http://slow.writerscafe.org/kaylabear500584 The original writings of author kaylabear500584 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776042741 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Whatever it is that brings you happiness - whole-hearted, soul deep happiness - I wish that for you.Let it be abundant and never cease, outlasting your longevity.Let it germinate within the darkest parts of you andRISE!Let it stretch and spread and multiple until it'sFLOURISHING!.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/2146045/ Whatever it is that brings you happiness - whole-hearted, soul deep happiness - I wish that for you.Let it be abundant and never cease, outlasting your longevity.Let it germinate within the darkest parts of you andRISE!Let it stretch and spread and multiple until it'sFLOURISHING!Let .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/2146044/ These empty thoughts are haunting me,They've lost pace.No longer over thinking,These thoughts that used to race.As though they were waves that crashed,Turned into settled seas.The calm after chaoesBut still I'm not at ease. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/2075580/ Happy Birthday to my King, I wish I could give you EVERYTHING!But I am broke, so I cannot. My love is simply all I've got.While you deserve the moon and stars,And shiny, fast, expensive cars..All I have lies inside my soul,I gift wrap that for your control.Honestly, I was yours before toda.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/2047268/ You're the sweetest boy I ever did meet,Yeah you got me cheesing, from cheek to cheek.You got me thinking,Could this be true?Because honestly baby,There's no one like you.You get it done, all by yourself.Yeah, you're a man, you don't need no help.My world is spinning,Its happened so fast.But baby ju.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/2037329/ Blank.Thats me.I wander here relentlessly. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/2036003/ Deep breath in,Now let it out.In this world,You'll scream and shout.But in the moment,Wait in queue.Not a one will make it through.So when your shelter,Turns inside out.And you'll want to scream,You'll want to shout.Take a moment,Breath it in.Lifes too short,And we all sin. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/2034692/ Love has phased me,Like never before.So many bruises,My whole body sore.Starts in my heart,Radiates through these vains. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/2033101/ I'm not sure who is me,I hope these words can set me free.This mirror shows my ugly truth,My heart is old, misplaced its youth.My eyes are shallow, cold, dark.Life has truly made its mark.Here I stand, here I cry,This dirty mirror doesn't lie. I am disgraceful, I am sin.In this world, you canno.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/2029956/ I can't look in the mirror anymore,I hate her.Me.I can't really smile anymore,I'm not real.Pretend.I can't see me,Where am I?Lost.I can't,These days blur together.Indistinct.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/2029584/ I'm glad you got,What you wanted..Although it wasn't me. I'm glad to see your eyes again,As clear as they used to be. I'm happy that you're happy,Even if its with her. Yes I still love you,That part will never blur. Love isn't selfish,Love, it does not.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/816611/ Tell me how to love,I seem to have forgotten..The sour taste of goodbye lingers on my lips..The same lips he used to kiss. I used to wait for love,Then I looked for him..Now I just predict the next goodbye. I used to try in love,Now I just wallow in the pain i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/814058/ Everlasting,This game I play.Through this f*****g s**t I stay. I'm not lost,But I haven't been found.Its no use, its gray all around. Tired,My eyes.They cry out your lies. Uneasy,My heart lays.Love, my broken master piece..He never stays. Nothing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/810230/ A girl woke up with a broken heart, cold sweat bleeding from her body. She starts to cry while it stings her face, her memories hunt her. This is for her, these are her diaries, her thoughts, feelings..Are these you?           Dear Diary,  .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/751033/ Falling in love,Is like going insane.You can't help but laugh,Sometimes its in vain.Hopes for the best,Guards for the worst.Sparks on the tongueFireworks burst.Happiness,Explodes in your heart.And when he's sad..It'll rip you apart.So far up,Scared for the fall.Knowing that he,Might not catch you at.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/715291/ Feeling scared,That you'll go.Holding on,I'll miss you so. Feeling safe,While with you.Hoping that,You do too. Wonder how,Wonder why..Maybe I'll have to,Say goodbye. Praying, hoping..That you'll stay.Knowing theres,No other way. Keeping gro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/692218/ You seemed so happy,Why did you die?My sister,Comitted suicide. Oh so young,Why did you go?Don't you know,I love you so? This kills me,To know you're died.You were so smart,Were there thoughts unsaid? My sister,I miss you.Life has stopped,Now it is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/692213/ Broken heart,Empty mind.Stolen tears,Stolen time. Short of breath,Shallow cries.Bloody wrist,Bloodshot eyes. You cry wolf,I cry liar.Scortching pain,Burn like fire. Pulling hair,Gritting teeth.I love you,You lying thief. Can't you hear,Al.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/692211/ Look into my eyes,Ill forget your lies. Tell me that you love me,You might get the key. The one I've told you about,The one that keeps you locked out. You will get my heart,Then Ill fall apart. You will find my fears,Hidin within my tears. You w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/692210/ Sooth my heart,Calm my mind. Forget the pain,Stop the time. Stay right here,In my heart.Don't watch when,I fall apart. Fall asleep,Here with me.Show me what love's,Suppose to be. Craddle me,Hold me close.Show me I'm the one,You've loved the most.&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/692209/ Why do we play these games?I know that you wont stay.Why do we chant these lies?Even true love always dies.Anyway, who cares?You don't give a s**t.Break my heart, Get it over with.F**K IT!UGH! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/672964/ Is this what its like to suffocate?I feel my heart pounding,My lungs explode.My world spins out of control.My legs give out,I fall gasping for you.I hit rock bottom.Is this what its like to be alone?Searching for someone to help me,They all look away..You looked away too.Darkness consumes&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/653857/ I'm losing my mind.I'll lose everything in time.I'll lose my right to breathe,I'll lose everything.Fighting for my life,Every single day.Praying for a chance,To path a different way.A different path away from you,Because this one misleads.A path that shows me happiness,And everything I nee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/653855/ It hurts so bad to know that,The one I knew's not there.To remember that once I kissed you,And ran my fingers threw your hair.To look in your snowy, freezing eyes,Seeing someone different,Someone I despise.Watching as you pass by me,In the busy, hazy halls.I just feel like crying,But I'd settle.