeThe way you move just keeps my life rockingYour blissful curves reaching out my soulYou gave birth to a word called delicacyEvery inch of your body and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/983312/ Gentle wind blow silently chocking meLike I became delusional about how to breatheEverything is becoming more and more heavierAs quality of life keeps slipping away graduallyThough I try holding onto a certain entityIt just quickly transforms itself into a catalystFueling the process of this enormit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/982475/ Absorbed by everything about youNow I'm picking up pieces of my life againCherishing you like my sole treasured dreamResults in committing myself to a kind of enslavement Holding onto things that are not thereFor I breathe and live under your mercyTrying to resurrect the love that has been lost.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/980425/ Can I steal a touch?For your fragrance flows inside my bloodPumping up the need to kiss your soft skinExhilarated by your colorful pinky lipsAnd your glances making my soul nakedMy self-esteem stripped by the way you moveBut the way of right is wrong nowFor I'm drowning inside your charming liesBlin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/977204/ Perhaps I am a loner by natureIt must be a disease I've been born withFeasting on imagination I try to surviveAnd beauty for me is just a projection of the eyesBy which my soul has been ripped apartI grieve for someone that I have never knownHoping that unknown person would be a cureThat somehow, so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/976863/ Do I lack the stamina to love you?Are you simply just immune to loveA sense of boundary just vanishesFor you came into my life so sudden We both can’t improvise with our creationThough lack the name, corrosive to our livesDreams washed away giving place to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/972356/ I feel you as if our souls are attachedEmotions run deep shaking our existencePuzzles about u are rich with reasonsThough time is needed to vanquish the doubts You may be what your past has made youBut terror creeps inside me when you are far awayWouldn't it be lovely if we can shape the future.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/971293/ Wondering I could ever be soberIntoxicated by your beauty and charmsA touch of life just slipping awayNever knew loving you could be clinical Without you my dreams are scattered like broken glassReality becomes fictitious by your simple smileMy life is now redund.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/968413/ Can a morning sun shine bring your body's warmthAnd a gentle wind blow stealing your touchFragrances of flowers mimicking your presenceWhile the color of wind shaping your body's figure?Nyi30.4.2012 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/967351/ Plagued with increasing suspicion and paranoiaAnd buried beneath the layer of chaotic lifeLies my dogma for the foundation of soul mateRevolving world spins my head around and aroundMy senses are disoriented as my life seems taintedA portrait of insecurities and hunger for another soulUnderneath my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/955316/ Color of night brings out the darkness insideWhile the tyranny of despair ravages meTo quench the insatiable lust, I am obligedFor the luxury of taking without permission Hiding in the shadow and moving in the darkTrip to hunger bleaches my pride and esteemGlorio.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/941740/ "a short write" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/882204/ Final Chapter of Life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/878319/ After all, Tomorrow is another day. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/861327/ A vocabulary http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/nyi/829818/