http://slow.writerscafe.org/Joeym620 The original writings of author Joey Martinez en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776013050 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 You know the outcome, the score has been settled so why continue to pedal towards the finish line? Are you hoping you’ll magically change the course of what’s been set in stone? Do you truly believe or is it just that you’re scared to be alone? You’ve dealt the final blow, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Joeym620/2759569/ It’s becoming hard to find a way to begin these written thoughts. My mind has become clogged with photographs of you. My ears faintly hear your voice as the wind blows. I live in sanity do not fear, but you have taken over isn’t it clear? 26 years and counting but we’re all due to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Joeym620/2758922/ I can’t change the past but the future is in my control. I can’t erase the damage I’ve done the bells have tolled. I was a man with no face, no emotion, no trace. 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