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/653854/ F**k this land that we call Earth,We should just call it Hell.F**k the fruits of the tree,They never leave us full.F**k the rush of day,It leaves us tired anyway.F**k sleeping it all away,It only leaves us thirsty.F**k trying to quench this everlasting thirst,Its always there. It always st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/650231/ My screams are choked,By laughter.My pain simply hides away.I grit my teeth in madness,I hope to die today.Let me slit my wrist babe,If you love me so..Let me go to Hell now,I want to go alone.Why can't you let me die here?Why do you scream my name?I'm going to this place now,Where love is not a gam.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/650226/ Love hurts sometimes,When its true...But all I ever want is you.You make me crazy,Sometimes its bad.You make me happy,You make me mad.You bring me pain,But in the end..You make me smile,You're my best friend.I love you so much,I love you most.Don't go away,I need you so. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/645191/ Your touch burns my skin,My pulse bursts inside me.Your look takes my grin,I know I am not free.You contain my heart,But more so my mind.How did this start?You left me behind.You said you were "in love",You swore to the sky..You left me like a dove,That needed to fly.I clung to you,But today I let g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/639373/ Don't pick your nose and look at me,Don't point your nasty fingers.I hope you drown in your own tearsWith thoughts of us that linger.Don't put the blame on me, it was all your doing.While I was being faithful,You were too busy screwing.While you're off getting herpesAnd she's pregnant with two,I hop.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/636947/ I hate so much how you can't disagree,She is prettier then me.I hate how you can't delete her,For me.You love her oh so much,You love her more then me..Well f**k this, F**k you..F**k this life I lead.I hate how bad you miss her,although you say you don't.I hate how much it hurts me,To feel so i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/633073/ The scars on my arm,They're for you and her.They prove jealousy doesn't only break a heart,It breaks skin.I'll let my tears fall on these scars,Hoping for the burn..You are foolish, For saying I can't cut anymore..Now suicide lingers in my brain,I feel its the only way out.I pray to God to help.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/633070/ Its about a broken heart I guess. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/585548/ Today is my very first birthday,I'm not a day old.But today I met my purple teddy bear,And named him Mr. Gold.Pretty purple teddy bear,How pretty are you?You make my day brighter,When I look to you.Mr. Gold you make life so wonderful,With your smile so bright.You make me dream of life untold,How I c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/573646/ Light shines through my window,From the street light outside.It flickers at times.Tears fall to my pillow,From my blood shot eyes.They cry too much.My heart explodes,From my hurting chest.Its broken to pieces.You run..From the pain that's within me.You know its there.Now pretend you care,From your s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/573641/ This is about when I got my heart broken by a guy I fell in love with. It hurts still soo bad but I'm going to get over it even if it kills me. He's not worth it, and I know that now. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/566781/ Smile out your frown.Laugh away your tears.Hide away your pain,In your eyes.Cover up the bruises,Of your beaten heart.Go into the shadows of the world,Before you fall apart.Cake on some make-up,It'll help you hide.Don't let your head drop,Or they might ask you why.Showing that you're weak,Will .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/563026/ Seal this broken heart,With a rope around my neck.Scream away my anger,With blood from my wrist.Cross out my memory of you,If it takes the tears away.Please quit reminding me,That you didn't stay.You left my physically,So why do I still feel you here?You riped my heart to pieces,You sucked my happin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/562977/ I walk down this hallway.I hold back my tears.I blink away the moments,When you were still here.I force myself to keep walking,Although I want to stop.I swallow hard,Force myself to breathe.I look at all the faces,I see their mouths move..They speak of you.They speak of how you died.They speak of ho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/562973/ I want so bad to love you,I really truly do.But I feel as though,You wouldn't love me too.And if it were love,It wouldn't be as strong;As the love I felt before,That love that could sing that song.That song that sings to you,That song that makes you sing.That song within your heart,That one that hel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/558875/ Love. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/558870/ These four walls contain me,They also keep me safe.These walls know all my secrets,They hide them away.I'm thankful these four walls cant talk,They'd tell of all my pain.I'm glad they cannot see,They'd see the tears I gave away..But I wish that they could touch,They'd touch my broken heart.Maybe the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/555318/ What is the difference between love,And obsession?What's the difference between wanting,And being addicted?How do you change,If now...Is all you know? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/553450/ You make my heart skip a beat,Then switch into a frantic run. You keep me on my feet,And I keep you on my mind. I'll love you longer then forever,Even if you leave.I'll give you the key to my heart,And leave my heart on my sleave.    http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/553448/ Karma.She has her hands on my neck,Choking me.I can't breathe.Seeing black.Darkness.Falling unconscious.Its caught me.I slowly drift away.No one can save me.I'm alone. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/553446/ He is my everthing,My world.I am his moon.I revolve around him. What do I do when my world,Is no longer mine?What purpose does a moon have..Without its world? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kaylabear500584/553445/