http://slow.writerscafe.org/CrystalMeth The original writings of author Crystal en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776363564 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I gazed up at the moonwith a heavy heartand sad eyes.Paralyzed by my thoughts,I lay there. The darkness closed inall around,it was just me and my mind.My mind which kept reminding me of everything that had happened. I lay there in anger,anger for myself,anger for everyone else.I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrystalMeth/1399565/ Will you love me if I change the way I look?What if I were more slender,more voluptuous?Will you love me if I change my views?What if I were more conventional,the same as everyone else?Will you love me if I changed my behaviour?What if I were more friendly,more false?Will you love me if I become one.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CrystalMeth/1399204/ The people you knoweither don't talk to youor mock youfor all your differences.You dress a different way,you listen to a different kind of 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