http://slow.writerscafe.org/cowardlypanda The original writings of author Amber-The-Panda en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776009541 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 SuffocationThe inability to breathe That's what it's like everyday.Gasping for airSlowly dying,Silently screaming,Trying to pull myself out,Out from under the pillow that is smothering me,up from the river that is pulling me underaway from everythingbecause everyday,I ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/747953/ Now entering: LifeWe liveWe cry We fearWe loveWe forget We dieNow leaving: Life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/736178/ I know the feeling all too well, Of water in your throutAs the current pulls you inand you begen to choke  I know what it is like splashing aroundAnd always full of fearI know what it's like toscream so loudBut no ones there to hear I've felt what you've feltas you're.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/726131/ Books are smart,Smater than you or mebecause books have coversCovers to keep what's inside safeCovers to be sure they can surviveBut don't judge a book by it's cover Because sometimes what you seeIsn't always what you get. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/697422/ In a way,My art and I are the sameEveryday we sit there waiting,Waiting for someone to look at usAdmire us.Tell us we are goodTell us that we are not a failed attemtWe both hide behind coversAnd once you open us, everything spills outWe are both tightly bound And we both tak.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/697414/ Common Sense: Can you give me a reason? Hope: A reason for what? Common Sense: A reason to not give up. Hope: On what? Common Sense: Love... Hope: Well you should know that no matter how bad it seems you will find someone someday. Common Sense: O.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/676728/ Just say yes, Don't look back.Don't regret,Just learn From our mistakes. Never turn around,Just run straight,Don't feel aloneBecause we can run together. Just the two of us,Running,Running forever.   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/668662/ For no good reason,I let you go.Without explaination,Without warning,I just let you fall. I know I don't deserve someone, Someone, as good as youI wish I could turn time backAnd live in our moment foreverBecause now you are gone. It's now finally setting in,Right .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/668659/ Lies:  "I will never let you fall"     but yet you did "Everything is fine"Nothing is ever fine "It will work out for the best"You and I will go our separet way and you won't remember me "I'm not to far to save"I'm so far I don't e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/637692/ (Lance's P.O.V.)      The doorbell rang. Alex got up. I told him "If you leave, I am going to let you die by zombies". He laughed. "It will only take a sec" He said so I continued to play. The game ended not long after that. He obviously died. Then I saw I had 65 head sh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/634856/ (Dylan's P.O.V.)      I checked my phone multiple times that week before I was going to see Alex for the first time in five months. The day I was soposed to see Alex, I woke up really early thinking about what to say to him. 'Um, Hi Alex I know I told you to stop loving .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/619799/ *Five Months Ago*(Alex's P.O.V.)      "I can't believe you are leaving." I said looking at how his dirty-blond hair seemed to sparkle under the sun. I always loved when it looked this way. It made me smiled dispite the situation. He smiled too. "It is okay, I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/619649/ Alex, has been gay all his life. He dicided to tell his best friend Dlyan he loved him when he was 14. Now a year later and Alex has a boyfriend named Lance, but what will happen when Dlyan come back? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/619635/ B is for the bruises we hadU is for us, The people you hurtL is for the life that you distroyedL is for the lonelyness you made us feelI is for the insults you said to usE is for the endless tearsD is for the distuction of our soul http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/619342/ I tried to get away at first,But I realized I could not.I let it sort of happen,But then I couldn't stop.And now I am, in too deepAnd sadness became depressionSo now I more than do it,It is an *obsession* http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/610278/ This one is for the times you left me alone when I needed you-cuts-This one is for what you said about me-cuts-This one is for the fact that you don't want me anymore-cuts-This one is for the fact that you don't care-cuts-This one is for all the things you yelled at me for-cuts-T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/606452/ Butterfly, butterfly,Spread your wingsIt does not matter,What they think Butterfly, butterfly,Fly awayIt does not matter,What they say Butterfly, butterfly,Just be youIt does not matter,What they do Butterfly, butterfly,Dodge their attacksSo just stan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/601302/ I know what it is like,To feel like you'll never belongI know what it is likeTo be scarredAnd be judged by the ones you loveI know what it is likeTo be hurt so badThat nothing else hurts you anymoreI know what it is likeTo pretend everything is okayWhen it is notBut I wish i did not know becaus.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/598562/ Rain,What if it's raining,Raining wishes.Sparkley, bright Real Wishes If you couldSit back,Close your eyes,And make a wishWhat would you wish for? What would you thinkWhat would you doIf it started raining wishes?  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/597241/ On the bright-sideThe sun is outOn the bright-sideEveryone is happyOn the bright-sideI am alrightBut Even on the bright-sideYou still get sunburned http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/596857/ 1 Problem2 People who know3 Letter word4 Reasons why I do it5 Times I've tried to stop6 -17-10 When I realized I have a serious problem7 Days a week, I hate myself8 Scars 9 That will scar with in a month10 In every one hundred people have the same.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/594619/ :( http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/594485/ This is the story of a cowardOr a lesser person if you prefer.She is all aloneHer heart was devoured. She is helpless and hoplessAnd always failsHer emotions are tangledAnd she can never prevail. She is worried and scaredAnd is forever hiding .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/589639/ Getting On...The excitement of finally being strapped in. You are holding onto the bars kicking your feet as you go up. Going Up...You are filled with anticipation. Waiting until you get to the top smiling, laughing and as happy as can be. Then you see you are almost there. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/589164/ If I went blindWould you be my eyesIf I cryed Would you cry tooIf I told you what was going onWould you listen?If I showed you my secretWould you still love me? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/581773/ No One Knows Why She Is This Way...They know who she is.They know she is hurt.They know she is lonely.And they know its not their problem.But its what they don't know that is killing her slowly.   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/576000/ You are walkingYou notice something following you,Then you start to runHere it comes*TAP*Before you know it"Tag you're it"Love has cought you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/569800/ Little girl, I watch you sit there in your corner.Head in handsTears in eyes,The night falls And you can still hear them laughing at youAnd the sound twists your stomachYour chest gets tighter,And it suffocates you.Why are they laughing little girlYou did nothing wrong,But stil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/569788/ Your skin glows like strawberry blossoms And is as warm as a chrysanthemum in the purest hope of spring.My heart follows your sweet voice and leaps like a panther at the whisper of your name.I am comforted by your scent that I carry into the aray of sunshine you bring I am filled with hope that I ma.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/568737/ My love for you is so extraordinary,my heart crys until you return.The night drags on when you're away,abandoned, heart pounding,Until I can see you. Wondering, in mind could you ever feel the same way?Waiting is all I do,While waiting for the moment, For you to say.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/568723/ Rainbow you are happinessYou watch as people lay under you And you always protect themYou smileAnd then your colors swirlTo make new huesNew shadesThat is why I like you RainbowNo matter how different you look Your smile seems to never change http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/566793/ A Short Poem From The Heart http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/566394/ On Monday moning I did not want to get out of bed. Last night the 'dog' dream came back to haunt me, and I woke in the middle of the night screaming. The rest of the night I slept with the light on. It was horrible. In the morning I just sucked it up and got dressed and left the house, afraid if I s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/565562/    Most normal people have a fear of something, whether it be spiders, snakes, or rats. Well, what if I told you a girl had a fear of dogs? Yup, that's me. It's like being afraid of the Easter Bunny, However I do have a logical explaination. When I was six, I, like most peop.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/565557/ A girl who fears dogs meets a guy who seems to good to be true. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/565552/ I wrote this out of boredom! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/565498/ None of this has happened... yet... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/565157/ The rain screams for me,falling from the soft blossoming treeIt screams my name,dead, what a shameBut there is hope for the drop of love,for the sky up abovethe clouds must clearfor the raindrops I hear,the say "I love you" when upon my facethey love me I ask, but my heart is displacedThe rain falls.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/564340/ I wrote this when I was bored... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/564333/ Emptiness in my thoughts, my body, my motions.Even when I step I feel there is no floor beneath me.Just me and this constant void and when I look up I see the hallway I am in.This hallway that seems to never end and when I try to run everything changes.What seems like inches turns to feet, and then .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/564315/ I wrote this when I was bored. It is kind of corny... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/564311/ Through a window one can only see,Never touch,Never be.Not knowing the smells or littlest of soundsNever finding, nor being found.Always stuck behind the glass.Always felling like your trashNo matter how hard you push or cry,No matter how hard you pound or try,You're forever stuck behind the window http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/564232/ Lacuna and I wrote this, together. Yay friendship! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/cowardlypanda/558004/